this is first post/letter 1, out of 2 on this account
another open letter is in a different post
how even bad childhood abuse cannot come close to the sadistic, venal criminalities of Western family courts
I am sure many of you have seen the case of 2-year old
British boy Ethan Ives who was regularly abused and then beaten to death by his
evil grandfather while the young granny and his own mother did nothing to
protect him, but watched the abuse unfold.
Like all similar cases, yet again I feel almost floored and
very anxious amid many PTSDs being unearthed, and need to take beta blockers to
lower my heart rate and find strength to master the hand -shaking.
I was similarly abused by my own mother from babyhood and
then my father joined her when I was 10 after his own mother, my beloved paternal
grandmother who constantly tried to protect me, died. My parents were teachers
and my mother especially, only 21 when she got married and totally non-maternal,
deeply regretted being a mother mid pregnancy and was livid about it virtually
until she died.
Consequently, she, then with my father, beat me with sticks
(would break 1-2 off my body and get some more,and more and I’d need to take
painkillers for a couple of days) senseless until I was 16-17,though there were nice, tender moments
too and things I am grateful for to my parents. My innately positive,super
extroverted, life-loving nature gave me strength to even enjoy some aspects of
my childhood, like street-playing with many children until my mother would turned
up with a stick,almost every day, and take me home. Then the extreme pain I had
to learn to live with ensued.
What hurt me the most was hardly ever getting any love and affection from, or doing things with, my mother, but always knowing that I should not have been born and listening to her gloating in front of anyone who’d listen how she was ecstatic that she had an abortion at almost 5 months pregnancy when I was less than a year old and deprived me of siblings too. She simply loved that!
And
later, my parents virtually rejecting my children as “you are not our priority, we prefer life without you all but to know
over the phone that you are fine” compounded the grief,longing,emptiness, strife despite my forgiveness of the beatings. I lived a life, in my late teens in the region shattered by the war in the Balkan too, without any adult family, grandparents,
aunts, uncles, cousins, practical support, love… That was never allowed to be
mentioned.
MY parents died over 12 years ago and I don’t know where exactly
they are buried, and that is not the case because of the beatings, but because
of how they treated us at the end - ran away from my children and me, did
almost nothing ever with their grandchildren, banned us from visiting them in my native
Serbia, practically renounced us as they preferred childless lives, affecting my
mental health to extremes amidst so much else. And you never see anything similar around you ever. You are the odd one out.
Well, what triggers me in cases like little Ethan's, who is in Heaven like my aborted siblings are (I often envied them as a child), is not so
much the physical abuse of me (I even forgave my parents and fanatically doted
on them for almost 40 years, in vain), but the horrific collective abuse of my
toddler son in British family courts 22 years ago that almost cost us our
lives and scarred us immeasurably in every single way. Well, like millions, including those who have not survived.
Most of you know the story as I have not allowed anyone to
silence me and suffer in silence despite the threats and some of you have got my letters for over 20 years,albeit without any name mentioned given I had been court-gagged tens of times. Until a couple of years ago.
In Britain,after many years of being abused in the UK too,groped,
sexually assaulted, blackmailed, cheated on, stolen from, you name it, and always on my own in all that, I
married my seemingly lovely,charismatic,amazing husband, a British businessman,
feeling ecstatic that,finally, I was going to have a happy,loving family and
home life I’d dreamt about.
Overnight, I found out I was pregnant, and straight after
the wedding, my abuser turned into a monster. He tortured me. I had severe
morning sickness 24/7 and he did not me eat, sleep, rest jet-legged enough, forbade
winter clothes for outside in winter, flat shoes even with swollen feet in late
pregnancy, made me walk the chilly streets in high heels,bareful,until my feet
bled screaming at me when I took them off sobbing so hard that my sobs echoes
Edinburgh at night hoping someone may come and help me.
Straight after the wedding he got a new international
superbly paid job and travelled a lot too,often extending business trips by a
few days leaving me all alone.Sometimes I travelled with him,but he'd almost always tell me to fly back home mid trip. Unbeknown to me,he'd fly over his mistress of 6 years at the very same time I'd be fluing out, pregnant.
I then found out he was cheating and was severely distressed
all the time,just for him to say I was mentally ill, was imagining things, had even
tried to force me to go on medication and into therapy before I caught him,forcefully demanding I make an
appointment all the time, something I found strange,scary but also baffling. My lovely in-laws tried to talk to him and felt
distressed themselves with my FIN saying his own brother tortured his wife,who
also had a young son, into suicide in her 20s and that “it must be some sadistic
genetic illness”.
I then discovered my abuser had several secret relationship
of 5-6 years, none of us knew of the others and he’d been promising marriage to
them and their extended families for years during the family gatherings he frequented,
and he also regularly found women for casual sex on Lonely Hearts,straight
after the wedding. Hallmark sociopath, extremely dangerous, and I was
TERRIFIED.
I felt human-trafficked into something I would never have come close to,let alone consented to. I felt violated, dehumanised and helpless.
He did not allow me to work on projects we’d agree I’d work
on,I even have my own money for those that he now made me spend, and would rip
any notes up saying if I ever wanted to flee, I would be dirt poor as women
were men’s properties and deserved nothing if they chose to flee.
I was do drained with crying and pain that one day I ran to
our GP who advised me to file was a divorce as soon as the baby was born
predicting that something may happen to the baby given the extreme daily abuse
of me.
I told my abuser that and he was livid. “File for a divorce
if you want to lose that baby you are carrying… I am not a moron like most men,
I would never pay a woman more than £3000
for the basics and out on the dole…Even if I had millions, a woman who'd divorce me would always go on the dole and into abject poverty...I am warning you...” When I asked him how he was going
to achieve that, he’d tell me “I have money, everyone is on sale”, implying
bribing family courts,something my in-laws,parents and everyone who knew us
laughed about saying 2this is not a third-world country where children can be
sold and judges bought”.
Well, I, and pretty much everyone who knew us together, thinks that is exactly what happened!
I was virtually a single mother to our son,who’d almost died
at birth due to the abuse of me. I was a great mum despite the horror I lived
in and my son was a happy, advanced, both physically and intellectually, boy
who loved cooking (asked for my home-made chicken soup and Bolognese several
times a week), baking and gardening with me, and for whom I painted bodysuits
and T-shirts, and he was glued to me
considering I was with him 24/7.He also started preschool and made friends and
was very, very energetic (climbed everything) and happy, bilingual and sociable, while I cried almost daily. Even
when the father was in town,he went clubbing most Saturday nights and when the
child was ill,with High T,the heating would break down and make deafening
noise, I’d call him at 12-1am and amid the blasting music he’d say “Ok,I’ll come”and
hung up,turn off his mobile and come home at 2-3am.
Supported by two doctors, my in-laws, parents and friends, I
filed for a divorce when he’d just turned 2 assured by everyone we’d be looked
after, protected and that my abuser would probably be punished if he tried to challenge me in court.
What then followed was something out of a horror movie, or
sort of, little Eathen’s grave story about human evil.
My abuser screamed “How dare you! You will see what is going
to happen to you now! I am stuck with him (the child) as my name is on the
birth certificate but I am not paying a woman.. Your child will be taken away
from you now as a punishment… Why would women even get Working Tax credit (I didn’t
know what it was), or any benefits for the child? Men should take everything…”
He is such a sadistic extreme misogynist who never has any guilt and never
accepts responsibility for his actions but abuses his victim further, and ruthless, liberally walks over corpses to obtain an aim to suits him. Well,
like many judges in power! I think they are the same calibre of men as him.
He then spent hours outside of home in Milton Keynes, what
now many believe searching for corruption racket to destroy the child and me. The same man who'd twice forgot the child at his gym's nursery where I'd ask him to take him as the child never saw anyone else than us, yet loved to play with other children, and had to go back to get him.
- The solicitor who helped me file for a divorce called
me in and, looking terrified herself (I will never forget that face- scared, shocked,
almost tearful, full of foreboding) told me she had to abandon the case. I
believe she’d been approached by someone in power who demanded she ripped the
baby away from me to deprive me of my due divorce settlement, investment shares and private
pension and she declined, hence her distressed demeanour.
I then found Jane Charlton who accepted the case and sent a
letter to my abuser’s legal team,if I may even call them so as child abusers of
any kind are below anything that deserves a human attribute.
My abuser abused me so much for a recorder to stage for the court that the child and I spent days in the park. When he was not in town, where we knew no one, he was away with mistresses and we did not have the car.
Then he took the child away for several days to his parents hundreds of miles away. While my in-laws were amazing people and I was going to keep on visiting them sometimes after the divorce, they were old and very ill, in pain,my MIL bed-ridden, and needed help themselves. I knew he'd dump the child on them, go clubbing during the night, the child, ripped away from me his 24/7 carer, would be very upset and wake up, and it would cause all three of them distress. They could not look after such a young, energetic child, they even told me. It gave them anxiety.
- We went to court to get the child back, to which my abuser
said he’d never ever for a minute leave the ill young child with his old
parents at night and was very upset that I wanted to punish his parents by not
allowing them to see their grandchild, the polar opposite of the truth as his
parents and I had a very good relationship and I’d often stayed with them and
cooked special food for them and was going to continue to visit them regardless.
The judge told me he believed him, a middle-aged gentleman in a suit, and not
me, and asked me “Why are you doing all this and don’t want your child to see
his grandparents who love him? I doubt this man ever goes clubbing…”
I then procured evidence that he did leave the child,now ill
and with high T,almost certainly crying for me and out of pain all night, like
it happened and I tended to him all night,never the father,with his ill parents
and went clubbing. He told me “so what?”
When the child was returned to me after that first separation, he was unrecognizable - much slimmer, had obviously hardly eaten anything, and could hardly talk. Looked zombified, with his dungarees completely unbuttoned, his poorly eye teary.
Jane Charton REFUSED to to send the judge who’d accused me of
parental alienation the evidence for being betrayed and form the reaalistic bedrock of the case. That judge simply fell for my abuser’s cham and
convincing sociopathic lying that I’d fallen for when marrying him,so I did not
blame him once I recovered from extreme worry,sleepless nights and crying, but
she refused to send him the evidence and try to pre-empt further abuse of us
The abuser continued to take the child to his poor ill parents who told me "why is he doing all this to all of us? We can't look after such a young child, it causes us so much distress."
Not immediately, but we went to court again as my abuser was not stopped the first time. A district judge told Jane off for not filing for the child to be returned much sooner and ordered my husband to return the child asap as "It is a very young child attached to his devoted mother and removing him from her causes him a lot of distress."
The monster, furious, returned him, but not for long...
One day, as I was about to give my son, who frequently had tonsilitis, and then still mild, his favourite meal having spent the whole morning with him on my own and cooking, like any other day, the abuser, who worked from home often from midday or later when he woke up as he watched sci-fi moves till 2-3am, came into the kitchen, lifted my son out of his chair saying gently for a hidden recorder “Come son, daddy will rescue you from her abuse” and, as I was running after him begging him to stop the staging and give me the child back, forced him into the car (I then saw a bagful with my son’s clothes) and drove off moving him hundreds of miles away. He dumped him on his old and ill parents instead of giving them care they needed and were again very upset at having to care for an ill emotionally distraught toddler at night, while he went clubbing every night, as always there, and seeing lovers.
He then abuser cancelled the roof over our head, took away the
PC, the car, my credit card, cancelled the landline to block me from talking to
my legal team and working on my case,which is a serious breach of my human
rights.Knowing the heating was faulty and most of the time we had no heatingmin
late autumn and freezing weather, I had no means of calling for help. He
laughed his head off.
I had to walk to Jane ‘s office and plead with her to do
something,and she almost did nothing apart from ,I think, a letter to his
lawyers to ask him to have mercy,making him laugh again.
Weeks passed… The child was dumped in anyone the father
could find, old and ill grandparents then father’s friends who virtually looked
after him like unregistered foster parents.
When he came back to me for contact, it was a completely
different child,the images of whom still constantly haunt me,especially when
cases of extreme child abuse,like of Ethan, emerge.
He looked half the size he was in when taken,he’d probably
not eaten anything due to the depression of being ripped away from me,but was
also very ill. He was pale, virtually white,like aghost. His striped dungarees
were unbuttoned between his legs,like an open skirt as the father,he’d got him
from his friends (who he paid £150 per week to bring him up and spend the money
on their own children, unreported and unregistered) a day or so before brining
him back to me so was not even bothered to button up his clothes properly. His
blocked-tear duct was unattended to as the operation was cancelled as the
father did not allow him to stay and have it so his eye was constantly
watering, and the poor 2-year old was constantly rubbing it so it was red and
at times crusty. His voice was hoarse with advanced untreated tonsilitis,His
speech, not fluent before as he’d just turned 2, but he was bilingually
progressing, immediately regressed, or rather became almost non-existent. While
before he’d immediately grab toys, ask for food, prompt me to bake with him,
climb the furniture, now he just stood there numb and swaying and stare at me
somehow zoomed out.
The child was severely traumatised. I struggled not to burst
into tears while the father laughed his head off at my evident pain and
distress primarily saying “I told you how intelligent men get divorced… You have
caused this to him by filing for a divorce”.
-Jane Charton still refused to do anything to speed up
getting the child back from his paid, unregistered carers.
The child was dragged away from me just as I was about to
take him to a Dr regarding his tonsilitis and fever.He was clingy to me and I
nursed him at night. The father still took him away and dumped him on strangers
for 5-6 days leaving me not able to even talk to my child or plead with the
monster to take him to a Dr. When he picked him up from the strangers and returned him to me, I think on a Saturday, his
medical needs untreated (my digital camera removed so that I had no evidence too),
the child was all skin and bone, had a very high T and struggled to stand on
his feet. He did not speak at all but to all my questions just stared blankly with
a forlorn face.As I hugged his gaunt frame, he tried to cry in a very hoarse
voice that still haunts me. His throat was so painful that he could not even
swallow water, and soon literally could not stand on his feet at all. He was,in
my opinion,gravely ill, likely with creeping sepsis after a week of no medical
intervention. I knew I had to take him to A&E for antibiotics (it was a
weekend) fearing he may die.
I spent several hours in freezing rainy weather changing
about 3 public buses with the ill child constantly making some strange noise
under a blanket trying to cry in his pushchair under my umbrella.
At A&E, a doctor told me I was right to bring him before
Monday, and that the father should be ashamed of himself for what he’d caused
to his child. He told me that the court would reprimand him for it. My son got
antibiotics.
Then we travelled back for ages and ages in the freezing
weather.
When the monster picked him up again, I told him and asked
him how he could do something like that to a child,any child,let alone his own.
He laughed again and told me I wanted to file for a divorce,I should suffer.
My abuser,having not allowed me to do anything work-wise
for 3 years while he worked,saved,paid into a private pension,bought shares,got a large
golden handshake, was now spending all the cash as if I did not exist.
Jane,obviously,I strongly felt, jealous of me getting the due money,refused to
take any steps to stop him from spending everything,even buying a house for
cash and told me “It is HIS money”.
My abuser’s company called Jane and sent in letter asking for their lawyer to come
to court as “he is not for the care of a young child” and “maria has nothing to
do with his sacking but it is entirely performance-related”, Jane did not let
them to. They did it incessantly at least 4-5 times, she said the judges would
not allow,so there must have been some pressure and staging behind the scenes
too, but also she sabotaged my baby and me all the time.
I know that jealousy,especially about money,is by far the strongest
human emotion, the potency of which cannot come close to good mothers’ and
fathers’ love towards their children multiplied by 50, but this is meant to be
a court with laws making sure that no
one can abuse and push others into destitution and suicide and abuse their
children out of jealousy. Or so I thought! Little did I know that the destruction
of people out of jealousy for whatever reason is not only fully allowed, but no
laws seem to be implemented and they are all collectively allowed to abuse you
out of different strands of their jealousy knowing they are accountable for
nothing so that they cannot engage in any criminality they wish.
Then the monster one day scratched himself and went to the
police to act DV against me when we’d not even been in the same room that day
for one second. The police at first believed him then got evidence he’d
fabricated everything and were LIVID,asked me to ask Jane to get them to court,
yet she refused!
Isolated from the world for weeks, I scraped pennies and
went to a phone box several times a day trying to plead with Jane,and then the
social services to help us. The SS were shocked and said that Jane should be
accountable for doing nothing and that CAFCASS should have been notified to
intervene early as the child was now their responsibility. Then I’d go back to
the cold house all alone in MK where the monster had brought me, knowing no one.
It was like a solitary confinement,torture.
PRELIMINARY HEARING finally arrived, about 6 weeks after the
child was taken,thank to jane Charton’s refusal to protect the child,or rather
some background pressure or maybe offer of bribe????
Judge Christopher Tyrer presided and reversed the order of the previous judge as he was above him, like a VIP judge, and the other one was a nobody. He then screamed at me from the start.Despite my oath on the Bible to tell the truth, he did not allow me to tell the truth, but demanded I praise the father, both during my pregnancy, and later,even at the time around the hearing with everything taken away from me, including the ability to fight my case. He did not allow me to talk about that, the broken heating, the freezing cold and the child,even when ill, and I, my severe with chronic sinus inflammation,sleeping in our winter jackets and hats, the lack of landline or mobile phone, the car being taken away, the PC taken away, barely having any money… He’d scream ”Stop!”
When I was asked what kind off a father and husband my husband was, I told the truth "appalling", to which he immediately literally screamed "Why are you saying that? Come on! Stop it!" I told him that instead of a custody battle I needed an apology for the years of abuse, loneliness and the destruction of my life by conning me into an open marriage.
The torture of me throughout my pregnancy when my in-laws, our GP, several of my abuser's colleagues on business trips I had accompanied him to, intervened in various ways, the pre-planned marital promiscuity... "Stop it!"- he screamed. It was not allowed. In FAMILY court, family life and marriage for life are simply NOT ALLOWED!
Tyrer was especially infuriated by me mentioning being conned into an extremely promiscuous marriage without my consent. I remember being scared even. I believed that he himself was maritally promiscuous and abused his wife and children that way, hence so much aggressiveness, in FAMILY courts,not a brothel, a family court meant to protect family life. Hatred towards family values,marriage,love, children, fidelity was palpable during that hearing and beyond.
He interrupted me every few seconds to disrupt me,unnerve
me, abuse me, to stage the case. He often interrogated me himself and screamed at me to
admit I’d got my husband sacked from his global VP position by telling the
company about his secret life of 6 years with one of his lovers who I caught
him with when I son was 2 months old and I had to looked after the baby in that
state,all alone. I refused to admit it knowing well that my abuser had always
went chasing after women and clubbing on business trips until 2-3 am (I
sometimes travelled with him and not one single night did he go to sleep when I
did ever) and could not wake up in the morning. He’d already had at least a
couple of disciplinary meetings regarding his inability to do his work and had
been warned but given another chance. Then they found out he’d fabricated large
chance of his CV and finally sacked him. Yet Tyrer demanded that I admit I’d destroyed
his career normalising extreme marital promiscuity, adultery,entrapment, sexual
assaults by my abuser impersonating someone he was not…Simply, I was a great
mum, 2 doctors had sent letters confirming that and describing the abuse of me,
the preschool praised me, the SS praised me…so, I felt, he had to make
something up to remove the child and my due money from me and that it was
preplanned in advance, I believe, suspect between him, my abuser’s lawyers and my
abuser and Tyrer. Something like that, I strongly felt.
I’d try to tell him about the disciplinary meetings, the
irresponsible behaviour,but Tyrer the Tyrant would scream at me and not allow
me to. His plan had to work,I felt.But I refused to admit to what he was pressing me to,which made him more
and more aggressive.
Now, does anyone believe that any judge believes that a wife tells a husband's company her husband is having an affair and they sacked him for it? Definitely no, but they collectively,I felt, didn;t know what to scrape to remove the child and money away from me and ,I believe, chunks of the money into their pockets!
He screamed at my barrister when he tried to ask him to pay attention to my abuser’s prolific lying under oath where his takes on one issue changed 2-4 times within a couple of minutes. Like “I’ve bought a bungalow for my parents (for the matrimonial cash during the case with Jane C. loving it as long as I was financially destroyed) as they cannot climb stairs… (then 2 minutes later) I am installing a stairlift for my parents with the money too… “ Neither did he ever buy a bungalow not did his parents move into her house, as was later proved but I was told to shut up.
The way Tyrer screamed at my barrister was so demeaning, so disgusting that I really felt angry, sorry for the man, and very shocked. He totally demenaed him,virtually abused him and make him look like a small frightened child as, at one point, my barrister was so shocked himself that he didn;t say anything for a while and there was deafening silence. In my opinion, Tyrer wanted to intimidate my legal team into not protecting me or getting the message to follow his partiality as the only path.
He still let my abuser recite his fairytales at length,unlike me, who was screamed at non-stop. It was truly horrendous and now I know that while sociopaths are convincing pathological liars, they lie so much that they cannot keep track of their lies and get caught easily. Tyrer knew my abuser was fabricating, 20, 20, 50 things even about the SS, the police,hospitals, me… just lying and lying knowing he was protected by Tyrer,I felt. I was so scared and so distressed that I became very unwell and almost ran out of the courtroom. It did not resemble a court.
Then Tyrer read from my abuser’s statement in which he
mocked me taking my son to A&E “for a runny nose that I just wipe and he
runs off playing. It proves the mother is unstable.”He did not allow me to
mention the medical records in existence and what the doctor had said.Also,
they do not give antibiotics to a child with a runny noise. My son could not
stand with the severe tonsillitis, depression by being ripped away from his
mother and dumped on strangers,the change of food etc…The child had dropped
from 55% in weight to 21%,the weight of a terminally ill child,due to their
abuse,and he would not let me speak!
Tyrer repeated the fiction and said I should be punished for
taking a child with a runny nose to A&E. He ignored the fact that the car
was taken away from me while the father was buying a house for cash laughing
his head off that his ill child was taken to the hospital for hours in a
pushchair in the rain. That was for Tyrer positive parenting -child abuse and
bringing a 2-year old to the verge of life and laughing about it.
Despite it being obvious that the abuser was making things
up,Tyrer started proceeding to get the SS involved to likely annul my parental
rights,I understood, and we had to wait for about an hour for the outcome. My
screamed-at barrister still went to see him and demanded that he pay attention
to the lies and that the move was based on FICTION and unacceptable.
It was tone of the worst hours of my life. Tyrer knew he’d
gone OTT in his abuse of power and my child and withdrew the sadistic,illegal
move.
Then he said in his judgement, which was a message to the
main judge, that “the mother has ADMITTED before me in the witness box that she
got the father sacked” hence that must be taken into account. HE BLOODY LIED!
His premeditated plan did not work,so he had to make that up! HE BLOODY
FABRICATED HIS CV AND TOOK LOVERS ON BUSINESS TRIPS<SOMETHING THE COMPANY
KNEW ABOUT, and went to bed at 2-3am and was profusely late for most work
commitments,I saw it all all the time,yet the baby and I needed to pay the
price for his conduct getting him sacked!
He proceeded to say, manipulatively, and very aggressively pretending to be addressing both legal teams but seething at my barrister malevolently staring at him to get his message that "the legal teams have to stop this diatribe in the court statements!" as means of sending my legal team a message that they must not defend me and mention the abuse. I found that part particularly distressing knowing the abuse I had gone through,the gruesome quality of my life for 3 years when I cried almost daily and the entrapment into an open marriage that had destroyed my son and my futures.
I am still absolutely livid about him demeaning the sadistic abuse of me when pregnant and the torture of us during the court case when my baby and I had to spend almost every day in the park on the bench as I was too scared to go back home and be provoked,abused, having my things destroyed, child taken out from my arms and manipulated to fall or whatever so that I react, in order to record me for the court. Images of me being taken to a wood I didn't know at dusk, pregnant and made to run after my abuser until I started to fall over, being forced into restaurants with very strong smells to worsen my sickness until I burst into tears gagging and the staff came to the table to ask me if I was all right...and many dozens more of similar instances of abuse flooded me at that moment and I felt like running out of the courtroom and seeing someone in charge of the court.
I still never wanted to frustrate the abuser's contact with our son but had asked him to get a bed in our son's room and visit us any time he liked as he was still his father and that I'd cook Thai food for him, as always. Yet this is how he was repaying me, by destroying our lives.
And Tyrer called it all diatribe. If he reads this, how about seeing me and looking me in the eye and telling me if he still thinks his conduct was right and that he is a judge, actually? Just come and look me in the eye,you sadistic, immoral, and I believe,corrupt, thug!!!! Allow the police to examine your bank account in relation to my abuser's 22 years ago and tell me it is all in my mind! I've been saying this for 22 years! If I had nothing to hide, I'd do it within minutes if I were you!
As for the father taking away everything from me and
isolating me, not allowing me to work on my projects for years, or now on my
court case, and fabricating how I could not make a single meal but fed our son
only MacDonald’s (not even once back then,but he did when the child was with him) yet
I am known for my perseverance to learn to cook food from all over the world
and had cooked for my abuser’s friends, Tyrer said “the father is positive
towards the mother and the mother is negative towards him, hence it is obvious
how this case should end and that the father should get custody”.
Positive despite the evident torture of the child and me in so many ways!
It was obvious that Tyrer came to court to stage the case for
the main judge and determine the case BEFORE THE CASE even started, before any procedural Fact-finding, witnesses, letters from many institutions,some of which were before him and he ignored them, anything… now why? For bribe????
He also said "there is a big cultural difference between the parents,the mother is from Serbia and the father is British". Yeah, all British people are sociopaths who trick their spouses into open marriage with 20+ lovers, desert their babies when they are ill and go clubbing, sadistically abuse their spouses, lie under oath and endanger their children to stage a court case and not pay their victim any money, and all Serbs are devoted parents who make their children central to their lives, are faithful and tell the truth on oath! Total gibberish!
There was a 50-year age gap between my British in-laws and me and we were all on an exactly the same page almost all the time because we were decent people. I was not under the impression that Tyrer was.
He even took my abuser's fabrication that he had hundreds of relatives he was close to to help out in his birth town where he'd moved him. Firstly, he was not in touch with his own brother living around the corner, with not a single cousin out of many dozens (his parents were broken-hearted about it), let alone any of his other extended family. He ignored his cousins,aunts,uncles and only saw a few friends and lovers there. Even his old aunt begged him for over 10 years to visit her! He had NO interest in family,and had NO support at all! Secondly, HOW DID HE DARE SAY THAT I, A FORIEGNER, HAD NO FAMILY HENCE SHOULD LOSE CUSTODY, BUT THE NATIVE FATHER HAD (NOT ONE PERSON!) EXTENDED FAMILY,(EVEN IF TRUE), HENCE SHOULD GET CUSTODY? Isn't that xenophobia? How did he even dare say something that kretenic? I spent 3 years like a single mother crying myself to sleep most nights while the abuser romped around the country and the world, went clubbing, to the pub every single evening when in town, and my child was thriving, and was glued to me. How did he dare say that my child should be taken away from me, or a child from any devoted parent, mother or father, as the parent has no family nearby? Can anyone say anything more idiotic than that? I am beyond livid even now! Does that mean that all foreigners with no family here should lose child custody even to crap native parents who have family around? Why nobody supervises these fake judges and their moronic statements and actions?
Later, as I fought to get my depressed child back and took my file around to various lawyers begging for assistance, I learnt
that Tyrer was not even a family-court judge at the time,but was a senior
criminal-court judge in Aylesbury, and according to many lawyers who later saw
the case with their mouths open with shock, had apparently NEVER worked in MK
family court before.
“What, on earth, was he doing on your case and as a preliminary-hearing judge?”, many lawyers told me when I picked up my file. "And you do not remove a thriving toddler from their devoted mother just because the mother told his work he was having affairs or because she has no family around!"
"You do not throw a woman and child on the dole penniless if there is ample money for two households to live comfortably and the woman to start a business just because she's lost custody"...
"Jane Charton virtually encouraged him to abuse that child... Jane Charlton encourage him to spend the money during the case as if you did not exist. She did not even try to stop him, she wanted you to lose the case,but why? That is the question." They were all repeating and repeating the same thing I knew already. I think we all had the same answer.
Then
they said they were shocked to see the transcripts and how Tyrer had fabricated
things himself and encouraged my abuser to commit perjury on an unprecedented
scale. They said it was virtually illegal to ascertain the case before it even
started and without any fact-finding or
consulting doctors etc regarding the child given it was a custody battle, but
blindly “sent a message to Serota” to give my abuser full custody,in advance.MMMMM<
shall we guess why?
Then CAFCASS officer Daphne Nicholson who,I believe my abuser gave £5000,
saw me and again hissed angrily at me that “you did not come to this country to
live off your husband”. Xenophobia and bitchiness galore, strong jealousy over
the money, like with Jane, knowing they were unsupervised and unaccountable.
She lied and lied and lied and when at mine almost never
mentioned the child,who was sitting in a
corner by himself. She berated me
for not having a job and saying how I should get no money to start
a food business or do any of the courses I wanted to do,stopped by a war in my
country, then by my abuser, but should do any job I could find and not live off my husband. The
furious jealousy, that can be found in many women towards fellow women, was
honestly so scary,yet she knew,I felt, my baby was on sale and she was God and
not obliged to respect any laws,rules, nothing, that could abuse the child until he dropped
dead and there would be no consequences. It was like a person employed by the taxpayer
to destroy any woman she felt like to due to jealousy over money, or anything for that matter. And I could
do nothing.
She fabricated almost her entire report and Jane sided with
her and refused to do anything no matter what evidence for the perjury was out
there. As CAFCASS report was practically the judgement (like a child expert who
hated children and was an abuser), the child was gone.
She was picked up from the station by my abuser, driven around,spend
3-4 times longerat his than at mine plotting my destruction and… did she get a
check for £5000 too? Sold my depressed toddler?
Later I learnt she did that to abused mothers,especially foreign
ones,around Milton Keynes, we obtain evidence for her perjury from the SS,the
police,council etc… yet CAFCASS manageress in MK told us “she has just retired
and cannot be prosecuted” and our children,likely sold, remained with
strangers,going from hand to hand.
There was a chilling word-stamp at the end of each one of all our reports done by totally unsupervised, unregulated and unaccountable officers, fully open to bribe and arbitrary abuse of people they literally own virtually with a "please, do help yourself to anything you like, I am doing the same too..." coming to them from the top. The word-rubberstamp giving them the green light to torture or plunder, or combine the two,or anything they wish, read (paraphrase)"If you share this report with anyone, it is contempt of court that carries a prison sentence". So, for us, it is a proper court when we try to hit back at those abusing us,kicking us,raping us, spitting at us and our children and all our rights, with all of us having our arms tied behind our backs and mounts gagged, but for them, it is a Wild-West shooting range,with real people,children among them, being nothing but their disposable targets?
Experiencing this level of criminality was like being snatched off the streets, tied and gang-raped by thugs while the same was being done to my toddler too, and I could hear his screams but do nothing. All that while I was also bombarded,at least 2-3 times a week, with my abuser's legal letters containing total fiction too, to destroy me and make me mad and reactive as part of the staging maniac are capable of doing as there are no constraints of conscience, guilt, heart in the sick in the head,in psychopaths, even towards their own children,let alone anyone else.I was being tortured so much that seeing or hearing a postman made me burst into tears and shake,was such a shock.
I now remembered a man from my country I used to socialise with who told me his British ex wife came from a well-off, connected British family. After they had their 4th child, she told him she was having an affair and wanted to live with her lovers. She lied on everything so that she could get even the money she was not entitled to and also to get rid of him so that the lover could bring up their young children.
He told me back then (a few years before I got married):" I didn't even know something like this existed in Britain. The court, then my own legal team, were 100% biased towards her and I had no voice,no rights... I tried to offer proof for all the fiction, no one wanted to see it, but told me to shut up... They collectively lied and lied and lied, breached all the laws imaginable, and banned all my contact with my children and I have been a dead man walking ever since."
That was 30 or so years ago!
The photos of his children were all around his place and I remember standing by his sideboard and looking at them with a heavy sense of sorrow, but also bewilderment. I was in a democracy!
The man started to drink heavily to numb the pain and depression. I was shocked to hear what he was telling us through tears, we all in the room were one day when he invited us round for BBQ. He is such a gentle,kind,caring man who helped many of us in many ways, even my friend and me having overheard someone at a Serbian centre mention we needed some help and without knowing us. We even stayed at his place for a few days. he never made any pass at us, unlike so many men we knew, and was very caring and the most extreme punishment of him simply did not tally with our experience of him as a friend we continued to socialize with thereafter.
Now, I remembered his words and knew what he was talking about and that he was telling the truth. Once I managed to get a PC, I tried to find and contact him, to apologize for not being more invested in the crimes against him, for not being able to understand. Someone from our community told me that he'd hugely struggled to live without his children, drank more and more heavily, and moved back abroad with his parents and near his siblings so that they could look after him to survive. I understood he was suicidal. God knows what happened in the end. A totally and illegally destroyed life!
Then,before Tyrer's abuse of us, Nicholas Serota arrived as the main
judge and while he was at first more accommodating towards me and even praised
me a lot as a mother calling me “the better parent”, he constantly mentioned
Tyrer and his “findings” and, I felt, had to obey him and close ranks as the
main priority. Yes,it is true that Jane deliberately withdrew tons of evidence
from him,I believe in conjunction with the evil Daphne Nicholson.
My abuser continued to act,lie, wipe non-existent tears with
a tissue… I did not even know something like that existed and was in total and
absolute shock and incapacitating fear. Serota did nothing.
My abuser “lost” the child in a large supermarket when he
took me for food pretending for the court to be a caring husband, and as the
staff and me frantically ran around the shop searching for the child, he ran
after me with a recorder and recording me crying that “one day if you do not
stop he will die! Shame on you!” the very recording Daphne mentioned in her
report as me shouting at the father but “I do not understand what”. Yes,she did
understand what and both her and Jane knew there were CCTV recordings of the incident
I asked them to procure and even arranged for them to call the manager for them
myself, they both refused to and withheld that information from Serota!
The same with many,many other stagings that could have
seriously harmed the child and that did seriously hurt him, like the abuser scum pretending he was running around the airport looking for
us late at night as “she’s taken my child not allowing me to pick him up to
stage I did not turn up” while probably lying in bed hundreds of miles away and
chatting to Daphne,she told me about it, crying how he could not find his son
and was beside himself with worry and anger.
Both Daphne and Serota did not stop repeating that incident
in court paperwork accusing me of parental alienation for making the poor father
drive for hours and then sneaking the child out of the airport and to MK by coach and refusing to answer the
non-existent mobile.
No matter how much I definitely begged Jane and called CAFCASS and then, as far as I remember, also asked Serota in the witness-box to order Heathrow (and the certain man waiting for that order at the airport) to
release the CCTV proving we were there and waited for hours with my drained from a 15-hours altogether (taxi,car,plane..) journey from Serbia child crying his eyes out with exhaustion,in the end us alone in the waiting-room, and almost missed the last coach home at
night and that the father was not even in England, and no matter that again I myself arranged for them,Jane primarily, to
talk to the Heathrow manager who was waiting for her call for it myself, or to show Serota my coach ticket that was for about 10 pm or so and not when we arrived, yet they all refused to listen, but deliberately continued to parrot the
lie stating that the incident proves my PA hence the child should be taken away
from me.
This is not a small thing. It is not that a pair of socks that were taken away from me as a result (though they would have fabricated something else,especially if some had taken bribe,that many suspect happened), but my child and virtually the rest of my life, and I will NEVER let it go! They are incompetent,unprofessional, criminal, cruel, venal child abusers and assailants,in my opinion, and should be exposed for what they are and not portrayed as something they are not yet that their legal profiles, now many taken down thanks to my open letters naming them, show.
The list of defamation of me,total fiction, sometimes about places I'd never been, things that had never happened, was becoming bigger and bigger, incapacitating me. It is torture. I was very,very ill and in a contact state of apprehension and fear of what was to come the next day.
My abuser also showered me with solicitor's letters with total fiction of "she has been hospitalised for a mental illness and is not medication and in therapy". To this day even, despite my horror life, none of that has been the case but it also clearly showed why he'd been trying to get me on medication and into therapy almost since our wedding day - to reduced me to a rubble and take away the children we'd have if I decided to flee. What mind does that? Also, I found letters from his past simultaneous lovers of many years. They were all on medication and in therapy instigated by him. He obviously got a kick from abusing women that way, destroying their mind, and with me he could not do that as I steadfastly refused,and he hated me.
I then received court statements full of photos and stagings when we lived together. I was a 24/7 mum, while he womanised, played sports, went out every single night and had the energy to stage for the case in advance taking photos of my clothes and other stuff, and even my BLOODY SANITARY napkin in a bin in the bathroom and superimposed it on the whole page and I was asked by his barrister what it was with 7 people in the room starting at it. It felt like being raped. All to torture and break me to make me look mad or whatever sick minds can concoct.
Serota did not stop him, just sat there like a duck on eggs watching the extreme abuse.
I constantly walked to my solicitor's office in tears pleading with her to take the life-long contract of marriage where babies are created seriously and refer to the secret open marriage my abuser had planned for me against my will. She constantly kept repeating premeditated secret life with lovers was not taken as anything serious and that "we all view marriage as we please" referring to my abuser's right to marital promiscuity. What about MY and the child's lives?
Then, the scheming witnesses. Tyrer and Serota still ignored the letters from two GPs against my abuser and pro me, the police, the preschool my son was attending...Jane refused point blank to allow me to choose the one witness allow like the police,whom he had deceived or about the incident of him trying to strangle me... Apart from my abuser once pushing me into a wall with my crying,teething baby in the middle of the night for picking him up when crying and that incident when I had cut up the clothes I had bought him due to his womanising and never being there at home and me being constantly,every single evening, alone and crying, he was not violent,and he even apologized, and I never pressed charge or made any fuss about it as I feel it would have been unfair on real victims of DV. Jane still refused to allow the social services, who he had lied against too and made them livid, to sent in a letter, or his former company legal team, who were still sending in letters and calling Jane to beg to be allowed a voice to warn the judge, to come in as witnesses regarding how I had got him sacked. She still refused to obtain the various CCTV clips that proved staging that endangered the child and perjury... I incessantly run to her office and cried, and pleaded, and pleaded... I could not believe it! But,no!! She would not have it as "it may anger the judge", I understood as Tyrer had virtually banned her from defending me properly, or something more sinister like her taking bribe from my abuser, had taken place.
She allowed me to call in a friend of mine to describe coming over to dinner and how my abuser and I interacted, something stupid that bore absolutely no weight and also that was "his word against the husband's", as Serota later said and I had told Jane would happen. But it was also becoming obvious to me that she,or they, whoever was sabotaging in the background, wanted to stage that phoney "witness" account. To thick the box without upsetting some grand plan,I felt.
I was also shocked to see how they commit blasphemy and play with the Bible by encouraging perjury on an industrial scale, not allowing us who swear on it to tell the truth and withdrawing legal rights from us believers. I understand Serota and his powerful family are Jewish, but still, all major religions stand for the same values, the values that are the cornerstone off a stable society, and their holy books should be respected by us all.Also, Tyer, Daphne and Jane, I understand,come from a Christian background and did the same, so I believe they are all staunch atheists, and I respect that, but still, I am not! Where are my rights and those of us believers of all religions abused in family courts?
Then Daphne fabricated the report (some of the evidence for it was attached to my previous open letters so thousands of you have seen it) and the Social Services, furious, told me when I called them from the phone box sobbing and pleading for protection from the gang, that she should be liable for “child abuse”. The day of the Final Hearing, Daphne, knowing I was destroyed and would not get the money to finish my courses,start a food business etc, followed me around the room and laughed at my face. And some say only men abuse women! I understand she did the same with some other mothers she destroyed/ Laughed like my abuser did,at child abuse! They laugh, like Ethans’ abusers!
Them and the police sent in letters for the court proving
perjury and child abuse, SEROTA,though straight after the Financial hearing,
told me to shut up instead of getting her prosecuted and returning the distraught
child. Serota still said in his Final-hearing judgement that believed the
father that he’d “NEVER CONTEMPLATE WORKING ABROAD UNTIL THE CHILD IS 18 AS HE
IS A VERY YOUNG CHILD”, yet he was leaving the child with strangers for months
already and hardly ever looking after him,plus was intensely looking for jobs
abroad.I had written down many messages from abroad for him.
FINANCIAL HEARING
After the monster was given full custody by Serota despite
evidence that he was working abroad and the child went from pillar to post even
around the Final hearing meaning the child was deliberately being orphaned and
abused to extremes with horrific consequences, the Financial hearing, the crux of the entire
case and all the jealousy, bitterness, perjury and torture of us by so many, arrived.
My barrister,who was the only one who tried to fight despite
the abuse of him (workplace bullying) and the strong overall undertone that I was not a human being and had
no rights, I believed was abruptly removed,I believe as he may have refused to
take part in the further slaughter of us or to take bribe. It is my suspicion.
They were all helping themselves to kicking my boy and me while we were lying on the ground gravely injured and almost inviting anyone within the "profession" who happened to have us in their unregulated hands to do whatever they liked to us, something that made me fear that I'd die. I honestly believed that I was not going to survive the mob torture. The fact that someone married me, what I thought for life,in a church, always planning to lead a promiscuous,adulterous life on his side decimating the lives of our child and me, violating me and taking away my expectations,dreams,plans, basically entrapping me into something I would never have consented to in the first place,then not allowing me to do anything for 3 years upon the revelation so that I could build some life foundations in the nightmare, was hard enough a trauma to reckon with, compounded with the fact I'd never get any justice for such a life-shattering crime added to the main crime of a form of human-trafficking given that the legal system (I will not call it "justice system" as, apparently, it does not even exist,and certainly most people agree with that), but now the psychological,financial, emotional violence my abuser demanded be enacted towards me by so many of them who seemed to obey his every whim (I wonder why!!!!) was simply unsurvivable. And I was completely alone in town! The preponderant feeling was badly wanting not to wake up, but I also knew I had to for my poor, poor tortured boy and out of my faith. I also knew that my newly-developed by the abuse heart-palpitations,anxiety and severe stress-related hives (buffed up skin all over my body, that disfigured my face, that ached and itched at the same time) were the hallmark of such an extreme stress on my health that I suspected I may get a heart attack. At times I did mention to my family back in Serbia,and friends,when I got the phone, that next time they called I may be dead.
I was so scared that, though at the beginning when my abuser was staging things and after he'd just snatched the toddler,now he knew everything was under control and had them all totally under his foot,that I spent many nights not sleeping at all,just sobbing for my child but also terrified that someone may hire an arsonist to kill me. Maybe that is how being alone, totally isolated from the world and not being able to call for help as the phones, PC, car etc had been taken away manifested itself,though I also knew that my husband was totally and absolutely ruthless with a capital R.
Now, I had many of him,all in a huge row ready to abuse us too.
I started to violently shake at the thought of any new "legal" professional joining in in the kicking of us. I was bereft, yet also profoundly terrified at the "herd actions are always right as long as many of us are doing whatever", the most primaeval and strongest of human instincts we see all around us in all kinds of configurations, but still hoped a decent person would emerge and rescue us (and put the entire mob behind bars).
Jane Charton, having written my Financial-hearing statement that was a huge series of denials of the
enormous number of pieces of fiction in my abuser’s financial statement, about some phantom
businesses I’d never heard of, yet that I was the director of, about my withdrawal of lots of money in £5000 batches and transfer of it to my bank account…No matter how much I begged her to, as I still did not have a
PC, car…get the abuser to show his bank accounts with those withdrawals and transfers (why didn't he attach them to his statement to start with?) , even one of any of the amounts of money, be it £1 or £5000, she point-blank refused to saying he was a devious and obvious liar and the judges were going
to see it. She knew it was a lie but wanted me to be destroyed, and also, did
she get any bribe too? Or simply obeyed Tyrer's wishes as he had been brutal in trying to obstruct my legal team, in front of me, let alone possibly behind the scenes? My opinion! No matter what evidence for all those lies were
out there,Jane refused to move her finger about enclosing the evidence against them, but worked against my child and me.
A couple of times before she'd said that my husband had deluged us all,including her,with an enormous amount of lies both in the statements and a never-ending shower of solicitor's letters to complicate the case (typical for abusive custody fathers,I later read some reports by professionals who campaign to expose this) and that she could not do a fraction of what was needed to do to combat them on Legal Aid. She said "You are both extremely intelligent, but he is also super devious and stops short of nothing to achieve his goals, and I feel overwhelmed". Once she also told looking very serious face "He is a very dangerous man".
But over time, she did not even try to fight him but joined his side. Now,why? Yes,most people I know think he'd bribed them all,including his super aggressive legal team, but could it also be that,having seen what he did to his own child to win and how much he abused him, and having received some phonecalls from his former company lawyer begging to come to court to tell them about him, may have she also been scared too? If he lost his case, what would he have done to us? I do have to admit at times I was scared too, despite him not being violent himself. (Years later, when he dumped his partner, who he called "just a tenant" in front of me who he used for look after our son, she told me he'd threatened her with paying someone to harm her if she took him to court for money, so she did not dare want any money from him...well, at least not what she may have been entitled to legally).
Also, a policeman who walked around our area visiting DV victims and who'd been duped by my husband told me when I asked him to do something to try and come to court to testify as Jane had refused to ask for that, that he'd love to help the child and me, but "To be honest, I am scared of your husband. He is so devious and so convincing that he may make something up to destroy my life too."
So, the level and intensity of the ruthlessness was such that the 3 of us were/of may have been, scared! But the fact that there were no legal methods available to expose and cut such malevolence in the bud was something that truly flabbergasted me. It is the basics of the legal profession! Ask any uneducated granny or grandad on the street and she will agree without a law degree. It means it has been DELIBERATELY left open to abuse, the protection of abusers and likely corruption, in my opinion.
Jane told me I’d attend a consultation with a new barrister alongside her,
then called and told me that it was not going to happen but she’d do it by herself.
That reeked so much.I felt my entire case was happening behind the curtain,without me.
Before we were due in the courtroom, I arrived earlier to
meet my new barrister still all shaking with grief, worry, longing for my tortured
by the scum child. I looked like a ghost.
A middle-aged blonde,as far as I remember,man arrived with
a young woman and said he was my barrister and she was a trainee student. I was
never given a choice. I felt they were both there to outnumber me, and felt I
was right regarding that mental leverage.
As I sat down, he started to aggressively and in an intimidating manner to pace up and down the tiny consultation room across the narrow hall from the courtroom telling me that he’d read our statements and that my abuser’s offer of £3000 for a car, car insurance and tax, PC,some furniture, the child's needs when at mine, his clothes etc… was more than
reasonable given I’d lost custody and the father (they knew the child was living with the father's friends almost all of the time there too) needed the money for the child,or
rather his friends who were paid £600 a month, money that came in handily for their own children,unreported, his unregistered
foster carerers.
It became obvious the "barrister", or was he?, had not read my statement at all, not once, yet knew my abuser’s one off by heart. Also, it was obvious to me he’d never met
Jane or even spoken to her as something else had happened that brought him
there and I believe it was BRIBE. Both Jane and him though charged the Legal
Aid money,several thousands I believe, for the fake "consultation" that was as real as my abuser's claims and them protecting
my child and my rights that day, yet they abused us and joined the other
abusers to push me into suicide.
Then a court clerk knocked on the door and gave the robber a
bluish-paper letter saying it was from Jane Charlton, a huge one, about 2-3 pages
of tightly-typed sentences, Jane who’d just told me she’d met the barrister and
discussed my case in detail,charged for it but I was not allowed to join them.
The robber read the letter quickly, then gave it to the
female accomplice who also read it and then placed in on the table in front of
her. I rose and grabbed the letter and the female robber aggressively jumped on
her feet and angrily snatched it off me saying “You are not allowed to see
that!”
When I demanded to know what it was as it was about my life
and said that the male robber had apparently met Jane in person so why was she
writing to him, they told me it was still none of my business but that the letter
was for another solicitor who was taking over my case, but not the robber.
The robbing male criminal then continued to pace up and down the room telling me off for wanting more money despite “having so many businesses “(the fact they were made up was met with an angry “so what?” from him and told me, very aggressively,intimidatingly,making me cry and still pacing up and down the tiny room very fast next to me to look powerful and scare me, that I’d better sign off my due divorce settlement, part of my husband's golden handshake from the job she had from start to finish within our marriage, and private pension or “you may not see your son any more as the contact can be reduced or annulled “as “his father and him needs the money,not you…you sound greedy… mothers who lose custody do not get the money like those who do not”…I told him that even childless women get divorce settlement let alone abused ones who virtually lived in prison of their abusers for years, to which he shouted “Listen, I am not going to repeat myself when you are so stubborn and greedy… I want to finish this and go home, yet you are delaying both me and the judge, who will not be pleased about your behaviour... He is waiting for us to get in”. He was seething and mentioning the judge a few times as part of the intimidation and adding a couple of more "perks" that were like jumping through hoops hanging at the top of the world's tallest tree without any equipment to get to them yet that my abuser had tantalisingly ordered . I say ordered as he was my judge.
Already drained by the many months of abuse by so many of the legal crooks and years of abuse prior by my abuser, and longing for my child
non-stop so much that I could hardly walk or sleep, feeling very ill,crying and
TERRIFIED, I had to sign it off before the criminal cartel just as if I’d been
attacked by a gang on the street in the dark.
Before the judge, both of the couple came in and MY barrister demanded that I got legally banned from taking the financial outcome back to court and trying in any way to challenge the order asking the judge for a legal article or whatever to be implemented to stop me, HIS OWN CLIENT. He was very openly working against my child and me. Openly,shamelessly, probably protected by someone at the very top as his criminality was so obvious that in a proper justice system a judge would be alerted to it straight away.
The judge,who I believe was NOT involved in the corruption, though you never know with these people, looked absolutely stunned, while I looked swollen with crying in the consultation room, shaky and like I was about to faint. And truly petrified. They had drained all the energy and life out of me.
The judge, looking towards the pile of gangsters, who all sat very close to each other, almost like one team, that they were, and me a distance away, and then towards me, and again and again having obviously smelled something wrong, or if he was involved maybe felt guilty given the state of me and knowing that a tiny child would be visiting me, asked me at least twice if I was certain I’d agreed to it
all. My abuser and his, as far as I remember solicitor and barrister together there (the index team who I
believe must have off-started the racket somehow and were involved in the
suspected corruption too), and the robbing duo were all aggressively staring at me. I
remember the TERROR that beset me and only saw my gaunt, pale, crying and clinging-onto me not to let him “go back to John and Jill” toddler
before my eyes. I nodded swallowing tears in my turgid throat "YES". What choice did I have? I did also believe the judge was a crook too,a
child abuse,like all of them, and he’d do something to ban all contact with my
child.
Later, I believed that was not the case and that he was an
innocent bystander though he did suspect something,I felt, by there are no
procedures to oversee anything in the criminal system deliberately open to the
most horrific form of corruption imaginable.
The judge asked my lets-pretend barrister if his client had
truly agreed to all of that destroying our lives further, to which he’d say “Yes,
definitely, we talked about it… My trainee student can confirm, she’s agree to
everything” and the female robber nodded too.
As I existed the court,I started to howl aloud, literally
howl. I was very suicidal as they'd taken everything away from me and every
single path to any healing and rebuilding my life. In Britain that preaches
human rights to the world. They were deliberately pushing me into suicide,and they knew it!
The male robber drove past in a white small/short car, maybe a sports car, literally grinning.
Mission accomplished!
I called Jane from a phone box next to the court and her secretary told me she’d just gone on maternity leave. Yes, she was pregnant throughout and happily abusing my tiny child! Hours before that she never mentioned the leave. Because there was no leave yet,but my child and I were toys to be kicked and whose destruction maybe earned bucks from behind the scenes.
Jean, the secretary, a lovely Scottish woman, was always deeply disturbed by what was being done to my baby and me, and looked on the brink of tears seeing my disappearing toddler in a pushchair with me, and I doubt she would have taken on lying to me gladly unless she was pushed into it by Jane or some judge as I later learnt Jane went on leave much later and was at the office when I talked to Jean, but I believe Jane may have been part of the corruption and knew how distressed I was. Or how she would have been if it were her and someone abusing her unborn child! They all knew that, but as it was someone else's lives, it was fine.
I bet she was loving
it beset by all the bitchiness and jealousy and maybe even celebrating with
Daphne! Child abusers!
That cruel, evil blow with all specks of light extinguished by the criminals, was the final straw and I literally collapsed on the floor in the phone-box and screamed and screamed. Someone opened the door and asked me if I was all right and I nodded. I could not open my mouth with the trauma.
Now, who sent the robbers in that day? Tyrer?
I was totally and absolutely broken after that latest piece of torture, with literally every hope taken away from me and nothing to cling onto, plus all alone in town. I struggled to walk and dragged myself over a bridge across a busy road among office blocks opposite the courts and howled, then stood on the bridge (on the floor) and wanted to jump. Everything was totally black and heavy. I then thought about my abused son, the people in the cars underneath and God and my duty to stay the course, somehow, and walked on sobbing. Jean had told me Jason Lazard was my new lawyer and he would call me back shortly. That is the tony straw I clung onto to keep alive.
Every day for almost 3 months I called Jason pleading to see him and Jean would promise he’d call me back and he never did. I feel sorry for Jean to, I believe, have been forced into abusing me against her will as I had seen her dozens of times when cold, severely depressed and isolated to extremes, often with my crying child in a pushchair, I had to walk to their office sometimes several times a day as I had had the phone, car, PC, heating removed from me to sabotage my case and torture us. She often visibly looked distressed and would say "Does that man have anything human in his body? This is all so extreme and it has affected me too". Now, she had no choice but to lie too.
A few times Jason answered the phone, maybe Jean had told him to, and angrily asked me like what I wanted and why. What and why???? Was he joking????
I asked him about the blue letter that "Jane had written for him about our case",and he told me “What letter? Jane never left me any letter”. Then I told him the robber had told me the letter was for him and he said “Oh, yes, that one… But it is not for you and you do not need to know everything we do”, he lied… Whatever I mentioned that he did not know anything about me, he'd say say he’d ring me back...on and on and on, and never did. Around 3 months later I gave up.
I was not allowed to know the names of the robbers,and am
still not allowed to to this day 22 years on. It is,in the eyes of many, more than obvious
what happened.
I was thrown out on the dole childless and penniless,which
is embezzlement of public money by the corrupt court/legal professional. Social security
is not meant to serve as a cushion of domestic abusers, child abusers, philanderers... who possibly
bribe court staff, torture their families, neglect them,abuse their children, destroy lives
but want no consequences for such malice and selfishness, like sociopaths always do. They pulverise anyone their like in their way for their own benefit,but nothing is ever their fault and they MUST never pay the price for it. I have seen that around me many times.
The Jobcentre plus people helped me a lot as I could not
function, I was severely ill and everything was dark every day for a long time. But days after the robbery they told me that my
abuser had claimed benefits in my name
for years. A graphologist proved "my" signature was a forgery yet I was told to return the
money while my abuser again laughed as I cried saying I had to find the way to repay the money that I had no spent and boasting how “stupid the judges
are” when I told him he’d based the entire case on total fiction they had fallen for fully. I was very surprised he did not say he'd paid them all as he'd boasted he'd do that before, just that he loved lying and fooling them as "they are so stupid".
I spent many years in and out of court trying to rescue my
abused son as my abuse worked in Sweden from the day of the Custody being
transferred. The unregistered foster
carers got my son;s child benefit and we barely had money for food and heating
but boiled water on the cooked to keep warm. I was incapacitated with grief and
loneliness, and worry, I never knew who my child was with, and although I
pushed myself to do some jobs I constantly ran to the toilet to cry hiding it
from others. It was torture!
Straight after getting
custody, the abuser dumped the child with friends then days later brought him
back to me and let him with me for I think 2-3 months not calling him once. I
could not attend the courses, finish my uni degree stopped by the war, I could
not get any child care discount as I did not get child custody and not even
child benefit as the foster carers,unregistered, got it. My hands were tied and
I could do absolutely nothing, and had basic discounted food I had to use
somehow to make wholesome meals, and a lady gve us some clothes, but after
being gaunt and clingy,severely traumatised, my son started to recover, to talk
more, to play, put on weight and looked himself. We lived much below the
poverty line while the father had told me when he brought him he was going
skiing,had just got a new car, bought another house for cash and was loving
life as “this is how intelligent men get divorced” with my male friends saying “no
, thank you… That is the lifestyle not worth abusing your child for”.
I got a very old rickety PC and obtained 60+ pieces of documentary
evidence for perjury by many of them,including from the police, SS, the council,hospitals,
you name it…Serota monopolised the case and instead of returning the child.
As I needed financial help with childcare (discount from the government that poor people get) given that my money had been stolen from me and child custody transferred forcing me to cancel several courses and a plan for a food business I was not allowed to work on when human-trafficked, I
filed a case with Serota to give me my poor, destroyed child back and demand that the Financial-hearing robbery be looked into and at least some of the money I was entitled to given to me. Also, to allow me to have basic rights of a single mother like child benefit and the desperately-needed childcare discount in order to start working, studying (though with no money hardly anything was available to me), rebuilding
our lives as the father was abroad and had not called for many weeks as he had no interest.
I walked into court believing that something human would wake up in Serota, and also anger at being so thoroughly duped and having his court turned into a circus, or at likely being forced by Tyrer to keep on staging the case, that he'd punish my abuser, maybe even have him prosecuted and imprisoned to clear his name of, practically, child abuse.
To my shock, Serota screamed at me to never do that (mention that that the child had been obtained on fiction and was living with strangers) again, and "the Financial hearing is none of my business" despite knowing the child, for months with me, and I struggled for the basics...
My abuser immediately turned up too, took the crying child, who was screaming, sobbing and clinging onto me and not being able to sleep but clung onto me in my bed repeating "No,mummy, me stay here... Mummy,no!!! No!!! Please, please!" for a couple of days when I told him the father was about to pick him up. His silhouette in the dark at night crying and saying "please,please,mummy,please" will forever haunt me.
The misogynistic monster came to pick him up threatening me that I'd regret going to court again as I had to endure everything he presented me with and shut my gob up, just like in our marriage when he trafficked me into something that had nothing to do with what I had consented to for the rest of my life.
He drove the distressed child away and dumped him on the unregistered foster
carers earning £600 p/m on my toddler's depression for their own family. I could not even talk to him on the phone (his regressed speech due to the trauma after the "gang-rape" did not allow for a conversation, but at least hearing each other's voices would have helped us) and I later heard he was so distressed that he cowered in the corner and cried, something the scum father and the foster parents greedily interpreted as "traumatised by the mother's abuse". The foster mother, a dinner lady, used to be my abuser's girlfriend when they were young and he told me still fancied him despite being married to his close friend. The fact that she could say something that evil in order to milk the money makes me sick. A mother herself! To write down a letter the abuser dictated to her, about a child who was thriving in my care until the day he was ripped away. Interestingly, they read that made up letter in court, yet totally ignored two letters from our GPs, our health visitor, and from the nursery how, despite the abuse towards me, my son was thriving and advanced. Ignored that before them, and read the letter from the dinner lady making things up for £600 a month!
When I found the money to travel 15 or so hours return trip by train to pick my son up changing many trains for the cheapest ticket, the father brought him to the train station. My child had lost a lot of weight due to the depression again, all the health, energy and joy he'd recouped when at mine for a few weeks was now gone again and I wanted to cry when I saw him. It was freezing and the father brought him to the station (upstairs platform by the train track, in the open) without a jacket, but in a flimsy top. The child, pale and gaunt,zombified with grief and torture, was shivering and his lips were blue.The images still haunt me and fuel my campaigning. I wish Serota,Tyrer,Jane and Daphne would ssee them and put the faces of their own children on my son's shivering body. I wish they had the guts and decency to come and look me in the eye!!! Just look me in the eye,scum!
I asked my abuser why he had not dressed him properly and he laughed "So that you buy him another jacket again." "How can you keep on abusing him further, how can you, and also are you going to keep on depriving him of adequate clothing outside to make me spend money that I simply do not have? Look at him! He is shivering and his lips are blue."
I struggled not to burst into tears while he laughed on "You have to find the money. If you are a good motherm find the way for your child".
It was for the maximum financial torture, like he promised from the start of my pregnancy would happen to me if I did not accept my human-trafficked role.
Someone from a church gave us a jacket, I bought some things in a charity shop, while the father was booking yet another holiday abroad laughing at moron fathers who pay up "to a woman." It is so unfair on good fathers too, but many of them told me they would never torture their children for any money, even after being cheated on and treated like dirt by their wives.
My abuser still used any opportunity to abuse me with cold, penury, had even taken away my camera charger, two cameras before that,deleted my photos and videos I had with and of my son so that I had no evidence of what we had done together. I have none of those for the first 5-6 years of his life as the monster destroyed it all. That still hurts me so badly. The level of ruthlessness sociopaths deploy is truly out of this world. They are not human.
I wrapped my son up in my coat and spent the rest of the journey freezing myself. That is the kind of fathers family courts protect, evil sadists, extreme misogynists who incessantly amass women in their promiscuous lifestyle to play with like plastic toy destined for a skip when they break them, dispose of them and get new ones, and like that ad infinitum.
Serota ignored all the evidence proving his almost entire judgement was fiction and had caused tremendous suffering of the
child and told me to accept it or there would be consequences. Later,one judge told me that a group of judges had been very concerned
about Serota and demanded he be removed from children’s cases but they were
silenced,he wa extremely powerful. I believe his entire family,not just him. He
had the right to destroy lives and children.
I saw many lawyers who almost held their heads in their hands when they read the case. Virtually they all said that "the entire case is upside-down and very, very bizzare...A lot simply does not add up... But why?" I think they all suspected corruption but stopped short of saying that.
Almost all said that Jane had worked for my husband and against me, and that it was obvious and the catalyst for the miscarriage of justice, but they did not understand why.
Some lawyers read the file and one came to mine to bring it back. She told me she'd never dreamt the family-court atrocities existed or she would never have got into the area, or possibly not in the legal profession given that it's totally unregulated and open to abuse of power and "whatever else in the background". She was a church-goer, felt stuck and was looking at retraining to do a job with integrity where earning did not come with "the destruction of innocent lives and injustice". She said it was her dream to be able to speak out about what she'd witnessed!
Another one also said that she was leaving within weeks too as "being part of something like this is going against God...This cannot end well and once you die,you pay the heavy price even for being part of this."
One lawyer told me that the worst of the judges often came from super powerful families who were at the top of many institutions and that they were very aggressive and intimidating towards those who wanted to fight for justice and for the clients the judges wanted to destroy for some reason. Well, I know what Tyrer did to my barrister. It was honestly horrific. To a colleague, to an adult.
Now, while I believe Tyrer was the driving force in the "gang-rape", how did my abuser get to him? It can only be that his legal team,starting with his private solicitor Dershana, may have got him in touch and that, like many later said, she may have been part of some corruption racket previously so it was all well-oiled.
The woman told me that some cases still haunted her,especially of some mail-order brides from poor countries who had been seriously abused by British abusers. She told me about a Taiwanese (I think from there) mum with a husband like mine and how everyone ganged up against the already shattered mother to support him and ordered that their common child,I think about 10, and even the woman's teenage daughter from her first marriage in Taiwan, I think she was 14 or so, be forced to live with the (step)father against their wishes so that the mother could be thrown out on the dole childless and penniless. The monster wanted to punish his victim with extreme poverty, exactly like mine always threatened to me, for filing for a divorce and did not allow her to have even her own teenage daughter by another man with her for the maximum damage.The solicitor told me the two girls came to her office and sobbed aloud not to be forced to live with him, but she could do nothing. The abuse by the court made the girls depressed, it affected their education... The abuser got their family house, the money and the mother was ordered to pay him child support when she could. The council had to accommodate the severely depressed woman and the girls were FORCED to live with the monster as that was his wish.
Some said that Serota may have been genuinely duped by so many of them,especially my devious,evil husband, and that now he was super embarrassed as he'd seriously harmed a small child. I believe,if only that was the case, he would have flipped the order and punished the perjurers, but there must have been a lot more to it, either with him, or he may have known about the others, or Tyrer monitored everything at all times and put almighty, aggressive pressure on him to protect the abuser and perjurer, (I know too well how aggressive even towards colleagues he can be), something I strongly believe was the case, that he was the judge for bribe, it is my opinion that can be proven wrong if the police can check on their bank accounts,or whatever. Serota also monopolized the case.
I contacted the media believing they’d be shocked and immediately expose them all, that they’d
all end up in prison, just to be told, they were strictly gagged about family
courts and the judiciary. How democratic is that? I am gobsmacked.
While at first I thought I was the only unfortunate mum in the UK (it was before I spoke to other lawyers), it soon became clear that I was likely one of dozens and dozens of thousands, many with very similar cases to mine, and thousands had committed suicide! Their families are also gagged!
While I was a tiny bit relieved that I was not the only one, the shock of the abominable realisation floored me. I felt teleported into a different, dark dimension I never even knew existed. Despite the magnitude of the crimes, the public were deliberately led by the legal sadists orchestrating these atrocities to believe that only the worst of mothers- addicts, negligent ones etc lost child custody, and the stigma was unbearable to live with, especially as it was fiction, so I was permanently stamped. Luckily, majority of fathers, even womanisers who let their families down, feel contrite,put their children first and let the better parent continue most of the parenting while they want good contact (something I wanted with us,even my ex to stay over any time he liked), or no contact as they have no interest, and do not apply for custody, but in the 20% of dangerous, extreme sociopath fathers, most seem to apply for child custody... and in 85% get it,apparently. That is why about 20 years ago, British government stopped keeping records on custody outcomes, according to even Guardian journalists, likely to cover up these crimes, as part of the gang-abuse by worst of humanity in power.
I'd be even openly told by whoever found out why my child was to be taken away to strangers 200 miles away that there must be something I was hiding. One Italian mum my poor son and I,so alone,so lonely, in so much pain and hardship, met in a playpark and saw a couple of times, and felt human with in our debilitating loneliness, upon learning I'd lost custody told me she was not comfortable with our children continuing to see each other as "you must be hiding something very serious...In Britain, even average mothers never lose child custody." I tried to explain starting to cry in distress, asking her if she really thought my son would be allowed to stay with me for weeks at a time of I was dangerous, but she would not have it. She severed all contact in an email leaving me to rot in my distress, aloneness and injustice and cling onto life by a thread not even being able to hear my child's voice, to smell him, hug him, cook him his fav chicken soup or Spagetti Bolognese, among so much else every day, to be a mum.
Every minute was a chore of nothingness and the overarching sentiment I combated with was "Why?What did I do to be practically killed?", though it was far worse than being killed. It was slow,lingering torture, yet I could not even talk about it as, firstly, no one would believe me and,socondly, the very monsters who had committed those crimes against my child and me had officially gagged me so that their crimes could not be exposed.
Straight after losing custody, in a playpark, on my son's visit that I went without basics for weeks to save and to pay for a railway ticket to fetch travelling him all day, sometimes until midnight with tail works and coach replacements, my son played with the children of a man who started chatting to me. She wanted us to meet up again and I, frozen in fear,had to tell her that my son lived with unregistered foster carers at the other side of the country expecting her to grab her children and run away me like from a dangerous leper. Fearfully, I explained what happened,. She was visibling surprised, but then told me her second or third cousin was married to a lovely Chinese woman who,like me, was teetotal and very child-orientated. The husband was very controlling and abusive and when the wife filed for a divorce, he filed for child custody of their very young children and this lady was certain the case would be thrown out of court, like so many who knew my husband and me told me too,including his own parents. The woman had not spoken to the man's mother, her aunt,for many months, and wanted to do it now to check on the outcome.
I lived by the park,so I invited her round and she called her aunt from mine and chatted with her for quite a while as I was making drinks and snacks. Then she hung up. "Wow! Wow! You are right! She's lost custody and he's kept both the children and the house and the mother has been thrown out on the dole and lives in a shared house where the children visit her. Her mother -in- law laughs that she is happy and will help her son raise the children herself yet for years she could not stop praising that mother... This is unbelievable!"
She then told me that when I told her I'd lost custody, she at first thought I must be a very bad and dangerous mother as only such mother lost custody, then she thought, my young child would not be with me for weeks on end and unsupervised, and felt totally baffled... Now, she believed me 100%.
I then came across an article about an African mother from London whose abusive, controlling ex, as far as I remember a white Brit, obtained custody of their young children, then deliberately found someone online in Edinburgh, the very opposite end of the UK and a 6 hour train journey one way, and the family court allowed him to move the children there to the woman. The mother was ordered to find the money and travel to Edinburgh every two weeks and pay for a B&B to see the children in it. That level of torture by her abuser and the courts was obviously done with the intention to get rid of her as they knew perfectly well it was unsustainable, very similar to what happened to me. I later learnt that many custodian of abuse, the way some academics researching these crimes, call them, very often move the children very far away in order to eventually sever all contact. Though many selfish mothers, often cheaters, with devoted ex husbands do that to them too.
It took me ages to start believing that something of this gravity and magnitude was happening in Britain, but even more so that they had managed to hide it so well under the pretence of a democracy.
In the support groups, a British social worker Charles Pragnell, then retired and having just moved to Australia where he continued to fiercely campaign to expose these abuses of abused mums and children setting up his own group and publishing articles on these cases in the UK,that he'd witnessed in his career, and then Australia as thousands of mothers wrote to him with very similar stories.
At the start of 2005, I emailed him directly and asked him about these crimes. He told me he'd been threatened to shut up many times and also abused,intimidated and had his files hacked into by extremist fathers' rights groups who demanded that fathers' conduct in marriage, like negligence, battery, addiction, marital promiscuity from the start, and similar, be totally ignored and the rights of such fathers be, in the worst case, on the par with the devoted mothers, or rather far more protected than their victims', and they had achieved that. I asked him how long he had been campaigning and he told me "32 years this year". I was like "32 years???????????" I could not believe what I had just read.
Later,American academic Phyllis Chesler who's, alongside thousands of US academics, lawyers,journalists, male and female, some sacked for trying to speak out (as listed on my Youtube page Democracy Unfiltered, Democracy Unfiltered - YouTube where I will be posting updates and a lot more on this), has campaigned fiercely too and written book "Mothers on Trial" ,a bestseller book among those who know about this secret genocide. The 2011 edition of the book includes my own case and hundreds of others from around the world. Phyllis told me about her time in the campaign "...I've been campaigning since the very early 70s". What???? That length of stagnation in giving the victims a voice in the countries who send their experts all around the world to preach women's and children's rights???? But I understood all US campaigning professionals thought it was the US problem only until then when I sent some a list of post from other countries, with any identifying information redacted.
Prof Mo Hannah has also campaigned, for decades. She even founded Battered Mothers Custody Conference that takes place annually in NYC and that thousands of global human rights people - academics, lawyers etc have attended. I think it has been going strong for 20 years now.
And have the mainstream media ever reported on it so that we all know and can protect ourselves? No, never,which reaffirms that they are owned by the elite underclasses too and happily take part in the these crimes, though not all media employees are happy to be reluctantly complicit in these horrific crimes regardless of what lifestyle comes as a perk for keeping quiet. Many want this exposed whatever their class of origin or gender. I know that. Many, in all Western countries, have tried to demand answers in the background, but have given up as the abusers at the top fall on them like a ton of bricks.
I later learnt about many hundreds of global academic,lawyers, journalists, a few psychiatrists etc in the activism like Randy Burton (a judge), Joan Meyer, Barry Goldstein, Dominique Lesseur, Garland Waller, Lundy Bancroft, Homayra Sellier... and hundreds,if not thousands,more in the USA,Australia,Canada, NZ,France,Switzerland, Holland, Ireland,Luxemburg, Germany,Belgium etc.
One academic and writer, a man, stopped campaigning after exactly 20 years (about two years ago) as, he told me, paraphrased "The number of the victim mothers is enormous, but only a tiny handful have the courage to get together and demand a voice, and even coupled with the professionals risking their careers, it is nothing compared to how numerous, powerful, aggressive and well-connected the perpetrators of these crimes are. They rule by fear and almost all the mothers are terrified of further punitive destruction of their lives, which is the main reason that this has gone on for so long, but I do understand them. They are deeply traumatised and know how ruthless these people are at silencing the victims. Hence I doubt this will ever be stopped."
Upon me losing custody and not agreeing to cower in front of the sadistic filth of this planet, I wrote thousands of letters, made hundreds of calls, you name it. I was gagged over and over again, by many judges, who told me
to accept the injustice or would be punished even more.
About 30 or so lawyers saw my file over the years, as I was looking for one who'd dare challenge such a dirty-looking, rancid case, but also wanted people to know what had been done to us and who the criminal protagonists were. They all were totally shocked, with many saying that "everything is upside-down, bizarre and extreme" and they
did not understand why. Well, we all guessed or thought we knew why,I believe! They stopped short of saying it.
Some of them felt very guilty about belonging to the unregulated profession and looked like they wanted to get things off their chests. One even came to my home to bring back the file and we had a drink.
Several told me how bullied by some senior judges they were into not being allowed to defend abused clients if the judges took shine to abusers and abused the victims, like in my case, which was not rare. "For many of them, everyone obeying them is always a priority, even if it means breaking laws ourselves...It means, we are not allowed to do our job properly, but side with what is fundamentally criminal offences", a few told me. I understand that the few judges who wanted to respect human rights and deliver justice to victims of mistreatment were also mistreated by legal abusers at the very top and even with them that no complaints procedures were valid. Top judges are gods, full stop, as if they own each one of us, including their own colleagues. While ordinary people are grilled, disciplined, crucified, suspended, even sacked for one "inappropriate" sentence or harsh voice tonality towards their hyper sensitive colleagues and their words and demeanour then publicly dissected to extremes, undertones made us etc to blow up what they did and make them as big workplace villains as possible, for something that can simply be berated but then forgotten before moving on, this form of workplace bullying and controlling behaviour towards colleagues, I understand especially male sadistic bullies towards female ones, is potentially life-destroying for the bullied legal professionals. The victims, those few who cannot be bribed or who do not want to reach the heights of their unaccountable career at any cost for others, have to trample over their own conscience, morals, faith, their own barometer of judgement, mental health and national and international laws to take part in the destruction of the entire lives of parents and children who have already been abused, conned, tricked and controlled for years knowing that those crimes may even kill themselves. To severely abuse tiny children, push them into depression and the most extreme emotional pain and trauma imaginable to a child, and live with it for the rest of their lives. And how demeaning is it that you are treated like a small child and not allowed to make your own workplace decision an implement your integrity in this day and age, in the courts of law, the pillars of the society? How, on earth, did this even come about to be this bad?
Yet judges preside over tribunal cases pertaining to mistreatment at work towards ordinary people while seemingly, apparently, allowing their own to abuse their own colleagues and victims of crime.
Several instances of my stand-offs with Serota followed,one of them being a well-known one of him not allowing me to have the court transcripts knowing what he had done (yes, they virtually own them too and decide if they will release the,which is totally autocratic and despotic) and me throwing an almighty fuss about it for weeks,almost daily... I went to court most days and saw my MP,who told me Britain did not have a justice system but the whole legal professional was by far the most unjust profession in the country, pretty much unregulated, totally unaccountable and led by undemocratically powerful people who incentivised money-grabbing and ruthless career climb while being totally oblivious to the carnage of innocent lives they caused.
"Time will come when they will need to be regulated as this is unsustainable despite those at the top of the profession aggressively pushing back ", he bravely told me.
In the end, Serota released the tapes, likely in conjunction with Tyrer and other legal grandees who seem to own the arena, many believe, as they knew they were obsolete in my hands as most of the judges closed ranks and the media were strategically strictly gagged.
One QC, out of several, a family-court judge too, from London saw my case too. "This is what happens when judges are totally unaccountable and unsupervised", he told me.
Then a district judge, a proper, real judge who treated the venue as a real court,something I was not used to, told me the case was horrific and serially criminal and sent the file, or rather my huge compendium of self-obtained evidence for perjury by so many of them from scores of institutions like the police, the SS,council, hospitals,various doctors, you name it, to the police. I also told him about the Financial hearing robbery and he said it was all for the police and that he could not believe what he was reading. He apologized to me profusely on behalf of his colleagues who "should have known better".
Detectives read the bundle,called me in,were equally shocked and sickened but “senior judges are above the lower-court judges and
much above us- the police. We are strictly not allowed to act against them, much
as we’d love to as we totally sympathise with something this extreme… And yours is not the only case either...They all
acted against you and the child from the start and wanted your ex to win,it is
very obvious”. As Tyrer is a senior criminal-court judge,I presume the detectives knew him well. They read the transcript from his hearing and told me, like everyone else about it, "He knew your husband was just making things up. Anyone would know. He changed most stories several times within a couple of minutes... Why he allowed him to do that, I don't know."
I did say I suspected corruption having been threatened with it by my husband. The DC said "I don't know, but as for any suspicion of that kind only a senior judge can make an order that we investigate, otherwise we can't do anything".
The judge, a proper judge for a change, then disappeared from
our court overnight. Did they sack him? I am dying to know that to this day! The way the hierarchy works is tantamount to workplace abuse.
I fought and fought aggravating Serota to extremes, and told him I’d write placards with their names and stand on the streets in front of the Parliament or our court, write a book, you name it, and then...Serota openly told me a few times he could not stand me now. Ditto! The fact someone like him hated me told me I was on the right track.
Then President of the Family Division in High court,London, Mark Potter himself saw me in High court and peacocked before me in a wig and robes. He was at least half an hour late for the meeting rather than a hearing as "His Honour is on the phone with someone regarding your case", a woman told me. I presume to Tyrer and Serota, the triad plotting how to silence the bloody Serb.
Potter did at first listen to me, unlike Tyrer, who was abysmally and purposefully unprofessional, and of late Serota. Serota was not cruel, cutting and controlling during the case,and even praised me as a mother as if he knew the child should stay with me, but I felt was more pressured by someone in the background to abuse us (Tyer?), but only when I presented him with an avalanche of evidence proving that the entire case was based on total fiction, straight after the child was gone, he became vicious, aggressive and tortured the child on.
Potter, after being late for about half an hour as was on the phone to, I believe Tyrer and Serota, plotting how to shut me up, in my opinion, admitted that there was an abundance of serious wrongdoings by so many of them in our case, which lifted up my spirits briefly, then threatened me, or rather blackmailed me, to accept the admittedly dreadful miscarriage of justice, or they'd punish me further, as “we cannot uproot the child again... crooks get away with lies,but that is life”. High court President, a real judge, told a victim of a serial crime to accept it as "It's life!" or he'd destroy me even more, practically kill me, and torture my depressed baby even more.
I reminded him that he was a judge and court
President, to which he said he could not change the outcome or give me the names of the
robbers, but told me to make a complaint with the agency for the conduct of barristers, even
though we were not even sure the court robbers were legal professionals. He could not confirm or deny it, or rather refused to but protected them. Protected criminals who robbed my son and me in court. Court President about his court! He passed the buck
and told me he could do nothing but warned me to shut up by saying "stop all your incessant campaigning" despite knowing the
child was growing up being shuffled from one stranger to another, from pillar to post, now mainly with one of the father’s lovers he’d moved in who did not want to look after my son (she told me) and he was emotionally neglected and depressed, skeletal, (later dumped on gaming in most of his spare time, to which he is addicted to this day). Potter, President of the Family Division - family, not a brothel or Court for the Protection of Rampant Genitals, Child abusers and Perjurers or similar. He left the child to
suffer despite a letter from a concerned health visitor saying that the child had
dropped to 21% in weight from 55% and it was evident to and was expected by anyone with a modicum of heart and head, the rapid weight drop happened from the day
he was taken away me. Dozens of child psychology researches have asserted how horrifically young children under 5 are affected by losing their primary carer and seriously scarred by the cruelty with life-changing damage, yet family courts, that exist for the very purpose to protect families and children, voided all the researches and common sense that any healthy-minded human has and abetted the child abuse and put another, huge nail in the
coffin for him.
I kept on saying that there were thousands of similar cases out there with perjury freely allowed and many, many suicides, that something had to be done. He said something like "I cannot do anything about it, there are legal avenues for that...complaints procedures, appeals..." knowing well that all were fake and that all the top judges seemed to close ranks and kick those victims endlessly about whatever the evidence. He would not even tell me the names of the robbers, but told me I had to learn to live with it!" With the theft,in court itself!
I told Potter he was in charge of a banana court, to which he
said something like “You have the right, but we have the might…or rather" "You can think whatever you like,but if you don't stop, we will ban all contact with your son if Mr Miller only asks for it…” basically saying Mr Miller’s wishes were their command and I was a nobody, yet minutes earlier he'd told me that "crooks (I'd first used that term for my husband and so many others in the case) get away with their compulsive lying, but that's life". He'd admitted my ex was a crook who'd deceived the court through and totally messed up the life of a toddler scarring him severely, even saw dozens of dozens of documentary evidence for perjury by the same man, yet was now saying that he'd still support him and rubberstamp his wishes anyway. He practically told me that my abuser was my judge and his wishes were their command. President of the High court in London! In a wig and robes!
Well, Sir Potter, this blog-page and my dozens of open letters copied to tens of thousands exist and name you as "That's life!" So, are you laughing about it?
He also,though like all the lawyers who had seen the case, said many times that Jane Charton was the main culprit for so much injustice and child abuse in my case as she'd withheld tons of evidence and witnesses form the judges, proof of which I had presented in a huge compendium after weeks and weeks of my own work on the case,but after the child was gone and I could buy an ancient PC. He,like everyone else, told me "She literally worked against you and for your husband,so make an official complaint against her". Yes,there is no doubt that she caused a lot of it, but Tyrer also very aggressively practically ordered my legal team not to defend me properly and even plainly said in advance that the father should win. At the preliminary hearing where he did not let me talk! Who knows what else he did behind the scene as he seemed to be fanatical about staging the case despite ironically being a criminal-court judge. It was obvious that legal professionals are too scared to speak out as they know that senior judges are untouchable.
Also, he ignored the fact that during a large and crucial part of the case I was deliberately isolated from the world and forbidden from defending myself and working on my case. Again, he told me my solicitor should have sorted it out. Yes, but also Tyrer, who he was in charge of,though Tyrer was a criminal-court judge, agressively did not allow my legal team to defend me. He said he could do nothing about it too.
It was shocking that the High court President himself would pass the buck and not actually take legal steps to rectify the criminalities by so many of his employees and demand that a proper system be put in place for the future,especially given that children,and many very young ones, were affected. My question is, what did he need to hide that he did in his own career in family law behind closed doors to get where he was? I believe that no one who has nothing to hide would be so defensive about protecting a series of child abusers and perjurers.
I remember, with my yet again sunken heart, going down the stone staircases of the pompous and grand-looking High court building that exuded extravagance, finery, justice, the rule of law drummed into our minds from all sides, and world dominance, yet whose professional occupants were anything but, and thinking "Wow! Bloody hell! I've just met Al Capone! In a wig! In Britain! A country that preaches human rights to the whole world!"
Many believe Potter could not return the child but left him orphaned and depressed with various carers as he knew, according to our suspicions, that his colleagues, all or some, must have taken bribe from my abuser and if the child was returned, he’d furiously oust them all, and God knows what would have happened with the hundreds of thousands of similar cases as whoever can abuse an abused mother and her child so severely and engage in serial criminality in one case, must have done the same many, many more times, hence it sounds like it is relatively easy to find the fluid rackets of corruption, many victims are stating on the support sites. Once you take bribe, in general, the briber has a noose around your neck and there is no U-turn.
It was obvious that I was one of millions of mothers in the West
in that situation with a huge number of deaths by suicide, even rape and abuse and
even deaths/murders/ negligence of the children by convicted paedophile/appalling/disinterested al always fathers who got full custody, with the judges, apparently, globally colluding to set the sickening
trends where the worst of men get all the rights and child abuse without any accountability is rife.
And not only men in power do that, women are equally to
blame, like Daphne and Jane who loved abusing my son and me.Some of the mums had an all-female set of professionals on their cases and the experience like mine -lying under oath, staging, ignoring vital evidence and many say, taking bribe.
I spent years hardly breathing without my child and returning the case to court over and over again pro se, just to be reminded by Serota to stop or the contact with my baby would be drastically reduced, or I may be in contempt of court and imprisoned.
Every second of every day I was without my children I felt soul-barren, desolate, anguished to struggling to breathe. I could not cook and eat as I knew he was missing my home-made food I'd made for him daily. I wondered what he was eating, he was putting him to bed, how a huge burn on his shoulder had occurred (he could not tell me the name but just "hot water! hurt!" and just stared). Just like in my marriage full of my husband's promiscuity, disappearances, bossiness, threats, control, I still went to be in tears having lost that raft that had kept me afloat - my child, too. And I was completely alone, but for the people who called me.
As my bespoke therapy, I read tens and tens of thousands of testimonies from mainly English-speaking countries, though other Western ones too, as my therapy, as a spark towards a potential breakthrough, triumph of good over evil, and also escapism as my life was extremely bleak. I also privately talked to hundreds of mothers, on the phone, via email or later, via Facebook.
We all struggled to grasp the fact that the criminals had managed to keep this hidden from the world for many decades. The more testimonies I read, the more of them flooded me, like a million-headed Hydra.
Vast majority of the victims are Jewish and Christian abused mothers (from those demographics, I mean), though there are thousands in virtually every single one of the other religions and some even from the ones few have ever heard of. Such is the wide-spread nature of these crimes. The perpetrators are, as far as I know, only Jewish and Christian - psychopaths, I presume. The demographics of the prominent intrepid professionals campaigning reflects this too, mainly Jewish and Christian decent people, but there are some from many other creeds too.
The victims are scientists, doctors, cleaners, journalists, barristers and solicitors even, even a few Hollywood celebrities, architects, hairdressers, psychotherapists, psychiatrists, IT experts, many academics, you name it. Many actually WERE in those careers as they have lost their jobs due to depression. Some have tried to kidnap the children and flee, just to be hauled back to court and imprisoned with all parental rights annulled. Some are still in prisons in many countries, but the most in the US.
Those are stories from true Hell on this planet, from a form of genocide few would dream exists in Western "democracies" that now we know are not so. Stories about high-flying careers of devoted mothers totally destroyed, to such an extent that many now live with their parents, often on the dole due to depression. Most of them talk about court child expert witnesses, CAFCASS officers, or in the US GALs, literally playing games with them by making promises they immediately breach, praising their parenting schools and telling them they'll win child custody and then crucifying them in their reports shortly afterwards, just for the sake of being cruel as they know they are unsupervised. Some of them ask questions that have nothing to do with the children involved, especially those to do with money, ignoring every single piece of evidence pro the mother and against the abuser, and memorising every lie about the father while ignoring all the evidence for them proving he's profusely lied. Exactly like in my own case. They basically deliberately psychologically abuse already abused women and are jovial when the mother is crushed and hanging by a thread. Many of the legal abusers are women, of course.
Scores of the victims whose testimonies I've read, with many strongly suspecting bribe, child-trafficking, given how much the court expert staff had lied in the official paperwork, under oath, immediately knew where to search for evidence and whatever else about the liars they has to doubt about and unearthed heaps of not only evidence tied to their cases but that the liars under oath did not have the education or credentials their CVs contained, well, just like my ex-husband in his VP job once, but no matter how hard they tried to demand accountability for such grave improprieties, I am not aware that any of the legal criminals has ever been brought to justice and the children returned. It is because the children had not been removed from their mothers due to bad parenting to start with. Many were stories of suicides, attempted suicides, extreme-stress related illnesses including heart attacks, inflammatory illnesses, agoraphobia, severe palpitations, all that started during the torture. Stories of mothers with Phds sleeping rough or living in their cars in the US mainly as, apparently, the social security is chrono-limited, toddlers given to convicted paedophiles and raped to death, literally died with anal prolapses with the mothers gagged but some of them have posted pathology reports in the support groups. In dozens of cases, the custody fathers either killed the children they got as they impeded on their single-men lifestyles, or died as a result of negligence as the fathers did not have the experience of looking after young children, and did not even care, like mine. Most of those children are dumped on others.
Some mothers wrote how they were legally entitled to £/$ 100 000/300 000/ $/£1m/£2m, + pension and spousal support, which caused huge jealousy among the legal professionals who then staged and withheld evidence so that the mothers would lose everything, including their children as the foundation for the desired monetary loss, which paves the way to corruption and financial destruction out of jealousy, and innocent people, most victims of serious domestic abuse, be thrown out on the dole. So the dole embezzlement, likely for bribe chunks of that money that they,almost certainly, took. Similar to my case, though not that much money.
So, you have a British accountant who stole £300 000 from a wealthy employer and was recently imprisoned for a few years by the very same judiciary that freely allows the same sums of money to be stolen by their own personnel, in their own venues. It is an abomination of justice and human rights!
Many maternal grandparents are also fully sucked into it too, with some remortgaging their houses to pay for their daughters' legal fees and keep them alive. As I read the testimonies, some had not seen their grandchildren for years too, so were also on medication, and kept on throwing their own savings and financial security onto the pyre of avarice not even knowing for a long time that they'd never be vindicated and have justice served as it simply, unbeknownt o them, does not exist.
In one case a father like my ex-husband got custody of a 4-month old baby whose mother was foreign too. She was too depressed to talk and her family, from abroad, found our support sites and asked "How, on earth, is it possible that this exists in Britain?" It was 21 or so years ago!
I've read a mountain of testimonies where the mothers had been denied their due house-sale share, a golden handshake share,shares bought during their marriages or all of those together in one case like it was done to me, alongside tons more... I spoke to many mothers in that situation, mothers who have been robbed, some 22 years ago, 15, 10, 5 years ago.
I could not believe when about last year I messaged with a British mum whose businessman ex was abusive like mine and womanised profusely, went out a lot... The mum filed for a divorce at the start of the lockdown, the monster moved in with his lover, applied for child custody and the court gave them full custody of his two very young children, I understand they were 1 and 2, and no matrimonial money to the mother, before annulling the parental rights of the mother, she believes to break the bond between her and the children so that the mistress takes over, something that is pretty common in those 20% of cases of the most abusive of fathers applying for child custody to destroy their victims. She had not seen the children for 2 years by the time we spoke and was still in total dismay and dejection trying to face each day. "How, on earth, have they hidden this from the public?", she asked the rhetorical question virtually all of us instinctively ask and still struggle to come to terms with.
She told me that they were so sadistic towards her that they made her attend an online hearing and work on her case hours after a serious operation refusing to postpone the hearing, she thinks as a punishment for fighting to see the children and expose the perjury, and also knowing her defence would be hugely impaired by the state she was in -vulnerable and sleepy.
It reminded me of my case when they, led by my abuser, stopped me from having any means of working on my case and even communicating with my legal team. Not once did any judge of the ones who abused my son and me and sabotaged me fighting back consider it to be a breach of my human rights. Those couple of judges who were sickened by my case told me it was a serious breach of my fundamental rights.
I then read a Guardian article (so journalists do try here and there?) about a black man whose white wife dumped him and their two young children and eloped, as far as I remember,with a lover. The father looked after the children for 4 years by himself and they thrived. Four years later, the mother emerged out of nowhere,likely dumped,and needed a roof over her head, and applied for full custody of the children she'd so badly let down and who hardly knew her, and the family court granted it to her saying "a black man cannot meet the children's needs". Shocking, blatant, stupid, moronic racism! And no accountability or naming of the so-called judge.
I then communicated with an American mum, a banker, who married a French man in Paris and moved there with her two daughters from her first marriage. The couple had one more daughter together, before one of her teenage daughters disclosed sexual abuse by the stepfather.
The mother fled to a hotel with the children, the father was arrested,admitted the assault,but applied for custody of their common young child. To everyone's shock, he got it straight awa, as well as all the matrimonial assets despite the mother buying almost all of them herself and the father being a convicted paedophile.
The mother hardly saw her child for a long time until the girl grew up,realised things and moved in with the mother.
For many years, I was in touch with a British mum whose 3 very young daughters had been given to the abuse father and all contact with the mother was banned. The mother,very depressed, fought very hard,campaigned very bravely,sent out letters,including medical records of her injuries as a result of DV. The more she fought, the more punished she was. She's amassed a pile of evidence for the perjury in her case, like me, by CAFCASS, the father, social workers (who the abusers often get involved with fiction,deliberately, like mine tried to do, even by the judges), yet was always turned away both from court and all the complaints procedures. A judge branded her unstable for fighting so hard, to which she told me "They literally kick you in the face and then punish you for bleeding". Perfect analogy.
She was too depressed to work and lived in single rooms in shared multi-occupancy houses in areas riddled with crime. We were in touch for 5-6 years during which she valiantly fought without a spark of joy in her life and never got any contact with the children, not even at a contact centre, as a punishment for openly ousting many of them in her letters.
Then she disappeared. I have never found out if she is alive and all her contacts are defunct.
As I was writing hundreds of letters pleading for help citing the stories I had read about too, an ethnic minority chair invited me to his office to see me and I went. He told me they had a huge amount of pleas from help from foreign, some black or Asian, parents, mothers and fathers, married to British abusers, but could do nothing as no one was allowed to go against the "independent judiciary". Then he said "I could not write this in my email, but I had to see you and tell you that I am so glad that I feel that with you they've kicked the wrong horse! Oh, man, how happy am I about it!" and he shook my hand. "Remember this when you feel alone and helpless when you are campaigning against the worst gang there is!" And his gesture has helped!
I spent most of my free time, when not fighting for my son or howling in pain and despair, all alone in the world, reading the testimonies online trying to grasp the reality that had been wrongly hidden from me. It took me weeks and weeks to grasp the fact that that the superbly secret world I'd found myself in truly existed in Britain. It honestly felt as if I'd stepped into a different dimension, the one of demons torturing decent people, torturing children. It was not even the proverbial imagery of Hell the way some holy books and, increasingly, vast numbers of former staunch atheists who've accidentally found themselves in Hell having led ultra reprobate lifestyles of profuse lying, greed, abuse of others, sadism, promiscuity, adultery etc describe and that led some into seeking therapy upon "coming back". Us tortured victims of these legal demons are mainly not perfect but innocent, devoted, loyal, sacrificing, family-loving parents and grandparents, even great-grand-parents in some cases who also suffer and even chip in financially into the legal battles, pulled into these pits first by the spouses of the victims who do neither deserve, nor have any interest in their family life and children, and then by the totally unaccountable, anarchic, venal, jealous, sadistic "legal professionals" who operate neither according by any laws and regulations nor possess any personal constraints, be it morality, faith, basic probity that differentiates us from the crudest of animals. Even some animal species are more civilised than them.
Those were stories by, or privately talked to, women tricked into marriages by sick perverts and then,pregnant, blackmailed into taking part in orgies or they'll lose custody of their babies,or get only 50-50% with them,the trend that is in place to date to allow for the worst of parents to be equal to the devoted parents who genuinely love family life and put their children first. The latter has been created mainly for those parents who do not need their young children but will do the 50-50% to avoid paying for the consequences of their selfish conduct that has destabilised those poor children. The stunned, cornered women felt they had no choice but to force themselves to take part in something they did not agree with, feeling like raped afterwards. And once in court one day, the judges considered it all normal and shouted at them to stop badmouthing the fathers. Then, mothers battered regularly, some who had had their limbs broken, with medical records for their injuries, in huge numbers, losing custody to those batterers as "they beat up the mothers,not the children". Maternal grandparents joining in the support groups,many from abroad, trying to save their daughters' lives, literally. They say their daughters had been severely abused by their husbands/partners for years and now had lost child custody and been ordered to pay the fathers' mistresses child maintenance for their own children. As if that level of torture was not enough, many had all the contact with their children stopped altogether, in some cases for "being disrespectful to the mistresses" ,obviously something only maritally promiscuous judges can order as they want their own sordid lifestyles to be protected. Sorry,but I think it is beyond evident! It is something that I have been happening globally ever since I was thrust into this world, and is still happening with one granny, English,from up North, I spoke to a couple of months ago in the UK telling me exactly that. Her daughter has not seen her very young children for a couple of years now and is very down,broke, her family help her out financially and emotionally ,but cannot help her with the trauma and constant pain. The granny asked the question virtually every single victim always asks "How have they managed to hide these crimes from the public and for so long?"
The excuses for ripping up young children from their mothers are banal, sinister and totally whimsical. They have to scrape to remove children from truly good mothers as they have no concrete evidence for anything that would warrant it, so I have come across testimonies where the crimes were perpetrated as "the mother smokes (outside)"(even UK newspapers wrote about that one,anonymously), "the mother was verbally aggressive towards the father's partner (mistress,which is a virtue)", "the mother may frustrate contact as she keeps on mentioning the beatings so has not put the past behind", "the mother is a member of a dating agency, so may meet someone far away and move the children (exactly what thousands of custody fathers have done, endorsed by the same so-called courts, even a move from London to Edinburgh and similar", "the mother works too long hours (a doctor, barrister, nurse) and it means her career, and not her children,is her priority", "the mother has no career but has been a full-time mother meaning she may never get a job", "the father is a stay-at-home parent while the mother works" (very common,yet women do not even know about that danger, and that in many of such cases the fathers romped around with lovers when the children were at school and the mothers always organised most things, which is again- a big virtue), the mother keeps brining up the father's womanising (while she, and often her parents, did all the parenting and now he was taking the children away from her), "suffered from post natal depression", "mother has not family in the country" (like in my case, yet we parented virtually alone when married and the children thrived in our care)...
One of the first articles I read was from Tenerife, Spain, where two sisters aged, as far as I remember, 15 and 16, claimed the father they'd been ordered to live with was sexually assaulting them. They ran away from home to hide, they returned them. The mother then hid in a hotel and the police found them and carried the two teens to the police car to take them to the father's as they girls were kicking out,holding onto anything they could and screaming as a larger crowd of people and journalists gathered to watch. One father there told the media: " I could never do this to my teenage children. Does he truly think he can force them to live with him like this forever or that they will even speak to him? This is child abuse".
I then read many articles, mainly US ones, on the nature of most fathers who apply for full child custody and what they do stage for it and how they mainly win.
One monster abuser of foreign origin applied for custody of his 2-year old daughter and took her to a back-street monster who gave the baby FGM, then he accused the mother in court of doing it to her baby. Of course they immediately arrested him and the monster who did it and they got prison sentences, but the baby was scarred and traumatised for life. Reading that, many incidents of my abuser staging for the courts and endangering our toddler flooded and deeply distressed me. I still have triggers over it, let alone back then.
In Ireland, another monster,and apparently, his father, went into the mother's home and smeared it with faeces, threw stuff around, emptied the fridge, then called the social services on the mother crying crocodile tears about the babies in the mother's care being severely neglected, hungry, urine stench in the air, the same accusations, fiction,I got.... Despite family and friends saying it was not true and that despite so much abuse the mother had coped well and the children were thriving, the father got custody.
And still, the courts refused to heed the ever-growing avalanche of evidence setting all alarms off about the motives and calibre of custody fathers and continued to mainly let them win and keep on abusing their victims.
I also came across a huge number of British mothers to whom the same had happened abroad, all over the West (Italy, Australia, Germany, US, France, Spain...), and the Middle East, Japan etc...And Channel 4 back then made a documentary on that too, to warn British women getting married abroad and being stuck there, without child custody until the youngest child was 18, yet did not dare mention the same happening in Britain despite knowing too well about it. So, they torture foreign parents everywhere and because they are all doing it,it makes it right to engage in that sadism.
There are seemingly millions of cases similar to mine. I have read that some campaigning academics believe in excess of 10 millions in Western countries in 50+ years, with a huge number of suicides. No matter how many years you read them, and me 22 now, though now I do not read them like I did for a few years after the "gang-rape", there will never be the end of them, but you've only scratched the surface. It is literally a bottomless pit of demonic behaviour and injustice from both the world of custody battles and children being removed to be adopted, with the broken parents in both clans,like me, clutching huge piles of, or at least some, evidence for perjury by the judges, GAL (in USA), CAFCASS officers, social workers,their own lawyers etc, yet nothing is ever taken into account as there are no genuine complaints procedures, only fake ones, there to create a picture of a "democracy" for the outsiders. All the whistle-blowers are,I understand,always sacked and good judges and lawyers silenced, like the bunch of judges who'd apparently asked for Serota be removed from children's cases before my case, or 3-4 of them, lower in the hierarchy, who were sickened by my own case yet always aggressively overruled by their more powerful and connected colleagues. It means they are victims too, and so are proper journalists who cannot report on this despite burning, or furtively trying to.
I also discovered a huge crowd of global academics, lawyers, doctors, even a few judges, from many Western countries campaigning to expose these crimes, and shockingly some for close to 60 years now, virtually since their student days, and many have been sacked. At first it was evident that even most of them thought the crimes were confined to their own countries only. I remember emailing a prominent US academic who'd campaigned for many years and she was like "What? This is happening in other countries too?" She was very shocked. I said "Yes, and the modus operandi, the terminology, seems to be pretty much the same meaning these is globally orchestrated...I've spoken to mums from Italy,Germany, the Netherlands, Ireland, Switzerland, France, Austria, Australia, New Zealand too."
"Us professionals fighting to expose this genuinely believed this was only the US problem, but it sounds like it is something even more sinister", she emailed back.
I then introduced some of the global professionals I had come across to
each other internationally, some immediately via email, and some others 16 years ago when I came across FB and their introduction feature and sent them the mums' stories with the names changed from many
countries, stories that were so similar in the methods of abuse, the fabric of the criminality and the manipulative forms used that it was glaringly obvious the crimes were
globally secretly colluded.
The language barrier keeps the mothers and professionals internationally divided, but quite a few mothers from non-English speaking countries like France,Switzerland, Austria, Germany, Luxemburgh,Holland, Norway, Spain...have told me/us that there are hundreds of academics, doctors, journalists, NGO leaders in their countries campaigning.
I went through every single complaints procedure against
every single one of the criminals and abusers in my case and every single one was
fake, only there decoratively. The unaccountability and human rights abuses on an epic scale were cunningly belied in glossy brochures that gave out a democratic flare, which only compounded my debilitating distress.
Attorney generals, Solicitor Generals, Children; s
ministers, Justice ministers, Mental Health ministers, Human rights baronesses
and lords, Lord Chief Justices, Supreme Court Leaders, Family Division
Presidents, CAFCASS President, Women’s ministers, ECHR, you name it I have gone to them and
through their procedures and all have either never replied to any of us
thousands of victims or have replied with “all is well, our judges always put
children first”… Are there any powerful connections and money for their own children drenching
their lives? Yes, all is well as that is all that matters! All is extremely well! The fact that thousands are rotting
in their graves and millions on medication and amid the rubble of their lives so that such bliss is achieved at the top does not matter at all. They are not worthy of a
mention.
One of the most distressing episodes for me was going through the CAFCASS (child experts many of whom are, according to some lawyers, prison officers or similar and totally unsupervised yet whose reports are virtually the judgement and judges almost always rubberstamp their reports,so their power is shocking,yet unaccountable) complaints procedure about Daphne Nicholson who had hardly ever mentioned my son and my care of him but almost only the money I was due to receive after years of abuse and being controlled and how me, as a foreigner, should not get it, all before fabricating her report and following me around the court to laugh at me as my son was being ripped away from me and tortured himself.
CAFCASS Milton Keynes took,I think now, 6-7 months or so (it was many years ago) to do my complaint to which letters from the police and the Social Services were attached proving perjury (the SS told me she should be tried for child abuse throughout the case as she had deliberately let the child suffer to protect the father). CAFCASS MK manageress saw me and said "I agree, it is bad, but she's retired now so cannot be prosecuted. Bursting into tears,I asked her "Are you joking?"
They did exactly the same to another mum in the To Mile Ash area of MK whose children were take from her based on Daphne's fabricated report, a lady from a church told me. Our children remained with the perjurers who caused the destruction of our families with their abuse and disinterest in family life regardless.
I also talked to a grandad in MK whose daughter had a husband and was expecting her 3rd child. The father said he wanted to open a business and the in-laws, quite well-off, opened one for him with their own money. The father was constantly "working" while the grandparents helped with the childcare, yet brining in hardly any money but always saying that all the profit was going on the rent, employees etc. The in-laws daily continued to help out both with the family finances and practical childcare. The father was hardly ever there for years.
When the mum gave birth to their 3rd baby, the father's secret mistress rang her and told her she was expecting too and that he'd been living a double life with her. His employees (1-2 of them, I think) confirmed that he was often absent and left the business to them to run as he had a lover.
The mother was distraught and again her parents had to do the childcare and nurse her. Then they learnt the father was tens of thousands in debt and he wanted the in-laws to pay it off as they were well-off. The mother took him to family court and, according to the granddad, instead of reprimanding the father for what he'd done to his family, created 3 very young children and let them down so badly, the judge shouted at the mother for trying to talk about his behaviour and treated his double life as normal. He then enforced bankruptcy on the mother as "the father needs to earn and support two families" despite the mother demanding it not be done to her and, a couple of years later, the father still paid nothing and the grandparents supported his children while he lived with the other family. That's the neo normal.
"If they applied for child custody, the court would have given it to them", the granddad told me. "If we had known this secret world existed,we would have paid for our daughter to use a sperm bank. It would have been far cheaper both financially and in terms of health as would have spared us so much stress, tears and court."
I wonder if Serota may have been the judge in any of these cases.
In many both British and global cases, some mothers found out their exes had had affairs with CAFCASS officers,social workers etc involved with their cases.Some of the fathers,apparently, laughed at the bereft mothers boasting about bedding this or that legal professional. Those are very ruthless,unscrupulous men, so you never know, but no matter what suspicious and evidence you ever have or even a jovial admission you get, nothing is ever investigated, but the mothers are treated like pesky flies and the child-abusing orders upheld.
There have been been at least 10 cases of mothers seeking asylum in another Western country while running away from convicted rapists getting custody. They got asylum 20-30 years ago, but in the last 2 or so decades I doubt that would be allowed as fathers' rights groups,often led by abusers who want to start being fathers,on paper, during the divorce, not at the wedding day, have incessantly campaigned for equal or more rights than the devoted mothers, and won, as we can see.
I read about teenagers who had been ordered, some dragged by the police after court orders, to live with their fathers, often convicted paedophiles, who sexually molested them, committing suicide.
One boy who was, she said, raped on a regular bases and ran away from the father's hope many times, shambolically got married at 16 (as far as I remember) to be able to escape.
There were cases of young children, despite the mothers pleading with the court and telling them that the fathers never had any interest in the children or knew how to look after such young children, or cared to learn, being ordered to live with their fathers regardless and the children drowned in swimming pools, got run over and died, or some were even murdered in acts of violence, short temper or to destroy the mothers fighting to win the custody back.
You do not hear about those cases in the mainstream media, and even if you do, rarely though, it is so heavily sanitised by the courts that the court orders are never mentioned, or anyone found responsible.
I then came across an article in a local paper (South of England) of a seaside town in the UK where the brave editor allowed to go against the omni powerful judiciary and told the story of a CAFCASS whistleblower about her being very disturbed at how her colleagues abused their power, breached laws and endangered children while being totally unaccountable yet that her concerns were always silenced. Then a couple of other papers, who knew about family courts as thousands were writing to them, picked up trying to make a breakthrough.
CAFCASS chiefs and even the Attorney General at the time, as far as I remember now about 17 or so years later, jointly swooped on the officer (and maybe the editors in question?) like 1000 tons of bricks and sacked the officer for "not being a team member" and God knows what else, us tens of thousands of the victims online and I felt, almost certainly to intimidate anyone who'd ever dare expose the criminalities. You try to and you will be destroyed! Just I was constantly threatened!
Now, were the daring editors and journalists who wrote about it, or tried to, also sacked?
It shows that top politicians are fully complicit in these crimes against humanity, many believe for their own wealth, and that of their own families, and connections upon their political tenures.
Can you imagine being paid to protect children from abuse and you, in charge of officers whose duty is to protect children yet who abuse them themselves, cover up child abuse and allow the children affected to continue to suffer and be scarred for life? And you sleep well at night and enjoy your own children?
Now, having heard that this is actually standard with a huge number of devoted parents without their children across the country, what actually also happens behind the scenes aside from the mere thirst for cover-ups? Could the corrupt judges be interfering with CAFCASS complaints procedures when in cases of fabricated report often there is an overall serial corruption by many and those at the top of that sick chain will not allow one thread to be pulled and the entire throw to fall apart.
And,on support sites,I read thousands and thousands of similar testimonies...
Mothers with 2-3 children under 3 whose husbands womanised, went-out, partied hard, losing child custody to the abuser who hates family life and has little or no interest in his children and their wellbeing, the family destroyer. It is almost tantamount to cutting open a pregnant mother's tummy and stealing her baby.
There are also quite a few cases of the father's mistresses de facto getting child custody with the help of "father gets custody", obviously out of monetary reasons, and when the fathers died in accidents or of heart attacks and similar, the courts still prioritised the wants of the stepmother over the bio mother's and refused to give the mother her young children back, but she had to continue to pay the mistress money to bring up her own children.
You even read about newborns being ordered for contact with abysmal fathers who are immature, reckless, fatherhood-hating party-animals, with the new mothers left behind sobbing in longing for their babies and many with well-founded worry as the men neither have a clue not do they care to learn about taking care of their babies, but do not wnat to pay full child support hence aim for 50-50% contact. Some even obtain full child custody of young babies.
I have read thousands of stories about abused mothers being given diverging sets of instructions or deadlines and being punished for missing them or going from one line of information and not the other, with many believing it is done deliberately to strike off their cases or scrape excuses to punish them.Again,no one is ever accountable.
Some even say that their officially hidden new addresses, after serious domestic abuse and violence, have been "mistakenly" disclosed to their abusers, often by female court staff like their own legal team, CAFCASS officers and so on, to the abusers/batterers who then tormented them. Again, no is ever accountable for that.
So the mothers, after years of domestic abuse and being controlled, now have had their children taken away, often divorce money stolen, were out on the dole, those without families in shared accommodation in the poorest areas, and when they had their addresses disclosed, the severely depressed women have to pack their bags and move again. It is being kicked about endlessly by an array of court professionals, without anyone ever being responsible for their abuse of power and "mistakes" that often look like deliberate sadistic acts.
I have read thousands of testimonies of the mothers' legal teams constantly changing and the mothers could not understand why. They just say they cannot represent them any more, something we reckon has something to do with suspected background corruption, staging, senior court staff likely interfering and ordering people what to do, doing horrific evil. We don't know as a lot is ultra secret and you have no right to know what and who is making decisions for your life. Like when Serota refused to see me at a hearing, and that is not uncommon.
The mothers would say "I am seeing my 35th solicitor now", or "16th solicitor", or "12th attorney"...
Then suicides kept on stringing, from many Western countries... In the UK, the bereft families normally do not have a voice, but a few times, the media did report on the deaths but with the heads and the skeletons of the cases missing. On support sites, mums shared those which depicted serious domestic abuse, battery, extreme control, womanising from the start of the pregnancies and the custody of the children being given to such a so-called father, a sociopathic piece of pond life, with some of the mothers denied all contact to sever the bond, like breaking a leg by snapping it by power tools. The mothers fought and fought for years before ending their lives,yet you cannot read any of this in the articles.Why they were written at all is beyond me and probably very offensive to the grieving families as the mothers were portrayed as having mental health problems, being very depressed, sought help, all like out of the ether,with no reason, basically gaslighted the just-died women, just like the judges do to us.
Last year I was in touch with an Indian GP mum living in the US. Her ex-husband is also Indian, but earned a lot less than her. They had a little girl,and the father womanised, even had an affair with a family freind,partied hard,abused the mother.
The mother's parental rights had been permanently annulled with no right to take the case back to court. She sent me the mono-sentence order of, paraphrase,not verbatim: "The mother is negative towards the father and may frustrate the contact in the future", exactly the same as in my case and thousands of others affirming this is a globally orchestrated crime. May do in the future... What,on earth,is that? She is not,but may do! Like for me, despite me telling them I didn;t even know what they were talking about/scraping/forcing/staging as frustrating contact had never crossed my mind.
The woman was so depressed that she took time off work, was completely on her own, no family around. She fought hard and made videos exposing the abuse of her child and her and campaigned with a couple of other mums in front of the White House where one of them got arrested for having a megaphone.
After 6 months on leave, she lost her job and told me she had run out of her savings and may lose her house, that she was severely depressed and very ill with grief and that she struggled to brush her teeth, let alone do anything else, something I know too well. Then she disappeared, like many others, all her social-media accounts too. We don't know if she is alive.
And this is something I've experienced dozens of times. Severely depressed, barely alive, mothers I was talking to, or who frequented the support groups, just disappeared. We do learn some commit suicide, others are gone into the ether, and their outcome is unknown. When I think about them, I feel sick. And angry. Very angry that their lives have been trivialised by the dregs of humanity.
The Everest of those
destroyed lives and scarred children, many of whom restarted wetting their beds
later in childhood, at 5, 8, 10,children who pull their hair and eyebrows (like me, the eyebrows from
age 5), who suffer from depression and severe anxiety as a result of being
taken away from their devoted mothers and dumped on fathers’ mistresses (often
with all contact with the bio mothers they love banned so that the mistresses
take over, likely as the judges have lovers and want to consequences for that
domestic abuse), mothers, and good devoted fathers, obtaining tens of pieces of
evidence just to be laughed at by court staff, videos of young children
screaming and clinging onto furniture not
to be taken away to live elsewhere for half a week or longer (no adult wants that
for themselves yet are happy to force children into it so that their rampant
sex life and promiscuity is prioritised) … will haunt me for the rest of my
life, not just my own case.
And I know that there are women who are nasty,mandatious,abusive, manipulative,cold, selfish mothers, or women who marry men with money to use and rob and move on, premeditated from the start, sometimes serially while hiding lovers in the background at all times (don't start me on that one as my many friends and I were nannies for the rich in London when we arrived in the UK and know what we witnessed), and I am not a neo feminist,or a sheep to blindly follow any herd,something we are forced to do from all sides and attacked from all sides if we do not. I also believe that some of the mothers without custody were so nasty and mendacious towards the fathers that the fed up judges had to punish them. Some attacked me severely quite a few times viewing me as some kind of threat to their heroic leadership in the campaigning while they were,as natural leaders,unlike me, forming groups, canvassing for members and writing to ministers. The shocking abrupt attacks, online, for thousands to see, happened only after I generously gave them thousands of facts,artciles,emails, names of academic campaigners wishing to talk to the victims, you name it as I am an open book and genuinely like to help others in any way I can and have always helped anyone who tries to make a breakthrough in this nightmare, and have never viewed this as a competition and certainly not as some kind of fame-building for me, God forbid, whatsoever...yet, once they got everything from me, they swopped on me in such an evil way, fabricated things about me...It was so scary and shocking, and unexpected that I was on the verge of calling the police. They are so nasty,controlling, manipulative,bitchy that I am certain that the fathers in their cases are their victims and the judges honestly had no choice.
But, those are maybe 5% of the mothers on the support groups. Vast majority are decent women with stories and evidence like mine, and I have spoken to thousands.
Many of you have read a previous blog page I published a 5 or so years ago with a couple of hundred of testimonies, many copied and pasted from some private correspondence with me or from the support groups, with the names redacted and the basic info changed to preserve the anonymity of the victims - stories of incarcerations, documented battery, torture and blackmail of abused mothers by scores of legal "professionals" and also many suicides. Still, the crimes are freely allowed to persist to this day while during this life-shatteringmoverwhelming,debilitating torture that shatters families' mental and physical health, money,plans,dreams,stability, children are having their childhoods, the foundations for their lives. No one thinks about that, only how to entrap as many victims as possible and milk them for money, blood-soaked money no normal human being wants in their bank account.
At the time my case happened, UK’s Baroness Butler-Sloss was in charge
of the family-court legislation. Despite us victims and women’s charities
writing to her in droves, she never,I understand,to the best of my knowledge, did anything but turned a blind
eye. For, I believe, over 10 years of her "supervision",if I may call it so. She never replied to my several letters telling
her that children were being abused, with their childhoods and futures
shattered, good,devoted parents decimated to reward the worst ones who had no interest in family life and that many mothers were committing suicide. I could visualise her middle
finger at me each time I wrote to her.
She was replaced by Baroness Hale who again ignored
us all for almost 10 years too. She never replied to me or,I understand ,did
anything to stop the horrific crimes causing suicides and broken lives and to investigate and stop if proved, the widely rumoured sale of children for bribe cash, something that persists to this day. While many of the affected,abused and stolen-from children have grown up in
penury, on food banks, with charities giving them money or any help they can, on medication for anxiety, with the pain of their mothers committing suicide after being tortured like me, children given to negligent fathers who dumped them on anyone they court who then never cared about their education and they never fulfilled their potential but once super intelligent children are now young adult who do hard manual jobs for the minimum wage and many struggle with addiction to alcohol,drugs or gaming,children who had no holidays ever after family courts decimated their families as the violent fathers enjoyed using courts to keep on abusing, no extracurricular clubs, no books, no good food or sports sessions, a car even, nothing to look forward to as
a result of the crimes of family courts and family-life destruction she personally oversaw for almost a decade, Hale has earned riches based on her career of caring for those destroyed lives and their human rights. She has published a lucrative book on how she was the first female super judge and
President of the Supreme court, an enormous accolade all women in power gloat about, being the fist woman here and there in power concentrating entirely on the decoration only, gives lucrative global speeches boasting about
her expertise and admitting how Western judges “consult each other” (it
sends shivers down my spine as I know the outcome of that,I've read an ocean of testimonies and obituaries) and always looks very proud on various magazine covers in her robes and a huge grin. I also understand her
daughter,who has a degree in social sciences,apparently, is the CEO of the London Stock Exchange
paid, apparently, many millions a year, is rich like an upper-scale Lottery winner , many victims believe, likely thanks
to her mother turning a blind eye and likely appeasing the most powerful and unaccountable people in the world so
well and potentially harvesting the connections, people are saying. And is a dame and pronounced "one of 25 the most powerful women in Britain"! Of course, almost
all of them have bombastic titles and feel genuinely proud, which is the most incredulous
thing! I would not be! Never! I had dozens of opportunities to destroy marriages of super wealthy men when I was very popular when I was young and slim, now I
am approaching 60 and fat, and I turned every single one down despite my
poverty,so I am not talking rubbish but know what I am talking about and those
who know me know that too. It sickens me how many women
are ready to destroy others’ lives to propel themselves into the spheres of
fake ultimate success,that is actually not success at all. Now I doubt
everything!
As for FIRST WOMAN and WOMEN IN POWER celebrations... New Zealand has triumphantly celebrated half of all their MPs being female as an enormous achievement with the myriads of photos of the grinning collective of the other parliamentary half beamed across the world.
Some British journalist exemplify Canada as the beacon of progressiveness and an overdue gender justice for having, I think, 40% of their judges female...Guess what! The same as what this blog is about has been happening in NZ and CA too, on the same scale, with the same brutality, and again, in many cases the torture and virtually manslaughter perpetrated by FEMALE court staff just like everywhere else, and also equally during the tenure of the NZ's very first PM! I believe the main difference is that more women who can sell their souls harvest the riches and perks that will fall into their lap, and those of their families, that ever. Sorry!
Some women also LOVE destroying other women for any aspect of them that may boil their green eye, and judicial positions give them the perfect pedestal of unaccounted power to unleash the beast.
Many New Zealand and Canadian battered mothers without custody find the profusion of their gender within their judiciaries very hurtful considering their complicity with the torture of good parents and their children.
Even foreign embassies breach all the international laws obligating them to intervene in mistreatment of their nationals abroad and silently watch the carnage as they are gagged by the main protagonists.
So, everything is for decorative purposes and no substance, just like greed seems to have taken over humanity instead of qualities that define being civil?
The worst of the male elites seem to place all those "first" groundbreaking women in those top positions with so much largess today, but I believe not because they genuinely want to respond to the demands for equality and women's rights, or because they think highly of them and their political,judicial or corporate acumen, but because, as part of their duplicity and artifice that have kept the world in the dark about all the aforementioned human rights abuses, they know that most of them, not all, especially females yearning for power, like themselves, are more than willing to sell their souls to them and be their marionettes in exchange for those decorative titular posts and money galore for themselves and their families, hence we are where we are, even more now that 60+ years ago when there were hardly any women in any apex influential positions. The members of the more nurturing gender have occupied the superlative positions of child and women's welfare rights and child protection for decades, and yet have largely remained silenced, like they are, behind the scenes, meant to be as not having a voice pays off handsomely for them. It is them who should be demanding a voice for us, and not me and other campaigners to do their job for free while they pick up the perks of the tenures that should encompass velour and protection of the most vulnerable and the most abused. The same calibre of men who have always treated women and children like dirt, marriage as a joke, and laws as their own works of arts there to be broken by them, are still the hubristic owners of the entire power ship regardless of the gender of the obsequious crew. The strategic intellectual warfare seems to have been ingenuously executed to give us the perception of the reality that does not exist. The epicentre of it all is that money talks, as my ex-husband would say! Sorry!
As well as the constant fanaticism about shutting everyone up to preserve "judicial sovereignty" -MPs, even PMs, journalists, anyone referring any dissenters to the "appellant rule of law", well, seemingly occupies by the same people? So, the main focus is constantly gagging of everything under the pretext of caring for justice that, in praxis, almost does not exist at all, for it is so that the egos who wnat to be God remain nourished.
In 2019, a group of 200+ MPs and lawyers wrote an open letters asking for an inquiry into family courts. Theresa May declined it and put,apparently her mate, Hale, the queen of family courts, in the supreme legal position of President of the Supreme court gloating to Jupiter how women are in most major top positions in the country while KNOWING WELL what Hale had turned a blind eye to, regarding fellow women,battered,tortured,abused,alongside some good fathers too. I personally had copied May to dozens of my letters detailing my case, child abuses and others atrocities,including many suicides,over several years. She never replied. Knowing Hale was supervising it all,she silenced the 200+ whistleblowers and promoted Hale. Then both of them got titled baronesses and apparently May has earned over £2m in lucrative speeches upon leaving office and occupied a heavily-cushioned and lucrative seat in the House of Lords,ironically having sworn on the Bible!!!! hey!!!
And not only them, but while Serota abused my son and me into oblivion and pushed us into extreme poverty then did nothing about the two robbers when I begged him to do something, taking away financial security,education,courses,businesses,my dreams from me and scarring my children, I see a Serota interior designer (is it his family? Adult children?) have a contract with UK courts,hospitals, schools to equip them with furniture likely for great wealth. Would anyone in the media dare investigate a potential conflict of interest? No, like in the cases of apparently many tens of billions in dodgy contract and the evidence being destroyed, no one accountable for anything while those middle-class and downwards are grilled and roasted,critinised,threatened with laws and punishments incessantly by the same people who breach all the laws they make for us. I see the Serota family members hold some very lucrative high posts,some a few at the same time,apparently.
And many other mothers in situations similar to mine have said that,while their parents help them survive the destruction of them financially, and some go to food banks,the same judges who destroyed them have family members, likely their own children, as CEOs or directors of top companies all around the country, or their own children are in top legal positions while having great role models for the lawlessness and slaughter of people. Some of the mothers have also discovered tons of conflict of interest,like judges/ lawyers affairs with the abusers' legal-team members, family and student-day close friendships between the members of the two opposing sides etc that generated totally biased cases riddled with extreme human-rights abuses, and I am not aware that any complaints procedure regarding those has ever actually materialised anything disciplinary about any of those accusations, mounting the bereft women's despair, helplessness and pain. Actually, killing many, literally.
As my son grew, and went from one stranger to another, his father brainwashed him with fiction, as expected and deliberately staged to happen by Serota,Tyrer,Jane and Daphne, and endorsed by Potter. Hence pathological lying on oath is encouarged.
"My dad bought you a house and gave you £80 000 cash, you've spent it all!", my son would aim at me.
"Women take all the money in family courts,but dad says they should be punished and now he is campaigning to be a Tory councillor and to campaign to change laws so that women have less rights. He also gives speeches on how women like you are greedy and take everything."
"I am the only child in my school without a mummy and it hurt, but daddy says in Britain only the worse of the wprst of mothers lose child custody... You must have done something to me that I don't know."
Dart after dart, after dart through my already broken hard...But how do you tell a child that his father is fabricating things? I did sometimes responded to the barrage of my son's claims and blame-slinging at me with "It is all made up, it is all lies..That never happened,quite the opposite...It was your dad,not me...", but such a traumatised, orphaned child would not believe me and he'd look confused most of the time, and would sometimes be even aggressive towards me, especially as his gaming addiction that his carers pushed him into as they did not care, added to the malformation of his personality and interests, all of which were incrementally dwindling away as his mind was zombifying, and he would be lashing out at me like a drug addict at my every try to get him off gaming.
I overwhelmingly yearned to see him, cook and bake for him, take him places on a budget, for buying him tons of trinket presents for months to surprise him, to nurse and nurture him when we were apart, but a part of me dreaded and feared it too. I, at times,felt like a punching bag for his verbal onslaught brought about by the "sale" for him. He'd watch little boys all around us with their mothers and say he did not want to go back to strangers, or would,in overwhelming pain, start verbally lashing out at inflicting that pain on him by whatever I'd done to lose custody,unlike all the other mothers around us. Then he'd sink into his escapism.
The mothers who knew our story and would witness some of it would tell me "It is truly astonishing that family courts have created this level of damage to such a young child and a devoted mum, and are continuing the abuse." Sometimes the pain and damage was so disturbing that some of them would burst into tears.
It was hell on earth for me. Year after year on a never-ending hell when I, at times, didn;t know what to do with a child that traumatised and emotionally abused, brainwashed and stigmatised. You do not treat animals the way my poor son was treated for money. You do not even part baby animals from their mothers before their time, yet they abused my tiny child into oblivion with no qualms, and no laws to protect him.
The scum was poisoning him with total and absolute fiction, just like he did me when tricking me into marrying him, like he obtained his top global job, just like he showered the court with over 100 pieces of total fiction under my real name. Which was the plan! Which is the motivation behind courts not outlawing perjury!
I was still severely traumatised, constantly yearning for my, many say,sold child, and stigmatised as the scum have so successfully staged the notion that only bad mothers lose child custody in the West, so many judgemental people verbally abuse us further,which is horrific. I was desperate to be a mother yet knew that I was a mere voiceless object with no rights, just a plastic incubator for sociopathic,demonic scum, satanic dregs of the society. The PTSD, deliberately caused by the "gang rape" was so strong that felt sick at thinking about having more children with a man, would literally start shaking and feeling sick. Also, I knew that if a sociopath conned me again, my second set of children would automatically go to him as the judge would say "you lost custody of the first lot of children for some reason" and he'd play save,even if he is not a sociopathic, womanising misogynist. That had happened to several of the mothers, twice, or even three times.
I was virtually sterilised, while my abuse and the likes encouraged to keep on spraying children, cheating, destroying lives, and no one would dream the truth was the reverse of the public perception the public are fraudulently fed by the scheming, demonic elites.
The new reality truly broke me as I wanted to find a good man of integrity, values and who loved family life and have several more children with him, the way it should be and that every child deserves. I knew it was impossible though, yet as a motherly woman and all alone in the UK while in despair for my child, I could not imagine not having more children. Everything was so dark.
In order to survive and to breathe, to be able to sleep and stop
crying, I had two more children via a known sperm donor, Jake Low-Beer, a
doctor. Or a sperm donor I believed he was!
We met, he sounded a good man who said he'd never con me into anything,especially knowing how scarred I was. I did not tell him about my hell of a life in detail,but I also, at that point,still believed the gangers may end up in prison, my son back with me and some of my stolen money retrieved. I just had to keep on fighting and a real judge would turn up. That was before I saw Potter.
Jake promised he’d be open, honest and transparent and have only 5 families. I had done tons of research on the psyche of those children and told him that 5 were too many, even arranged to see a donor who'd have only 2-3 families and get them all together as a big family, but Jake pleaded with me to stick with him as 5 was not that much different and he'd also encourage the children to meet, every children would know about their siblings,each one of them as "I am open and honest,I will never hurt you. Trust me. You have been scarred before so may think we are all the same,but I am a nice guy".
I managed to relax a bit, trust him and agreed to proceed. that he’d encourage all the siblings to know each other,
but that he’d have his own family and children and allow the rest of us to know
of each other and the siblings to bond…It sounded like heaven for me for my
future children, me an extroverted sociable lonely only child who loves crowds,
with nightmare parents (I was still doting on them fanatically to make them
love and be proud and they seemed to be,but over the phone only), I thought,
despite thinking 5 families were too many and finding another donor who’d have
2-3. Jake persuaded me that we’d all know each other,so 2 more families was not
that much of a difference.I mentioned I was full of traumas and hugely struggled to trust anyone hence
was very reluctantly forsaking my biggest dream of having a devoted faithful
husband and many children so that I could keep my children and rebuild our
lives while still fighting for my son, and my due money,at least a chunk of it
to finally start a business, forever.
Jake also promised that once he settled down with his dream
woman, he’d let me know straight away so that the children grew up with that
knowledge as I’d read it could harm them considerably as he was my donor and
their father, half of them.He’d also get us in touch for the siblings to bond
early,if all the mothers agreed.
Contrary to his promises, Jake has been using sperm donation
to create an out-of-control enormous harem where he’s been blackmailing us
mothers with sex in exchange for meeting our children, taking part in various
frauds with public institutions, recruiting women for him to impregnate, siring
children all over the country like a seeding combine, indiscriminately, for
decades after he was meant to stop, even hiding the fact that he’d picked one
of the mothers and settled down with her and they had children together for
many years before I accidentally found out despite talking to him every couple
of months for 15 years,often for days on end.
He lied to my children virtually about everything,that he’d
never met a single of the children as was not ready, that no mother wanted to
be in touch with him or meet the others…My excited but sad children would email
him via me to make contact and likely see him and the siblings and he’d email
back to them that he was not ready to start meeting anyone,, tell us he was
still childless and single…then demand sex in exchange for once meeting my now
teen children and if I refused say he’d then never meet them or introduce them to
anyone. He refused to tell us how many children he had and where they were…
I pleaded, begged him to stop… asked him to visit support
groups for those children and see how scarring many found the whole thing,to be
very careful…he did not give a damn.
After 6 years of pleading and begging, often very distressed, and him laughing at me as he had the right to con me into something on that scale without my consent while I had no rights to anything pertaining to MY OWN life.
Drained and deeply worried about my children, I emailed his WHO executive a brother who he was extremely close and who, ironically,preached save sex and children's rights to African rural villages. I wanted our communication to remain ultra private, but that he stop his brother. He asked me via Jake not to ever email him again! I was floored. Totally shocked. Why would anyone with a sound mind and heart even wnat his own children to have dozens, or even hundreds, or if Jake had shipped frozen sperm, thousands of first cousins around the world?
Later, some people told me that they may have both plotted some familial supremacy given their connections and power. We don't really know,but it is sick!
I found out Jake was from one of the most powerful families in
the world and connected to Shindler’s list movie… All I cared about was that
all the siblings be treated the same, as first best, and to be one large family
without the scarring of any of the children, but it seemed to be I was the only mother
who wanted that.
While battling Jake's catfishing of me, blackmails,you name it, my older son was now severely addicted to gaming,something all his carers,including a father's girlfriends whom the father had moved in to bring him up aged 3,yet who was livid about it,left him on in all his free time unlimited as he was not their children and did not really care, or the girlfreind was abused by my ex so much too that she had 2 nervous breakdowns,she told me.
He started finding so much in real life boring,like reading ,writing,sports, baking with us, tons of stuff I had scraped pennies to introduce him to when at mine. His school head teacher would email me telling me he was of above average intelligence yet was not achieving his potential as there was little input from home. I would cry and cry,struggle to sleep and he was 13 when I returned the case to Serota,who was probably in his 70s yet still clinging onto power.
He was furious and shouted at me that he'd never liked me from the start and that "you have notified the world about me,which means you are mentally unstable and I am now going to start the proceedings with the social services for your young children to be protected from you". Tyrer had already done similar, Potter had threatened me with never seeing my depressed toddler again if I did not stop, and now him. They use child bereavement to gag you and cover up their horrific crimes.It was terrifying! But the social services,and one social worker in particular,were on my side and she,having spoken to the school etc, pleaded with him in court to withdraw the move as "the children are very happy and two years ahead of their year, teh mum leads a child-centered life... Please, Your Honour,please, do not do that out of that reason!" and he withdrew the motion. Horrific! Now, why are they even allowed to do this to people?
I have read that many parents have lost their children to care proceedings based on a fallout with judges or social workers alone at the most disturbing time of their lives.
From that trauma, I was back to Jake and pleading with him to stop...
Apparently, as far as I then accidentally found out when my
children were almost 15 and 11,Jake had almost since we met met many of the
children he’d cherry-picked and welcome the poshest ones into his life while
rejecting the peasants,including mine. I
also believe his Who executive a brother gagged the media on his connection to
his brother’s sperm donation, or rather a sinister snobbish eugenics,many
believe, so that the chosen children are one day placed in top global positions
for the supremacy of the family and the bad seeds of inferior children
discarded like rubbish, likely produced for some nefarious socio-economic
experiment, something no one should be allowed to ever do with the intention to
scar and harm.
Quite a few people and I believe that many of the mothers know
how success is achieved by stamping over your morals, conscience, scuple,all
decency to appease the sick elites, well, haven’t I mentioned it already?, and have
fought with the other mothers and their children’s siblings by giving him Jake great
sex doting on him on rotation. He told me they simply met his needs while I was
always being contrary and sanctimonious, and implied we were too low a class
for his Highness and that of his sublime family. Fine,he can think whatever he
likes about me, we never clicked anyway and we not meant to click but have
other spouses one day,we were not on speed dating, but he had a duty to treat
all the children,siblings, with duty of care , especially being a doctor,regardless
of how unscrupulous in placing their children above all the siblings for whatever
benefits many of the mothers are believed to be.
But also, I am certain that not all the mothers he’s been
sleeping with have agreed to that deviancy, but some may have been tricked into
it by him and believe they are the only ones and all te others are
bad,dangerous nutters,something he was constantly telling me for 15 years. A
deviant manipulator.
He’s also destroyed many marriages and engagements, I
believe, as sleeps around with married women and have had some continual sexual
relationships from university while they were all settling down with others.
He is so powerful that I understand a CMS manageress or
similar, a top woman, organised a fraud we were meant to take part in and talk
to her. I again declined as I had to do that to deprive some of the children of
their due funds for their chidlhoods. Many other mothers, posh ones,one a bi
couple with his 5 children,who,I understand, gave him mind-blowing sex (I know
his love of group sex and one of his married lovers posted something on sex
with a mum of 5 saying she is a lesbian), immediately agreed and took part to
please him and hack at the others. I was again further ostracised by him,without
even knowing as he continued to abuse us with lies,for 15 years altogether.
I also learnt he may have been having the unlimited access
to British fertility clinics a decade after being blocked from them for
exceeding the limit.
He,I think, asks posh mothers,who also sleep with him on
visits, to join his family and to get close to his children worthy of “love and
bonding” while 50 of the peasants can die and he’d laugh his head off as they
are not considered to be on any value. It says a lot about the mentality of the
elites in the ownership of us and why they abuse the poor and even middle
classes so much. If they can do something like this to their own flesh and
blood, does one expect them to treat strangers with basic mercy and respect?
The media have tried for 15 years to oust him but apparently
the judges protect him and gag them,so much so that one journalist may have
been sacked and her career is still destroyed.
I have provided the CMS with piles of evidence for the
fraud, just for them to rip up up immediately. Then I learnt that another mum
had done the same 15 years ago and also have been ignored and silenced.
I told DWP about the CMS woman organising the fraud, they
wrote back to me saying it was their right to do whatever they liked.
As for HFEA and the suspicion over eugenist perverts from powerful
families having an unlimited access to fertility clinics while others are
blocked and how much the children suffered at the hands of prolific sperm
donors and discrimination, Lord Bethel wrote to me that “It is not possible to legislate
“people’s sex life”. Promiscuity is more important than children and mental health,
and only the promiscuous have rights, the rest of us do not. No wonder,when
asked by Buckingham university law students what was next was family courts,
Baroness Hale said ,knowing about the carnage of children and innocent
parents,corruption, human rights abuses, suicides in thousand that next on the
cards is legislating polyamory! It matches Bethel’s mora, precepts, doesn’t it?
Sounds like Hail Satan to me!
Jake is a serial high-end landlord and owns an ophthalmic
surgery in Bermuda, a tax haven for the wealthy. HMRC says he earns about £130
p/w and pays a few children whose mothers he’s abused,tricked,conned,blackmailed,I
understand, £1.30 or so p/w per child.
He works under British General Medical Council that suspends some doctors for grabbing a sandwich from the hospital canteen and forgetting to pay or so, and is a fellow at the British Ophthalmic
society.
His lies, entrapment, reproductive coercion, discrimination
of the children, snobbery, practically macabre eugenics has pushed me
into severe depression and worse… Knowing about his top connections in
government and judiciary, he’s refused to discuss ameliorating the damage and
making a truce, but has ignored me as he says he’s got the right to do as he
pleases.
Did any members of his family,especially his WHO brother and
his ICRC wife and others in the family who are in the top world’s humanitarian positions,
encourage Jake’s hand-picking of many of his superior children and let them
bond with theirs while telling them all to keep a low profile and away from
their discarded siblings,or nephews and nieces, and away cousins? The Low-Beer
world power without the rotten seed spoiling it? I mean before 2020 when many
of the long secrets came to light and they may have panicked? These are, like so many others, public-interest
questions that top judges and politicians fiercely do not allow the public to
know yet that the public have a democratic right to know.
Being violated,abused,conned, my children scarred and psychologically abused,I called journalists again,just for some to tell me, like some public services operators, there are still other mums also trying for years to bring him to justice and finding it impossible.
I wanted to know who the judges who protected and encouraged him were and my research pointed
at Christopher Clark, President of the High court,London Appeals Court and now
of the Bermuda court, the tax haven Jake lives in, and judge Attridge who also handily
lives there, but had worked at the international courts,I believe Jake’s ICRC
top barrister daughter in laws also worked in and all of them, Jake,his WHO
brother,his wife and Attridge lives in Switzerland. Now,it is think aloud and
no facts…
I have tried suing Jake, but no lawyers dares to come close to
him as they know who protect him. I have tried it pro se, but my filings have been destroyed immediately. I
then wrote open letters and after about 18 months my latest filing was issued.
I also made another application to demand the names of the robbers,the thieving
criminal duo who stole my money 22 years ago.
The latter was thrown out of court without being issued as the times is out of date. Well, it was in date when I tried to get their
names for many,many years and was told by Potter, Ward and many others, at one time 3
High ct judges in wigs sitting together like some perched peacocks, to stop. Beggars belief! Now, it is out of time…
But that court order was copied to… guess who!!! Christopher Clarke! And there are 14
Clarke judges in England! Are they all from his family, like a private conglomerate of judicial power? I don’t
know, but many have said they are beyond shocked that even a fraction of them being related to him is a possibility.
And who appoints all those "independent" judges, paragons of democracy and separation of the state and judiciary - top politicians themselves! So, hardly separated in the rush to be co-opted.
Then I continued to try and bring Jake to justice, and no lawyer,well,on Legal Aid but I believe it would be the same if I had heaps of money too, dared to come close to the case. Some openly told me they knew about him but judges protected him.
I then filed my own case pro se (representing myself) in MK court, just for my filings to disappear. Yes. I emailed the court the forms, my statement and evidence, got an automatic email that it had been received. Then that my filing had been forwarded t Oxford for some mysterious reason. I then waited and waited, and waited... For a month or so... just to be told the case was not there. Did not exist.
I was told to call the Central court-filing, or whatever, line, who then searched the entire database and confirmed that the case had never been filed.
I did it all all over again, starting in MK, who told me they had forwarded my first filing to Oxford and could not understand what they'd done with it (or whoever had ordered the filing to be forwarded, I believe as It is easier to hack at the case in a close-knit clique, I suspect?). I waited again... And again the same story. The case had never been filed.
After making more complaints and writing letters to top adequate politicians and open letters copied to many thousands in the media, academia etc, a female judge sent me an order saying the case could not be brought to court as Jake is a sperm donor and not a father. What? Is that a joke? The children were conceived by sex! Just like in so many other cases where the father, verbally a donor, was ordered to support the children when the arrangements faltered and turned into wars as only clinic-conceived children are officially donor-conceived children. They cannot spout arbitrary gibberish on a whim depending what class their clients come from! And I wrote her a letter saying that, though I believe that there were background forces forcing her into that lack of professionalism!
After my letter, the judge was changed. Maybe the old judge did not want to deal with me any more, especially as, I strongly felt, she was a marionette? I don't know.
After years of fighting and fighting, ending open letters,my case filing got a number, but then, someone fiddled with the form and they asked me to fill out another one forcing me to Zoom with the father abroad. I declined several times saying I’d filled out one form and that’s it! I am not Zooming with any crooks and abusers!
Has any top judge,mates with Jake, the megalomaniac eugenist who does not know that a life-long agreement is a two-way street, forbidden some judges from allowing
access to the Land Registry etc Jake’s businesses are in and I am again forced to listen to a
pathological liar and my children deprived of all the right that clinic
children,or any others have regarding their roots,questions, identity,mental health
that is all covered by the Children’s Rights Convention judges should be
familiar with and mandate to abide by?
Now, have all my filings been copied to CC who may be
controlling and sabotaging my quest for justice, and who may have fiddled with
that form to trip me over, or it can be other top judges Jake,or his family
members, may be mates with (I understand his parent used to work for the
government too), or even the abusive criminal lot from my first case may have
gotten together with the second one as they all seem to come from a certain echelon
of power and do not allow anyone to come near it for obvious reason and are
hacking at me, and all of us victims? This is just a question,but if so, or
even a tiny fraction of it is true, the damage they are doing not only to my
children but all the other victims connected
to them and the ocean of others in family courts is absolutely horrific.
I have made an
official complaint for my suspicions to be checked, though having realised that
a small pool of families, mainly Oxbridge-graduates like Jake and his brother
and like many more Low-Beers, many of whom,I am sure, are great people reluctantly
stuck with this filth, seem to hold the judiciary, top tiers of parliament,
financial institutions and all the public institutions in their hands and that
their children just inherit the top positions without proper merits or work
that others in the society need to deliver, or at least to implement the
knowledge their degrees facilitate, unlike judges and politicians and those originating
from powerful families as their roots seem to supersede everything and they
just effortlessly sale while looking down on everyone else mere peasant mortal. My complaint has been thrown out despite his name being on my filings, I understand forwarded to him,and despite laws strictly prohibiting judges from interfering with other judges' work. I wwas then told I must not mention any more details to anyone.
When,after throwing so much fuss copying tens of thousands, I was allowed a hearing,but Jake LB lifted his middle finger at me again and did not turn up. The female judge said she's try and serve him an order to his Bermuda surgery addressed strictly to him as he always ignored the papers served via his email and would try and allow me the Land Registry access as he is a wealthy property owner in the UK,so earning in the UK too.
Then,many believe the top power close to Jake, did not allow her to do any of this and there was no order for months,until I again wrote an open letters addressed to tens of thousands and we were both ordred to send in E1 and E2 form detailing our finances, children and household people. I believe Jake need 10 extra pages just to list all of those partners,children, sources of wealth, but again, he breached all the deadlines by ignoring he'd received the order by email as the judge had not used his postal address,I understand and believe as the top mates did not allow her to.
Can you imagine a system in which the very top players paid to protect children may be giving instruction to child abusers and abusers of dozens of men and women how to get away with it?
So, while so many in power seem to gleefully abuse children
and encourage parent abusers to freely do so, so many others stand by and
watch just like so many did the same as little Ethan’s granddad tortured him to
death and murdered him.
I don’t know how my son and I survived the level of
collective abuse we were subjected to by so many, and how I am still living
with the mental and emotional aftermath of something that extreme, but while
all the abusers who have sold their souls likely for bribe or jealous sadism,
snobbery and nihilism towards those without their privileges, like Jake and
likely his brother, racism, xenophobia or to appease the sickest in power and
get financial benefits for themselves and their children, seem to think that
just because most of them may be taking part in this form of genocide, it makes it
right, I beg to differ.
The fact that everything at the top, even judiciary, seems to, I feel, functions by convening mates around the round table for "Hi, mate, lets do this on the sly... you get this, I get that, lets rip them apart... ha ha ha, it's so funny" in a country that preaches democracy to the whole world knowing well that it does not exist is truly grotesque. Seemingly led,or rather owned, by the people who I have dealt with and who have destroyed my life and so joyfully scarred my children, Britain seems to be some oligarchic tyranny, like almost all the countries in the world, just super sly at masking that by pulling wool over their people's eyes who pay for them. And God knows what else the public, plebs, do not know, yet work to unwittingly sponsor!
I understand that the establishment does not consider civil courts to be courts despite the damage being as severe and life-destroying as in criminal courts hence it is deliberately left totally and illegally unregulared, many believe open to corruption, staging cases, discrimination, child abuse and pushing for the destruction of marriage,family life, the punishment of fidelity., destruction of the entire society,as we see all around us. And those in power and of influence who go along with it, whatever the party, will receive their Euro-million worth goody bag from them in terms of connections, £150 000 per speech,according to some media etc. All is well! Soaked in blood, but never mind!
Alongside a huge number of campaigners, both some of the victims and thousands of professionals, in many Western countries, I have thrown an enormous fuss over this for the last 22 years and have probably been threatened by some top judges the most. Actually, I don't know any campaigner seen and tempered with by the very top global judges, but me, unfortunately. I am speechless, very angry, and violated in so many ways.
Now, what was the chance of one person falling into the same trap of this mammoth nature twice? Into the de je vu of the thickest mire one can fall into ever! That all my children virtually have the same calibre of fathers - crapstors satellited by more crapstors of the elite underclasses!
So many times have I wondered like "No! Not this again! Not them again!" But probably they have also been wondering" No! Not her again!"
Instead of looking into the glaringly obvious human/children's rights abuses and remedying these horrific atrocities, I understand the government and judges have deliberately ballooned the price of obtaining your own court transcripts to £100 per hour knowing that financially and mentally destroyed, in court abused and bankrupted, parents, most of them, will never be able to afford it hence will never be able to obtain the proof of the judges' criminalities and corrupt staging like I have. It means they intend to continue these horrific abuses of human rights and children to protect likely the calibre of themselves- promiscuous, negligent, violent, manipulative, aggressive and controlling sociopathic abusers who are NOT FOR FAMILY LIFE to start with and to meet the reprobates' sick demand that they hardly face any consequences for their behaviour but that their victims bear the full brunt of it. Again. And again. And again.
Sociopaths, or even psychopaths, an extra level of depravity, have no sense of justice, guilt, mercy even towards their own offspring when their interests are threatened, and are devoid of empathy, love, being in love... They practically are semi humans, yet often in the highest positions of power as they have to play God over others and feel super VIP who have to be be worshipped, or punished.
Good, proper judges,lawyers and other court staff are always overthrown by them like some stupid inconsequential subordinates. There seems to be a clear hierarchy there. Legal professionals who truly want justice and have integrity stand no chance,many lawyers have told me, describing how there were the subject of revenge by senior judges if they fought for their clients' rights in previous cases, which is workplace bullying. A few were leaving the profession altogether as they could not watch the grinding of good,devoted parents and children and also believed in God and feared Him. They were also very adverse to their children going into the profession, yet you can see that many senior family-court judges have all their children,in some cases 3-4, in the profession knowing how horrific it is. Is it to inherit the top positions and play God too?
The worst among the top judges have normalised the most abnormal abuses of people, destroyed the institution of marriage and caused that family-loving men and women are now terrified of settling down and having children while the likes of them, the dregs of the society, go from one spouse to another,cheat,lie,abuse and sire several sets of children each often dumping the previous lots of a new one. They have normalised entrapment, sexual assaults within them, marital promiscuity from the start by those who have an opportunity to romp around in open relationships with the like-minded,yet choose to rape and destroy the lives of those who do not consent to being part of their filth and whose right to informed decision-making they take away, perjury that batters the parent they turn against and other deviancies.
They have also damaged decent people, men and women, who see everyone around them cheating on their partner/spouse at the first hurdle and, having been brainwashed from all corners into believing that adultery is cool and your fundamental right whatever the reason for it, and impulsively cheat themselves, just to have their families and lives torn into shreds regarding the action of that domestic abuse as "the worst mistake of my life". Some regret it so much that they have needed counselling themselves. Sociopaths keep on abusing their families that way without any qualms,but decent people are saddled with serious guilt at the permannent detsruction thhey've caused and permanently struggle. I know quite a few of them, but that is rarely talked about.
What they, I believe cronies from a tiny, tightly-nit pool of nepo(tism) babies who know each other from Oxbridge and/or years of practicing together and most seem to be close mates dragging each other into an abyss of injustice and power abuse, and in certain instances- crime, do to people is not much different from publicly flogging them with hundreds of lashes that physically incapacitate them for months, and mentally for years or forever, and even much worse as they flog your children too. The only difference is that it is done hidden from the world while feigning civility and justice.
As custody fathers, or I believe NYTimes once called them "custodians of abuse", are mainly (remember that some fathers are hands-on, good fathers who need to continue their main or even sole care of their children too, but in those cases everything is obvious, no staging is needed) extreme abusers and sociopaths who are charming actors, devious, mercilessly cruel and misogynistic, and if they can abuse their own children in order to destroy their abused mother because she wanted a divorce after years of hell, or they likely pay a huge bribe to greedy souls on sale within the legal profession so that their victim is destitute and suicidal, and the children with her, they more often than not brainwash the sold children against the mother by giving them lots of money, feeding their addictions and making up stories about them,just like they did in court,and many later teenagers and young adults fall for it. Thus, a large percentage of these tortured women never see their children again and long for them until they die,sometimes for 40-50- 60 years. It is basically burying us alive, and sick judges and other court staff know it. They know the emotional weight of a resident parent, of a parent with money, and also often compound that with the severance of contact early on, and the woman is virtually alive but dead. Hence these criminal need to be tried, but by whom?
For me, even shooting me dead would have been more civil than the "gang rape and flogging" of both my young children and me as the most brutal punishments, for what exactly? For being abused and neglected by a dangerous sociopath?
I have been in support groups for depression and similar, given what those fake courts, my parents, Jake, most dreams and plans raised to the ground repeatedly and ceaselessly dehumanizing me to extreme, etc have pushed me into. I have struggled hugely with sometimes immensely incapacitating reactive depression (I say reactive as subliminarily I am a happy,positive person once I get some remedy/justice even for deep traumas), but have never been regularly on any medication, ever, despite many doctors strongly recommending them to me due to the extreme, decade's long super traumatic circumstances and collective PTSDs. Instead, apart from the fierce campaigning largely fuelled by that raw, unnumbed pain and doting on my children as much as possible in the dreadful circumstances on many levels for me, I've also gone on the support groups as my own therapy, but also to see the ripple-effect of family courts on the society as a whole and why depression and anxiety seems to have flooded the society, something those at the often deride as a bluff. I personally clearly see the correlation between the atrocities in family courts and their systemic fanatical destruction of all moral values and family life and the rise in serious mental health conditions, homelessness and suicides, and I am certain policy makers also know that,but most have to remain quiet to appease the degenerates among the elites. Many of those suffering have virtually no family due to childhood and later marital domestic abuse, being serially cheated on (which is domestic abuse promoted in family courts as the biggest virtue and human rights,while all other rights are minimised),like me, being serially beset by crime of all sorts,like me, with the police and courts turning a blind eye, not being able to be married, have children due to the almost-certain divorce,court-torture and consequent poverty and destruction of all you've built all around them. Simply, the floor from underneath their feet have been ripped away and they are free-falling, like me.
Only in the last 4-5 days, two US mothers from the support sites whose abusers got custody of their young children and got all contact with the mothers banned, I understand because of the trendy "parental alienation" they heaped on me too out of the ether while there was NONE and was never going to be any, the modus operandi very often fabricated for many decades now to give abusers all the rights, have died, just like many thousands before them, mainly by suicide.
Simply, the likes of our sick abusers seem to be in charge of those "courts". They know that if they allow an evidenced pathological liar to keep on lying and give him child custody, that he will brainwash the children against the mother, shower them with money or, according to fathers' rights group Bible called Screw the Bitch published almost 40 years ago and that abusers use, probably mine did to, apparently, something like "buy them a cuddly puppy each as you keep your money while the bitch is counting pennies and the children will never have anything similar at hers", and almost certainly, as a resident parent, which carries more natural weight for an emotional attachment, the children will turn against her and many will never see her again while the father takes it all, like it has happened in many cases long-term. Ironically, they orchestrate such crimes under the premise of parental alienation by the mother while encouraging the most horrific alienation towards her breaching all the laws imaginable.
This is not a laughing matter, but something that must not be ignored any more no matter how aggressive the worst of people, the evil, are!
I have sometimes thought... If some of the judges feel such a strong, sadistic need to inflict pain on others, how about banging their own heads against a wall and crack them,they may even enjoy that too, and not innocent parents and children's entire lives?
The ripple-effect of the abuse of power by abusive, egotistic and more judges goes well beyond the immediate victims of their egregious, illegal conduct, but is a sea of destruction and pain all around, something that is their true career success. They do not understand that the pain they unjustly cause in the entire chain of people they abuse they will relive it one day when they die, but apparently, "millions of times magnified" as God cannot be fooled.
So, if those are not real courts, then the judges in them are not real judges! True? You cannot have it both ways! So, it is not a court that obliges a judge to act a proper judge and adhere to the laws in place,in theory,or for the chosen parent party and corrupt court staff to be truthful under oath and put children first, yet it is a court only when the party they want to be destroyed, often the victim and children, do anything wrong or disobey the gruesome orders based on criminality of those, with even prison sentences without a jury delivered to good parents for the contempt of court or breaching illegal court orders that abuse their and their children's rights.One does not need a legal degree to act criminally, breach all laws,abuse children, steal money and be a bully and abuser of power. There is no expertise there if you can act like God and abuse your own colleagues, proper judges, who want to do their job properly, by telling them what to do and overturning their just, legal orders.
And then the pretence of us living in a democracy just because the voting mask is democratic while the fact that whoever wins the elections, the elites who inherit the power and virtually own the country through generations, seem to own everything and everyone within it and are totally unaccountable is firmly tucked and locked away in the far background sadistically scribbling down even more stifling regulations for the public they mercilessly milk and abuse- how to watch and control the tips of that struggling waitress, to grab £160 a year in a mandatory OFSTED membership from that nanny working p/t due to medical issues and struggling to pay the sky-high rent, how to take away the £20 overearning from a disabled person who cannot afford the heating, £30 extra from a single mother whose children have no proper beds after the father dumped the family for his mistress, the very virtue the courts fully support and encourage as they do it themselves, but in monetarily cushioned circumstances... The over-regulated public who pay for them are groaning under the incessant interference into their lives and earnings while, I understand, even for serious misdeeds, judges are secretly disciplined by their own and, I understand, all the paperwork is soon erased, or I may be mistaken? This all is not only my impression, but that of many helpless people online.
Family courts are, in my opinion and out of my observation having worked with children and families for 30 years, by far the biggest source of poverty, child suffering, crime, depression and suicides in the West as they deliberately hack at the core of everyone's lives, stability, security, love, strength and impose deviancies, extreme selfishness, lies, injustice, life-destroying lying, marital promiscuity, lack of protection from crime and abuse as the neo normal, all so that they can, I believe, engage in free-for-all unaccountable often reprobate lifestyles and work. My heart aches for good people of virtue among them as I know they exist, who are also victimized and overruled by the worst among them.
Also,family-court atrocities are far from the only mob-crimes of extreme inhumanity by those in the highest echelons of the society who call themselves "the elites", yet I call such monstrosities "the elite underclass" in Britain. The horrific scandals of the Post Office Cover-up, the Windrush, Waspi women,Contaminated blood victims, the thousands of petty criminals stripped of all rights, dehumanised and sadistically held in prisons without a trial for many years after their short sentences finished (which sounds like chilling, psychotic sadism for the sake of it just because they can torture people,then hide it from the public and the world as a sickening game!), then men wrongly kept in prison for decades for the crimes they did not commit, yet who have not had compensation years after being released and live off charity in abject poverty etc, have also claimed dozens or thousands of victims and many suicides in the last 25 or so years of the victims being silenced. Those abused, robbed and maltreated innocent people spent years, and some decades, writing to the British media pleading for help, but were also not given a voice, just like us. It means that the media are led by the elite underclass who perpetrate these crimes and handily abet them likely as their family members may be at the helm? Well, isn't a Serota grandee, almost certainly a close relative of the Serota who destroyed our lives, one of the top board people at the BBC vetoing department? Should I expect him to give me a voice? Or if the owner of the private business supplying UK courts with furniture is truly related to him? Apparently, the law(now,tehre is a law!) that only the very top, Appeal's court judges, so a few in the world from certain few power families, can investigate such concerns about fellow judges using public institutions as sources of wealth for their families and no one in the country, not even the police, can interfere and investigate. Do those nepotism babies winning the Lottery of the public money that way also wait for many, many years for their hefty paycheck from the public purse like the victims of miscarriages of justice and criminalities by the elites do?
Also, some of the destroyed victims of these crimes are posting that the mega overpriced lawyers of the consequently super expensive public/parliamentary inquiries about the criminalities of public company institutions stated above, and many more, scandals with thousands of victims and many suicides, are full of,allegedly, I do not know personally, the top judges' and politician's close lawyer family, even children milking the system, again, with the conflict of interest ignored. Not to mention that in charge of those inquiries,even of child abuse, are sometimes the very judges who supervised the atrocities of family courts for decades ,stayed silent about the criminalities and contributed to the gagging laws! The inquiries that are slap on the wrists of again highly paid executives from certain families who are never ever accountable and always keep the money. So, they destroy the lives of others' children while using the connections and positions to place their own children onto a Lottery win streak by minimizing the life total destruction and suffering of the victims. First they place often unqualified people from their circles in charge of big public institutions who ignore improprieties and human rights abuses for decades leading to destruction of thousands of lives, then they gag the media for many years and decades, then when the truth finally blows up in their faces they do not allow proper trials of their mates whose indifference for fellow humans led to those human rights abuses, and instead of giving the victims justice to be able to start healing, they stage those awful inquiries that never bring them any justice or punish the perpetrators, but use them to milk those tragedies by placing their own family and mates who inflate their prices for legal advice up to Jupiter and further afield. If true, such disregard for basic decency is truly abhorrent. It seems to be that every single juncture of their work is full of sources of milking vast sums of money for rock-star lifestyles while the ordinary public get over-regulated and and made to pay almost for the air they breathe.
Another arm of the torture chamber of British courts, secret Single Justice Courts, have apparently punished vast numbers of people for minor offences like unpaid car insurence,rail ticket improprieties, various omissions and so on, behind closed doors,of course, gods cannot be seen, and I think 60000 of those have been proved to be illegal,or something like that,if my memory, a bit foggy sometimes, serves me right. And nobody is accountable for inflicting such traumas on ordinary people while those from the elite underclass in charge of the thousands of apparently dodgy contracts worth tens of billions of ££££ (Transparency International) and some of them even shredding the evidence, or the aforementioned criminal thugs galore, as well as those who have illegally destroyed the lives of hundreds of thousands of good, devoted parents and children and pushed thousands into death with illegal court hearings and bullying, intimidation and serious abuse of their colleagues who they do not allow to do their job properly, are still free as of not behind bars and free to continue the carnage as their sick hearts and minds wish. And Baroness Falkner, Britain's cushioned Human Rights Chief through all this, is almost nowhere to be seen. Just like the Children's minister, Mental Health minister... all fakes!
By the way, I've written to her comprehensively listing the family-court atrocities, including the deaths. Her department replied on her behalf that there were no funds available to address all human-rights concerns . Can you imagine?!!! Though money is rolling in,connections,perks,titles,free global travel,regardless. What a beautiful life they have, dripping in the blood of others! And lives... Dozens of victims of various miscarriage-of-justice scandals of the worst of humans in power, in institutions led by fat cats likely from the same pool of power who ignored serious abuses of people, destruction of livelihoods or knew about tech and other system errors, the victims who first campaigned for for decades to get a voice as everyone ignored them, and many committed suicide,and now, after those sham inquiries that milk millions for the lawyers, apparently also many from the top-tier pool too, have been waiting for many years to receive any compensation, with many saying the reason for it is so that as many of them get old and die and less compensation is paid. And many have gotten old and died having never experienced any healing, justice or recompence for the crimes. Can you imagine knowing who and why destroyed many lives and waiting for as many victims to die off so that you pay less compensation,if true, the victims say that,prolonging the depression and penury? What minds do that?
This is all a tiny fraction of the horror they put my child and me through, and that after 3 years of domestic abuse and being totally controlled and threatened about leaving and filing for a divorce without any support of any kind. It is so extreme that I consider it a DELIBERATE attack on my life. They knew that a suicide was highly likely. My innately gregarious, extroverted, positive and happy nature, existing subliminarily somewhere, has probably helped me stay alive through all this, somehow, albeit with serious consequences I again try to bury daily to try and emulate my true self, but many, even under the watchful eye of their doting and supporting families, have not survived.
Whether we live or die should not be contingent on our nature and inborn inner strength of character, but on proper laws the same for all, laws that should carry us through life and bestow justice upon us as the most perfect tool for healing through severe traumas, at least to an extent. Life will always be painful to an extent and I accept discrepancies of character, hurtful unthought-through comments, tribulations and stresses as a perfectly normal part of life that test us and make us evolve and learn tolerance and forgiveness as we are all faulty human beings. But as for these extreme and unceasing traumas deliberately aimed at people,the dearth of any laws within the legal framework of the country is simply shocking.
I will never forget when twice at the Belgrade airport during my custody battle many years ago I stumbled across British women's rights activists who had been to Serbia to monitor women's rights and demand they be improved. The first time, a group of about 10 or so ladies,I believe some academics for gender inquality were flying back to London with me. They had some T-shirts with feminist slogans on,so I approached the giggling,relaxed bunch and asked them"What do you do about the horrors of family courts in Britain and other Western countries that destroy the lives of goodm,abused mothers and children and that have sent thousands to their deaths?" They all dropped their faces and just stared at me. I think that some told me they were not sure what I was talking about. It was such a long time ago... but I remember them all starting at me in shock of some sort.
Then 16 years ago, I sat next to a BBC producer. She had been in the country to investigate women's rights in Serbia and I think produce a documentary on it. "What about the horrors of your family courts?",I asked her. "We know about it but, unfortunately, it is a no-go zone as the judges have gagged us."
Recently, a group of parliamentarians, including Jess Phillips, allowed to by the Speaker, furiously and bravely stood up in parliament and called out family-court child abuses. You can see one of the articles with this title Letting paedophile dads keep custody of kids is 'state sanctioned child abuse', MPs told
And what has happened? Absolutely nothing as, regardless of what party wins the elections, the elite underclass owns them all, and us. And the public don't even have a clue about it.
These, as per our perception ,sadistic criminals have deprived us of justice virtually in absentia as the overriding feeling of many of us was/is that most of our cases are conducted behind the scene with us having no voice, no choice and no rights. In a country with a proper justice system, all the legal "professionals" who have abused power and broken laws on an industrial scale would be tried and imprisoned for what they've done, and all of the same calibre thugs who have abused and pushed thousands into death too, but as they own the torture chambers and the country, we are mere specks on their shoes and of those of the media personnel they also control and who do not mind keeping quiet as long as their lifestyles are great.
And these derelictions of duty are not confined to family courts alone. A used-car salesman sold me a broken car whose electronics lasted only until we got home, not even that long, and we could have died. I then learnt he'd conned many poor people, struggling single mothers, disabled people...those who are vulnerable and depend on others to help them buy a basic car. He stole a couple of thousands of £££ from me, the money that is a lot for me and told me to forget it.
I sued him in Small Claims Court in MK, and a female judge allowed him to lie profusely, about everything from the start, to forge my signature, to fabricate his folded business despite me sending the judge photos of his over 20+ cars on sale, and some for over £10 000 each. She even allowed him to fabricate the number of his children, and as I pleaded with him to stop as lies should be illegal in a court (it triggered the trauma from family courts too and I burst into tears), she raised her voice at me and said "Stop saying that to me, this is a real court!" It is a court when they are reminded who they are,but not a court when the victims need protection and justice! She then allowed the laughing,brazen conman to steal £100 from me in court itself,before her, and when i again pleaded with her to do something,she told me to "return the case to court from those £100". To pay £200 I could not afford to throw away to get the money back. I believe he's stolen far more later as she emboldened him to and the conman knew it. Laughing he's continued to abuse the vulnerable, curtesy of the "court". It had a HUGE impact on my already scarred psyche. It was a de je vu that attested to the fact that Britain did not have a justice system at all, just like my MP told me.
I went to the police, who again told me "We cannot interfere with courts as they are independent, yet we get stories like yours all the time, people coming to us regarding perjury that the judges simply ignore. On paper, judges have legal processes to stop perjury and other abuses of the victims, but even we do not understand why they do not do that and desperate victims then turn to us not knowing that judges are more powerful than us."
To this day, tens of thousands of battered mothers without custody and mothers whose children have been removed from them and adopted have been going to the police with evidence for perjury in their cases and have been told the police cannot interfere and protect those women, or prosecute the criminals, yet I now read policewomen pretend to be joggers to catch men catcalling (whistling to) female joggers as it is illegal and women should be protected from such harm! Protected from being whistled at, much as it can be annoying,(I got that all the time when I was younger and it cannot come close to being tricked into an open relationship/marriage and sexually/emotionally/financially abused/assaulted/destroyed that way, something the same legislators encourage), yet the same police can do nothing to protect women from being lied about, laughed at, stolen from, having their babies ripped away from them, some likely sold for bribe, many of us believe, (human-trafficked) and some even sent to their deaths by such torture.
I then heard about a huge number of similar cases from up and down the country with some people treated like toys of their abusers and thieves several times each in courts with many running to the police for help in despair and being told the same as I was, that they are powerless regarding "courts" and now most people know they should not even bother. And the judiciary and top politicians know of the impact that has on the nation, and still do not try to introduce a proper justice system.
So, they take away your family life, protection from crime, the right to justice, love, marriage,right to God if you fall into their trap,to your children... and wonder why the level of being off sick with severe depression and anxiety is at an all-time high, while their pockets are full to the brim and top connections cushion their own lives and those of their own families.
Now, do those so-called judges forsake all laws and justice that should be inherently ours because they regard those beneath them as non-human given that almost all seem to come from connected, well-off families and a certain class so the rest of us look like some inanimate aliens to them? Worse than dogs? Why would a judge refuse to do their job properly and can sleep well at night? It truly baffles me. But my suspicion is that they are told from some God of ours owning us all that they should do their job in a perfunctory manner and just grab the money and do a run!
Ironically, every court filing of any kind is always sealed by The Statement of Truth where you sign your name as a contract with the court that you have told the truth otherwise will be in contempt of court and imprisoned if you deliberately fabricate things to defeat your opponent. Even my ex-husband signed that too, as did this evil psycho pillaging the most vulnerable in the society. Yet, perjury seems to be free for all if a judge takes shine towards the pathological liar, and even he/she can lie in the judgement too. That is the experience of thousands of us. So, the Statement of Truth, under oath, is only for the party the gang groups up against or the judges choose, sometimes in advance, to win a case, and not for the court staff, or the pet party, or likely a briber.
Reminds me of the employment law that mandates that all major companies advertise their vacancies and candidates to through official, open and publicised, channels to apply, to make it all even and to squash nepotism, while it seems to be the elite underclass inherit many CEO jobs with overinflated payment through familial connections, even if they are not qualified to do them at all, and some even several such posts at the same time!
I can only say that that latest inverted judicial outcome in the Small Claims Court, that I again very reluctantly call court, violated me so much and triggered the dormant PTSDs that I was bed-ridden for at least a week, swollen with crying and unable to sleep.
They seem to be teachers who cannot read and write, or simply refuse to teach children those, doctors who do not know about blood pressure, or are simply not bothered to use any effort and address any ailments of those they deem their inferiors... Is it because they have their life foundations given to them on a plate so many do not manage to get the sense for justice and empathy, or they are instructed by the top judges not to bother with peasants? It seems to be almost uniformed, according to the victims crying for help all around. Some are so destroyed in courts again after being victims of crime as the judges protect the thieves who robbed them that they have to borrow money to survive as a result. It also impacted me hugely,my children, the judge did not give a damn. And what about the poor,disabled etc who do not have that familial safety blanket and start the cycle of debt due to the judges refusal to actually judge? And not only the most vulnerable people,but I have come across cases of well-off people who were conned out of tens of thousands of £££ and warned by lawyers that as the conmen earned significantly less than them, he'd plead poverty and bankrupsy, and as those are not real courts and nothing is checked or evidence even considered, apparently, they'd be ordered to pay them back like £20 p/m for many,many years, if not decades,so they had to eschew their own money and justice feeling violated. Well, virtually the same happened to me and my children went without so that the conman can steal and laugh. The devastation that the judicial trend of forsaking justice, basic laws and human rights causes to people's lives is beyond horrific, yet they still "democratically independently" get away with it because they know they always will. Words cannot explain how the knowledge that anyone can do whatever they like to you affects the mental health of victims of crimes, especially the poorest! It is abuse itself. Hail the Appeal's Court President!
I have to admit though that the masterminds of these unconscionable crimes should get an Oscar for their par excellence, never-ending psyop operation that makes them believe they star in some kind of action movie, or whatever has befallen them, though it looks like a rather cheap, messy pantomime that does not make anyone laugh, in my opinion. A tragedy. For themselves too. They should get an Oscar for managing to hide the true constitutional nature of their feudal-like reign from their own people and the world for 60+ years! And likely, as many suspect, the true hidden method of possibly milking the public money so deftly, stealthily through, like many suspect, likely thousands of private contracts that are seemingly totally exempt of any thorough supervision, conflict of interest rules or accountability from wrongdoing. While most people seem to be firmly in the dark, few others do sometimes comment online with "I would not be surprised that there are billionaires with stolen money!" They also so manipulatively use the poorest, many of whom are in penury thanks to their greedy, inhumane policies, as scapegoats for "sponging off the taxpayer", hence constantly need punishing and their derision as a diversion from their likely crimes of sheer underhand greed the cost of which dwarfs any social security output times thousands. Just do not look upwards, it's too blinding!
Every single Western First lady has known about this for decades, practically from the beginning of their own careers, and certainly their First-lady tenures, and happily, or rather expediently, kept quiet while bashing women's rights abuses in third-world countries with a rock-start like triumph, and wealth, ironically based on their prominent political presence that is tied to fighting for justice and the protection of the most vulnerable.
My stomach churns and I get heart palpitations when I see Michelle Obama, Hilary Clinton, Laura Bush,Cheri Blair... blaring their women's rights campaigns from all sides, demanding women be brave,fearless, and "It is not right to ignore something bad just because it is not happening in your own back yard"-M.O. That is exactly what each one of them has been doing alongside writing best-selling memoirs on their valiant and intrepid demand for the downtrodden (well, in Afghanistan, Pakistan, China, Saudi Arabia,Iran...anywhere but the West) to have a voice, and giving mega lucrative speeches and awards to FOREIGN women's rights activists followed by long standing ovations in vast concert halls around the world and earning mind-boggling riches for their own children and themselves, while totally ignoring the millions of shattered lives and,apparently,tens fo thousands of letters by the destroyed abused mothers,even some older children,apparently,lawyers,charities regarding the atrocities by their feet that I have described, or just started to.
There are quite a few of the mothers in prison in the US as we speak, several white and one black mum from the support sites. They disobeyed the orders denying them all contact with their children and texted them, or whatever the gaging orders are that they breaches. While all the top world's feminists and feminist celebrities ignore them, it is other abused mothers without custody, most impoverished,depressed and some suicidal, sending them toiletries, books, and small, brave groups writing letters to the authorities demanding their freedom. With, apparently, many dozens of millions of $$$ in their pockets, the First ladies, or even female PMs, and other female celebrities, keep quiet and obey the sick perpetrators of this form of genocide, according to many.
A couple of years ago, the first Asian female MP of Scotland gave a speech at a women's rights conference in MK. She was the VIP speaker of the evening and representatives from women's charities,the police (DV department), you name it. She talked about female empowerment, how the number of female MPs in parliament is now pretty high, how females are everywhere in top societal positions, how hard it was for her to become an MP with her background and gender, how she fought hard against DV and for the women of Britain to have a voice.
Then the police and charity leaders gave similar speeches before we were allowed to ask questions,well maybe 4-5 of them, on how protected abused women are today. I was not chosen,so after the speeches finished, and we were to mingle with each other and chat (them to network for better co=operation), I walked up to the MP and asked her:" What about the horrific human rights abuses of abused/even battered, mothers and children in family courts where corruption, child sale and theft of abused mothers' divorce money is said to be happening for many decades without any genuine complaints procedure and legal redress and with thousands of suicide, while the media are gagged? Come on, you know about it!"
She looked frozen, absolutely numb and at fist just stared at me in shock, then stammered pretending to be writing something to avoid looking me in the eye "We cannot interfere with the independent judiciary."
"What would happen if you open said all this at your speeches?"
She kept quiet, then said "With the accusations of that nature, please, go to the police DV chief over there."
I went up to him. He was surrounded by at least 10 charity leaders, anti-DV activists etc who were asking him questions. I interjected in between two questions and asked the same question that I'd just asked the MP, but loudly so that as many could hear me as possible. And I have naturally inbuilt amplifiers that make me sound that I shout even when I am not.
The face of everyone, including him, literally dropped and they just stared at me for some seconds, then he said "Your accusations are extremely serious."
I tried to say that all the likely hundreds of thousands of victims are gagged, that huge numbers have gone to the police up and down the country for decades, but he talked over me to shut me up and would not listen. I then said to the others "You must be aware of it too,if not,you should be".
They all literally started running away. The police DC told me to write down the email of the police chief and write to him about what I'd just asked,then he turned and ran away too. I was left on my own. I saw some talking to the others in the room and pointing at me.
Within minutes, everyone in the room literally ran away from me as if I had 5 attacking skunks in my arms. I go to a group on the left, they do a runner. I turn to another one to the right, they do a runner...The MP was chatting to others, but noticeably looking out for me in order to run away in the opposite direction. As I was the black sheep in the room, I had no choice but to leave. To their huge relief!
That evening illustrates first female this or that in power the best! Marionettes of nasty, sick, misogynistic men somewhere at the top who know they must never ruffle any feathers to get the perks and accolades. Accolades for something.
And now I see the torture and child-abuse practice has spread to Eastern Europe as they have to copy the West,or are rather forced into it by blackmail "aid". Two days ago I briefly massaged with a mum in Croatia who has lost custody of her young children to her abuser and was told to forsake her divorce money as she looked greedy knowing the father needed the money more, exactly the same as what happened to me in MK, England,UK 22 years ago with the robbers, and seemingly thousands of others with the same threats. We all believe/virtually know that our children have been sold for bribe, chunks of our divorce settlements, pensions or shares the abusers bought during our marriages.
Scores of mothers 22 years ago when I fell into this psychotic den, or others only a few days ago, and hundreds of thousands from many Western countries in between, say they have made official complaints about judges raising concerns about conflict of interest, they say they even had evidence for it, likely, or suspected, corruption and very close familiar or friendship ties between judges and their abusers or the abusers' family members, or senior judges, now retired, interfering with their cases, likely fiddling with the forms etc. They say, in the UK, they've received replies from the judicial Code of Conduct body, or whatever it is called now, that judges were independent and no one has the right to interfere with their work. As for the obvious conflict of interest and allegedly evidenced ties that incited the biased cases and total destruction of the victim and rewarding of the abusers, the letters say, allegedly, that, paraphrase, "only Appeals Court judges can prosecute such cases and no one else, including us" (so why do they exist at all under the fake premise of monitoring the Code of Conduct for judges then?) Top judges can only prosecute the likes of themselves, mates? Does that regulatory body exist just to gag the victims and intimidate them at the root?), exactly what the police have been telling us victims in tens and tens of thousands for the 20 years I have been into this.
And all the throwing complaints cases out even if there is evidenced suspicion for wrongdoings is stamped with "Please note: In accordance with Section 139 of the Constitutional Reform Act 2005, information about judicial disciplinary cases which relates to an identified or identifiable individual is confidential and must not be disclosed without lawful authority."
And hundreds have, apparently, been imprisoned for breaking this one and similar rules there to gag the victims. Virtually, political prisoners. Gagged! We are all, as much as we were 30,20 years ago as parents are today, literally the cases of last week, incessantly gagged and intimidated about daring to talk to the media, or anyone else or we may lose even the most tenuous contact with our children and end up in prison. Weaponization of child bereavement and fear to perpetuate these crimes! Pretty demonic!
Practically, in the most corrupt and extreme cases that involve people from powerful families, like mine (case, I mean), you never know who exactly your judge is if you see a judge somehow amid all the illegal obstruction and the ripping up of your filings, as it seems to be that the very top judges own the judges beneath them who are mere mouthpieces for them and nothing else. And those brave ones among them who dare to try and help the victims of such psychopathy? Get sacked? Just like the amazing man who sent my file to the police did. He may also come from a powerful family but the man has integrity, class, a heart, unlike the filth above him.
So the very top judges from the very top powerful families who get those top positions of absolute, unsupervised freedom to abuse human rights as they please can only prosecute each other while, many are saying, they are probably all engaging in these illegalities themselves? Are we correct? Top judges can abuse children, protect child abusers, instigate perjury in hundreds of pieces per case pushing the victim into suicide, steal legally due divorce settlements,pensions and company shares many of us mothers have been robbed of, and and they are immune from prosecution as they are so evil and criminal that everyone is terrified of them? Basically, like in the officially most brutal dictatorships of the world? No difference!
The equilibrium of misplacement coalesced into a nuclear bomb aimed at innocent people... Fathers who cannot be fathers and husbands to save their lives and should never dream of conning a woman into settling down and having children with them in tandem with judges who cannot judge to save their lives, who have no conscience and aptitude to discern right from wrong, and who treat marriage, spouses and children like worthless disposables, yet who are in charge of the family life and child wellbeing of the entire country. And who pays the price for that egregious dichotomy of kindred souls and "birds of a feather stick together"? Us decent, family-loving parents and our children, and the entire society as a whole.
And they all get knighted and set up family charities, like they deeply care for people, for children, for tax purposes to shield their wealth? The operative term in the top tier of the Western "democracy" seems to be "private contracts"! Could it be the reason why we cannot apply for school places, pay for anything to schools, communicate with schools, pay for mufti days (charity, non-uniform school days in Britain), without having to go through some private app and communicate there? I am not tech savvy so do not know how it works, but have noticed that private contracts with the businesses of the children of the elites seem to be extremely common, and seemingly super lucrative, many say well over priced. It sounds as if they obsess with business ideas they can use their connections they've appeased to suck out great monies in contracts with public companies via those business ideas, and just put their children,once they grown up, in charge of those ideas, pierce the golden egg and the money starts rolling in. Am I wrong?
The letters then,apparently, stated that only the judges in question can recuse themselves and no one can do anything if they refuse to hence they can freely meddle into cases as they please, even after retirement, many say they understand, even to control fellow judges of lower ranks who are mere pawns in their own courts, voiceless nobodies, in practice in the courts the families of the very top judges OWN! And the public willingly pay for it? And certain segments of the British/ Western society throw protests when dignitaries from those officially brutal dictatorships visit the West protesting against THEIR HUMAN RIGHTS? Like the evening of the Qatari World Cup Opening Ceremony when, amid huge protests about Qatari human rights, a huge group of about 200+ parents stormed the BBC Cardiff building for not allowing them for 6-7 years to have a voice about the enforced child porno lessons in sex education in primary schools, and the police were called? The same parents took the government to court and, apparently, the case was thrown out by a daughter of a top High court judge,also a High court judge, who told them "if you don;t like it,send your children to a private school". Well, like she does,the elites like her, her children? So the peasants can be thrown under the bus? The same nepo baby then apparently charged them double the court cost for a group,instead of the £25000 tariff, doubled it to £50000 to bankrupt them,apparently. Just because she can!
The mothers say they got this at the end of those sham conduct letters "In accordance with Section 139 of the Constitutional Reform Act 2005, information about judicial disciplinary cases which relates to an identified or identifiable individual is confidential and must not be disclosed without lawful authority"
So, when the victims are to be silenced, there are strict Sections, laws (ironically the fraud law if the parent they turn against does not disclose their finances honestly,, while court staff are allowed to steal tens and hundreds of thousands from battered mothers with total impunity), various Articles, imprisonments (I understand hundreds have been secretly imprisoned in Britain, and huge numbers in other Western countries, for trying to expose family courts, without a jury, something Harriet Harman MP raised in parliament 15 years ago and was silenced, I believe her family-law solicitor sister was suspected and then later possibly even sacked, which is shocking), and when our human rights and those of our children are to be respected, there are absolutely none? Isn't that psychopathy?
If they can torture young children and battered mothers towards death for money or sadistic misogyny, or whatever their individual pathology is, I can imagine what else has been a known, yet hidden a secret too, with the media, the watchdog of justice, propelling those crimes into the stratosphere of obfuscation by being fully and cowardly complicit with them.
Child/gamete sale has always yielded some of the biggest profits to the sellers hence dozens of countries have got a history of scandals where doctors, midwives and judges sold newborn babies stolen from their mothers at birth to families to adopt,often in rich countries for huge sums of money.
In my native Serbia, my great aunt's baby was stolen at birth and sold like that,I think in 1962. The new mum was resting from the birth of her big baby and then was told the baby had died but she was never allowed to see her. She was severely depressed,traumatised and then got diabetes and refused medication and died young in a diabetic coma, as if she wanted to die.
I have tried to locate that aunt and came across a group of 700 families, parents, to whom the same had been done,to some in mid 1990s. I am still in touch with a mum whose twin girls were taken and sold within the framework of that barbarism. Apparently, the government is, the activists say, full of the offspring of those who were in the criminal racket, and have banned the use of DNA sites in the county to deliberately sabotage the search of those families. How evil can one be? That also hinders my search for my aunt.
Days ago, Al Jazeera made a report on the estimated 250 000 newborns stolen and sold by corrupt doctors,midwives and judges in the former Yugoslavia. You can see it on Youtube now.
The same happened in virtually the whole of the Latin America,Ireland,Spain... almost everywhere.
I cannot believe that a different version of those the most egregious of crimes is, almost certainly peppered with hard-core corruption, or child sale in colloquial terms, happening in Western courts themselves, with the governments and media equally complicit. And we can only imagine what else!
Simply, the kind of men, psychos who have no aptitude for love, the truth, family, empathy, morals, respect of others, for God and who deem women to be mere objects there to be subjugated to the whims and sadism of men and children as worthless, voiceless byproducts of a vile man's need to enact family life that he hates, seem to have taken over the elites, judiciaries and politics (hence apparently many dozens of married MPs having affairs and using prostitutes, even sometimes in front of fellow MPs for fun), and they systemically destroy all societal values, the cornerstone of stability, and torture already abused women and children with great gusto. The practice is analogous to many other countries in the world that Britain berates for the same. It is just that in the West fellow women are also allowed to torture and steal from the same women and children out of different reasons.
Having, for years, read some testimonies by mums who have made complaints about judges, apparently evidenced conflicts of interest, dodgy contracts or whatever, close connections to their abusers or their legal teams etc and how they've been told that only the Appeal's court President (as far as I understood) can react to those suspitions,or even blatant evidence, and no one else in the world,not even the police or PM, and that there are strict laws prohibiting the person filing the complain from talking about it,tallies what many lawyers, lower-court judges, journalists and the police told me personally, that no matter what evidence,concerns they have before them, they are strictly gagged or can pay a heavy price. So, is that how the media have been truly gagged? There are no laws that protect children from incest, that prohibit perjury in family court, that prohibit judges, CAFCASS officers etc from making things up, from not allowing the very senior judges to bully their subordinates who wnat to deliver justice... yet there are laws galore to imprison and torture those who try to expose this? Am I correct, or have misconstrued? In a democracy!!!!!
So, I am thinking aloud, is this why religion has been hugely relegated to the basement of our lives and God not allowed in regards to marriage, its vows, morality, in court, in politics, in classroom where pornography is,apparently, rammed down some children's throats at the will of someone whoever, according to the thousands of silenced parents almost no one, again,hears about? Because we need to worship the Court of Appeal's President as our God who owns the country and can turn a blind eye to serious abuses of human rights and criminalities, according o so many? Is this why the titles for some judges are "Lord", "Your Worship"... Sounds like "the Real Lord Jesus who has to be Worshipped" to me!
And while ordinary people are prosecuted and punished in secret quick courts, or so-called quickies,for owing small sums of money or minor transgressions, poverty,illnesses and mis-steps made during the times of the most traumatic events of their lives, even for the most extreme abuses of power and negligence, or turning a blind eye by the fat cats who are, many believe, connected to the elites, that destroy thousands of lives and push people into suicide are hushed up and even if after decades of activism and pleading by the victims the crimes do get exposed, conveniently, for them, there are no trials, but inquiries, many led by the very judges who have a trail of destruction of lives and turning a blind eye too behind them, are put in place that result in a light slap on the wrist and no trial, no prison sentences, something the victims and the public demand to see. Such duplicitous and diametrically opposed disparity in accountability is autocratic and vile. Psychotic.
Not to mention the case-to-case arbitrary disparities among the judges that turn the entire family law into a crime scene. While in my case, it was fine to abuse a toddler who had just turned 2 and who had never parties from me but was glued to me 24/7 and I was almost like a single mother in his times of biggest needs by ripping him away from me and sending him to total strangers 200 miles away pushing him into severe scarring depression before threatening me for many years against fighting for my abused child. And similar has happened with thousands of others, while in a case this August 2025, an aggressive, controlling father was reprimanded by a High court for having his 9-year old child snatched from their mother at the airport in Iran and not allowing the child to be in touch with the mother, rightly berated and punished as he sounds such an abuser, a typical "custodian of abuse", but not much different from what my abuser did to us. The judge has said " At the hearing, which the mother attended via video link, Ms Kirby said that the child “had never been apart from her mother” before she was taken."
Or Mrs Justice Lieven "She continued: “The father has removed a nine-year-old child by force. I can only assume that the father was involved in the decision to remove [her].“That is an act of extreme cruelty, both to [the child] and to her mother.”
So, why is it abuse to do something to one child and not to another, even to a much younger child? Even Jung wrote monographs galore on the importance of mother in young children's lives and lifelong psychology, let alone dozens of others in modern times and ripping young children from their mothers have always been child abuse, 22 years ago the same as now. It is wrong in all cases and something of that gravity must never be extraneous to all laws and human decency and judges who are appalling human beings and do not give a toss about family life and children should not come near family courts, let alone be given Almighty, unaccountable power and immunity from being named and shamed for what they are- child abusers, who, if they deliberately ignore dozens of red flags and perjury that has led to child abuse and continue torture children for many years, should be behind bars, like this moron today. The fact he is prison and the monsters who abused my son and chucked him on strangers to my abuser's financial, and many believe some their own, financial remunerations, and millions of other children in the Western world, totally unscathed is beyond wrong. Could it also be that this father is foreign as xenophobia towards both mothers and fathers plays a huge part in family courts, in mine some of the court staff did not even hide it, or these two judges treat the same abusers of white, native-British origin who use their children to control and keep on abusing the mothers they evidently abused for years with the same punitive legal steps? Now, whatever the case, I doubt they'd go against Jake Low-Beer and the likes as, many believe,they cannot even if they wanted to, which is wrong and in breach of Article 14 of the Human Rights Act that legal abusers of power routinely breach and stretch into the stratospheric heights based on what class you come from,or many believe, how much bribe you offer.
Article 14 is based on the core principle that all of us, no matter who we are, enjoy the same human rights and should have equal access to them. The protection against discrimination in the Human Rights Act is not ‘free-standing’.
Among so many judges who have abused me for 22 years, among the 4 or so who were on my side in my custody battle, was a female High court judges,though I cannot remember off my mind now if one of them is one of the two mentioned above,but I believe she is. She said "This mum has very valid points about what has happened to her child, yet has been invalidated at every step... Why? I do not understand why."
Then Serota,furious, overran her despite having a lower judicial status than her. Shocking!
Those few proper judges who respect laws and are family people of quality themselves should get together,just like abusers do to gain this level of stronghold, and demand proper accountability, rules,laws and respect for the value of family life, children and marriage as a life-long contract that encompasses every single pore of life from the wedding day and the conception of children, and not once in court only, be introduced and the legal abusers of power brought to justice, as their working environment is soaked in stains sick lets-pretend judges cause too.
Even today, when I glance at the support groups, I see streams of posts by mothers who say they have lost child custody without any fact-finding, which is illegal. That judges and CAFCASS deliberately ignore vital evidence and do not mention any of the letters from institutions who know the family dynamics and history very well, exactly like it's happened to me and millions of others for the last several decades. How their own legal teams turn against them and deliberately sabotage their cases, for appeasing the powerful or out of even more sinister motives. It is because, I believe, cases are conducted in secret behind the victims' backs and the top criminals probably intimidatingly order those below them what to do,or not do, like I saw Tyrer did with my barrister, or they may all engage in taking bribe in exchange of child custody, like many believe happened with us. So, children are still being abused and basic human rights breached to this day, it is just that the price of court transcripts has been deliberately made unaffordable for most to avoid their criminalities being evidenced, and new laws for contempt for court,I have read, have been introduced so that everyone is gagged to extremes. And the current Family Division President, satellited by a few bottom-licking baronesses and Joshua Rosenberg, keep raising funds for fathers' rights groups who are thought to be led by domestic abusers and ignore the mothers' groups pleading for a voice. Just because they know the media will not dare challenge them and that the victims of that the most horrific of misogyny are firmly silenced.
Any so-called "judge" who serially eschews justice and strengthen crime and abuse of victims of crime should be named and shamed. If a judge emboldens and fortifies criminal activities that destroy the lives of others, the syllogism is that they are simply a criminal themselves, and should be exposed for who they truly are and not given titles and riches on the premise of being respectable judges. They enjoy starring in a fake pantomime, but these are our lives, our livelihoods, our children.
A good judge is BORN a good judge, and high levels of education or class connections can mask intrinsic rot, but can never turn a bad person (worse than the average bad) into a good judge. And I think that reality underscores this page.
In Serbia, I used to hear a pertinent maxim for this travesty of civilization, roughly translated: "If you want to see what kind of a human being someone is, just give them absolute, profitable and seemingly unsupervised power over a large group of people, then secretly sit back and watch". Yes, we see that galore, pretty much everywhere in the world! But while we cannot watch them in situ, God does. They are truly mistaken if they believe they will get away with their savagery.
I know many will laugh at me for saying this, but last year a video popped up on my screen. A man wanted to warn people. He was a staunch, military atheist who laughed about God that he 'd say was a fairy-tale and forbid anyone from mentioning "that crap".
Then he "died" in a severe car accident and crossed over to God "that is far real than live here" and found himself in Life Review relieving every single second of his life from birth surrounded by various deities. He said that he'd relieved every single emotion he caused in others, people or animals, and said that the bad bits were so acute and magnified that he was still traumatised. He cited one example when he, as a young man, he fell out with a friend very badly and wanted to vindictively stain his reputation so he met up with their common friend and gossiped about him and deliberately embellished facts, or even made some up. He said "I thought it was between the two of us, yet now I was watching myself saying all those lies like on a megaphone, every single word of it the way it happened, but with over 3000 deities, including God the Light, watching it too. And there I was talking that crap and we all know it is made up and wrong and I am dying with shame, guilt and distress before experiencing all the pain my lies inflicted upon my friend, but magnified. I am warning everyone, absolutely nothing is private and you get away with nothing..." No one us will as none of us are perfect, but...
Can you imagine what these deluded elite-underclass gangsters, crapstors, who willingly took part in these crimes are going to go through upon death and what realm they will inhabit as a result? You cannot imagine the level of pain the named ones in my case put my child and me through! And I believe they will relive it all, but like thousands of NDE experiencers have said, "millions of times magnified".
And, as I have said, I know, we all know, if you just read the social media posts on the issue, that this is all against the will of the people who suspect that the iceberg of human rights abuses and corruption is far more diffuse than they even fear, and pretty much it is the same in all countries of the world. A dead fish sticks from the head. That is why it is incumbent upon good people of any demographic to unite and fight this stench so that we can all breathe more easily.
Also, contravening the deluge of mental-health awareness, care, caring, "be kind" and so on sentiment blasting from all sides today, courts themselves do not seem to give a damn about the most egregious forms of mental and emotional abuse and withdraw all safety nets from people so that they cannot even protect themselves from psychological abusers at all either. Being conned into life-changing decision that will or may influence most or all aspects of your life, not having bodily-autonomy freedom to make your own informed decision on who you are going to be intimate with or who you marry as it is perfectly legal and even legally encouraged to trick the monogamous (as in faithful) into polyamory/marital promiscuity etc without their consent, having your parental rights virtually taken away so that perverts and appalling parents can take over your nurturing, encouraging perjury and extreme stream of defamation towards an already abused person...are all the most extreme forms of psychological abuse one can imagine, for me the same as being beaten with sticks, kicked, smacked, and I know what those feel like too well too. Ironically, Western avalanches of academics also preach third-world countries on mental health, as well as on human/children's rights, too.
And now I understand,or rather believe, that this is why top religious leaders also are not allowed to say a word and try to protect us believers from these, in the eyes of many believers, demonic practices or torture of fellow human beings,of children,demolishion of justice and God and His precepts...Well, the very top judges,some of them mentioned here as part of turning a blind eye for decades, are also President and members of the Ecclesiastical courts too!!! What will happen to the religious leaders if they stood up for us,for family,marriage,vows of marriage, fidelity,monogamy,bodily autonomy,stability,for God? I presume they'd be sacked given that the same people supervising the religious leaders are unsupervised proponent of the destruction of everything that has anything to do with God, am I wrong? I hope I am! mmmmm...
According to what I've deduced from my own unfortunate enforced dwelling in this rancid arena of human depravity, "independent judiciary" seems to mean that judges have barricaded themselves from the society, armed themselves with all sorts of gagging laws so that no one can disclose their abuses of human rights and power, and God knows what else, over the plebs and, like hawks, lash out at anyone who dares to dent their enormous, over-inflated egos with an exposé of their crimes, including their own colleagues who want to be proper judges and lawyers, while they deprive the people who pay for them of basic rights, personal decision-making liberties and stabilities, and the right to speak out on extreme injustice and abuse being hurled at them. They have systemically created a matrix where loyal, family-loving, child-centred women of morals and conscience are nothing but mere disposable incubators for sociopaths to use and abuse as they wish, where the sociopaths' mistresses have more rights to children than their own devoted mothers, all, almost certainly, so that their own depravities hardly chip their own egotistic lifestyles, then do not allow the victims to talk about as "they care about the children they abuse too much". So, basically, they have cunningly weaponised fear to rule over the people they own, yet who they are not meant to own, but serve while abiding by the Seven Nolan Principles of Public Life they are LEGALLY OBLIGED to follow, the rule their class created in the first place, yet which they toss into the bin.
It infuriates me that all the schools are plastered with posters about British values, in bullet points, like THE RULE OF LAW THE SAME FOR ALL Blueticked onto cupboards and doors of each classroom, and another lot of posters mandating that the duty of every single one of the adult staff, from a cleaner to the school head is to act upon any signs of child abuse (you can find those in staff toilets and communal rooms), yet look what the very people who construct those posters do to us!
I have always known that if I went out in the middle of the night,on my own, in a dark, wooded place in a city, there would be a chance of being attacked,robbed, raped, maybe even murdered, as evil, sadistic, criminal entities come our during the night to feast on lone people for their sick gratifications and prey on their next victim, and I always have that at the back of my mind, but I never dreamt that virtually the same, and even worse, as in the aftermath of the court mob-violation your children, your raison detre, are abused and gone, and often gone forever, as well as your livelihood and most doors towards rebuilding your live stolen from you, so that you have absolutely nothing to cling onto to survive the extreme trauma, unless you have a devoted,sacrifacing and well-off family to prop you up to an extent, the family who are also scarred by the crime. The fact that these "gang-rapes, abuse of your children and robberies, all combined in one happen in courts themselves and by the very people meant to protect you and bestow justice upon your healing from crime strongly add to the shock and suffering as none of us even know this secret genocide existed, and we repeat that a lot.
With my serial experiences of, almost certain, corruption, human rights abuses and the suspected interference from top people, even retired ones, to protect criminalities, seemingly freely allowed across the board of the entire society, I now doubt the reality of everything we have been served to eat by them, not only the legitimacy of the top positions of influence and power which, as you can see, seem to be entirely gained on connections, but also of the entry processes for top elite education institutions, including top selective private schools and universities even. Maybe I am reactively too traumatised to see clearly now as paranoia sometimes gets the best of me, which is understandable, but I am not the one person who feels like this. Many I have spoken to think and fear the same.
This all also reminds me of the concept of communism I grew up in and that the West so profoundly and vociferously besmirches as evil. The communists in the former Yugoslavia erased God from all public spheres (though not in homes) so that they could control us better while playing God over us. They then leveraged that brainwashing self-aggrandizement as much as possible to nick as much money as possible and to achieve that they put each other and each other's family members in top power. Then they nicked vast wealth and moved to the West with the plunder buying mansions in the wealthiest areas of London. I visited some of them 30 years ago!
But even communists valued family life, marriage and children while these,whatever they are,seem to be demonic. No wonder that many all over the social media call them satanists.
I now also remember meeting a man from my country in London in 1994. He told me that his sister was a doctor and so was her ex-husband. They had both emigrated to the US and worked as doctors there before having a son. The father was extremely abusive, womanising, controlling and the mother suffered a lot, and so did her worrying family back home too, plus there was he war there.
When the drained mother filed for a divorce, the abuser applied for child custody and got it straight away with the court refusing to look at any evidence against the father, but accused the mother of parental alienation. Then, her visa somehow expired as she was not tied to her abuser (I cannot remember the exact visa details),and they threw her out of the country without her child.
She was severely depressed and her parents were looking after her. This man told me they all hoped something was not going to happen to her and "We cannot believe that women can be abused in courts like this. We were certain it was the opposite". I sympathised, like with the man with a similar story in the UK I met later, but forgot about it. Now I can see, 30 years on, exactly the same continues. It also shows that, if this is not stopped, any child you see around you today can one day become a victim. The drive to destroy family life and the right to it is fanatical but the iconoclasts of morality and human decency.
The fact that us at the forefront of this macabre campaign have not managed to even warn people about this dystopia waiting for many of them to fall into as the perpetrators fanatically do not allow us to as they want blood and money out of it to keep piling up, makes our frustration and sense of tragedy even worse. The fact that certain echelons of power seem to, many believe, literally own everything, every single public organization, with total impunity, and can fiddle with forms, procedures, breach laws, disclose your private information to your abusers in their clique, destroy people who oppose them knowing the media are firmly gagged and shiver in fear at even the thought of demanding any answers and justice, flies in the face of everything the West have feigned the world into believing they are.
It makes sense why a few barristers and solicitors told me many years ago (the same crux of their statements, but with different verbiage): "While I understand why you are fighting them so bravely, are you aware how powerful and evil these people are?" I don't know exactly what they meant by it, but yes, they are both of those two attributes here, on this Satan-led planet, but in the matrix of what truly matters and constitutes power and success, God, they are the least powerful and successful people among us all. They will also realise that and be very contrite, but there will be no way back for them, which is very sad.
In my 22 years of campaigning that comprises of reading a huge number of the victim testimonies, drops in the ocean rather, and writing to as many academics, journalists etc as possible to raise awareness, I have come across not only a staggering, inexhaustible number of the victims, but a staggering and inexhaustible number of global experts, academics researching, writing on their research outcome, preaching on, jetting across the globe telling poorer countries how they should conduct their human rights, lecturing to university students on children's rights, women's rights, human rights, child or adult mental health (including on the life-destroying trauma of separating small children from the primary carer), on all the areas of the rule of law that includes family law, democracy, international laws, judicial ethics, medical ethics, religious freedom and rights, social work and child wellbeing........... you name it, in probably dozens and dozens of thousands of expert researchers there to make the society and humanity a better place, yet what is the point of all that pertinent epistemology when the very people meant to implement those the most do not give a damn about any of such work. They can, and many do, breach all the laws and engage in serious criminality pushing the victims close to or into death or living while being a thread away from it, with total impunity? One does not need a law degree to be a criminal and an intractable sadistic abuser of human rights who trips over and sabotages the victims of crony abusers and other criminals in order to protect the latter.
The reality somehow invalidates the work of academic lecturers a huge deal as they write their monographs for the inconsequential vacuum, apart from the areas of the society inhabited by average people who the same elites who break all the laws mandate respect them. It is sad as they do not allow those, I am sure most well-meaning academics would love to actually leave their mark with their work in praxis, not just on a piece of paper some of the elites practically bin.
Also, after 22 years of my campaigning, incessant research, following the class, demographis etc of the perpetraitors of these crimes, adding up, taking away, writing things down, I have deduced many things, that, I admit, can be entirely wrong, but... Can the reason why there is no proper justice system, proper prison sentences for serious abusers and criminals, not enough prison places, the police mainly do not care about crime and do not protect people, like they have never protected my children and me, not because they do not want to,but someone may not allow them to, so that as much money as possible is saved for various war and supremacy? I don't know,but am just thinking aloud. All I know is that the public feel extremely vulnerable and furious about it and want to know the genesis of such indifference regarding their basic human right to protection. Wars and world dominance requires an enormous number of people and money. Not to mention that,apparently, many thousands of dodgy private contracts too, and maybe,just maybe, they do anything to hinder the truth from being exposed as also,the seemingly enormous number of family-court victims would, in case of justice ever being delivered, be entitled to compensation, just like all the other victims of similar various human-rights abuses who are denied compensation for many years so that "many of us older ones die". And all those scandals together cannot come close to the atrocities of family courts in their magnitude. That is why I believe the judges and other court staff who have happily taken part in these crimes should be exposed for who they really are - anything but legal professionals.
If there is no supervision, no accountability and a small pool of the olygarchy owning the world, it can be that the biggest part of machinations that govern all our lives are conducted in total secrecy and that we are led onto a completely wrong track of reality.
The common denominator of a huge number of conversations many of the victim parents and I personally have had with seemingly highly powerful and influential figures over the last 22 years of my campaigning - MPs, top barristers, top journalists (some household names), a couple of lower-court judges, QCs (barrister-judge who can even group up and never remove a bad judge destroying lives, apparently), various institution managers regarding protected frauds and abuses by some truly powerful individuals, even the police- is that "you would be surprised how little, and in some areas, no power, we have as there are some above us who have the true power". So, is it democratic that the populace is rules by a clique they never elect?
It is staggering what most people seem to be able to do, even to children, to literally walk over corpses, for wealth and lucrative positions of influence, for power that is in the grand scheme of things not even power at all, bulldozing everything and everyone in their way, including their own dignity and conscience, for money. It is shocking what people are prepared to do and harm others' children, even very young ones, in order to obtain monetary and societal privileges for their own brood, but in the case of Jake Low-Beer the fact that the harmed children are his own makes it it even more sickening, though likely amply emblematic of what we are trying to portray here and how snobbery has a macabre facet to it within the spheres the elites seem to occupy.
I reiterate (probably several times as I cannot remember if I have said it and have no time to edit), the remedy for these crimes lies in looking into this amorphous genocidal mess less from the angle of how many female judges and politicians there are, but entirely from the the sociopaths/greedy ruthless abetters versus healthy-minded people of values and genuine love of family life and children, their own first, and then of others' angle. You have fathers who have been in tears over what custodians of abuse do to their children, fathers who have been abused,cheated on, used, who were by far the better parents,yet who never did anything remotely evil to their children,or even those wives who wronged them, and you have women who torture babies in courts and laugh or abet the abuse, like Jane,Daphne and many,many others.
I think that all those in charge of the supervision of various facets of family courts for the last several decades, many dozens of them, including female Hale and Butler-Sloss and Potter, people with airs and graces for their "extraordinary" careers, should be stripped of their titles of Sirs and Baronesses,and the weighty perks that come with them, all based on their contribution to the justice in the country, or should kindly and redemptively surrender them, for their own benefit and of us victims.
I, a laywoman with a mountain of personal experience with the likes, believe that these court crimes are an amalgam of abysmally deluded plutocratic entities on the spectrum between semi-human sociopathy to psychopathy who were brought up in top private schools and in segregations from the rest of the public who they may regard as inanimates, that accessorised with innate sadism in some of them that enables them to feel like God and walk on air in constant awe of themselves, of human avarice, greed and ruthless self-service regardless of the consequences for others. Of extreme judicial misogyny, both by cruel men who objectivise women as inferior beings there to abuse, patronise, con, use and discard at leisure, like both fathers of my children obsessively do while never they never stop their obsession with looking for and piling up more women onto their bulging carnage, and the misogyny jealous, nasty women who'd rip another woman into shreds if there is something about her that makes their blood boil with jealousy, like physical beauty, but also money in any form, money probably more than anything. Of psychopathic obsession with power and class prestige as the main calculus for human worth that certain echelons of the society are brought up in and that seems to degenerate the worth of anyone without the familial foundations they get on a plate from birth, hence it is all right to mistreat and demolish them, especially if the sentiment is collectively shared within the shallow clique, and something that can often be seen in private and grammar schools. Of innate human behaviour when left unsupervised and unaccountable while keeping any scintilla of the calls for discursive democracy and giving the poor/downtrodden a voice handily at bay by weaponizing fear and deploying all of these machinations while in possession of absolute power, vast sums of money and a life in luxury it, or the Sheeple, may generate, for them. The destruction of the skeleton of the society - family life+ morality +human rights+ freedom of speech+ justice+ the worth of a child+ love+ God, hence all forms of stability, not only to normalize their own reprobate lifestyles, but also to generate a constant stream of clients to their grinding machine to rob and pulverise for the bonanza to never cease, especially as many of them drag their own children into the legal profession knowing their connections will propel them into the top judicial positions to continue the lucrative carnage that shatters the Social Justice Paradigm into self-serving pieces. It looks like one enormous sea-sized eclectic stew of the the worst of humanity stirred up together, but the one that the cooks should eat the most, hence this page! This is my own observation, and I truly hope I am wrong!
Professor Bill Mitchell (excerpts): "The ugliness of enforced poverty. Enforced by government policy, which if there is political will can always eliminate systemic poverty."
Whatever the impetus, these are the crimes befitting the Hague - crimes against humanity, a form of genocide, just like many abused parents have been saying for a long, long time.
Well, “Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely”, late British politician Lord Acton.
Yes, but also, apparently, Hell is real too and tailgating that human lapse of self-control with laughter! Secrets simply do not exist. Not even our thoughts are secret, but everything we think, say or do is recorded ready for a personalised invoice one day when we cross over when we have to re-experience every single emotion,good or bad we caused in others,brom cradle to the grave.
Millions of non-believers, many scientists,doctors, cleaners, lawyers, prostitutes, most once militant atheists,have had accidental near-death experiences and, according to them, ended up in Hell tortured by the demons they inadvertently served here on Earth with greed, avarice, selfishness and abuse of others in many forms. Upon coming back, some have needed counselling and now watch every word they say to others like hawks, let alone the deeds they do, many are avidly pious to God. Virtually they all say that the material success they gained here was virtually erased once there as if it never existed, while all the emotions they caused in others, including their domino effect on others surrounding the people they interacted with, like family and friends the deeds, even pets, had also influenced, meant everything and determined how high or low you will go as a result.
What if it is true? What if it is true that the only determiner of the success and peace after death for the cocky grandees of the Western judiciaries wielding the judge's hammer at the very people they are meant to deliver justice to like lunatics and playing God over us will be the pile-up of terror their malignancy has inflicted upon an enormous number of people, of children, of babies, and all those caught up in the ripple-effect of the resulting pain and devastation? Then they'd be buried under the enormous pile rubber they created for themselves, and for eternity, unlike the ill-gotten riches here on earth that will be gone in a flash of an eye. And then that road sweeper they abused in their privately-owned courts deeming him to be nothing worthy of Almighty them trying to bestow any justice, rights and dignity, yet who has integrity, morality, respect for his spouse and children and humanity in him, unlike them, may shoot up past them and upwards towards the most divine realms of Heaven in the tunnel of the Light waving to them with "Such a shame for you, stupid!" as they start falling downwards... Joke aside, but what if that is a true possibility, like many claim?
While the protagonists of the family-court human rights abuses are all the worst of atheists, as there are many atheists who are intrinsically far better people than many who purport being very religious, or are lets-pretend believers, the worst of atheists who laugh at the existence of God and any of the rules His precepts delineate for us while selling their souls to the Devil for the temporal luxuries in this brief life it brings, have they ever wondered what if God does exist and if there will be a very heavy price for them to pay for being so sadistically evil, ruthless, mendacious, venal, fake, for being child abusers and crooks just because they are in a position to engage in such clandestine pursuits in exchange for more power and money, and get away with it? Now, do they really get away with something on this scale considering that,apparently, secrets DO NOT exist and God even hears our mind and watches our every step? I don't think anyone taking part in something like this will get away with it.. They are to be pitied in their myopic and self-destructive ignorance that inflicts by far the worst damage to themselves and, unfortunately, to their own children whom they drag along into the inherited pit. Hardly responsible parenting.
To those who have thanked me for opening their eyes with this messy page, you give me immense strength. Thank you.
